From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression
On Wed, 06 May 2026 20:16:46 +0100, _ <
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On Wed, 06 May 2026 20:03:04 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:
On Wed, 06 May 2026 19:41:30 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:
On Wed, 06 May 2026 19:27:49 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:
On Wed, 06 May 2026 11:56:27 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:
in 1999 i had to burn or i couldnt respect myself to society
where she was the mastress and me the slave for her to release me
and give me freedom again and from the prison i was in
in other words i was begging/screaming for help
it was my way of asking for help
something i dont understood was that some people said
i was telling them how to live their lives.
i wasnt, they were following me because
the locals were making me naked to the stars/to the world
they ratted about me, it must have been her friends.
plus sandraArea51 1999,the truth is out there
everybodyy knew except me
in 1999 everywhere i went i was recognized(i was naked against my
will) and was insulted .in a small town, every people knew who i was
i dont know how it started but i wanted to put a stop to it
ive suffered too much.years gone by i couldnt get out of my home out
of petrification fear deep depression
for floating because i was sick they thought i was rich or big or star
when i was poor and sick and not a star. i got robbed and destroyed
locally and defamed.when i didnt want anyone to know who i was locally
she was there to screw me to tell everybody wh i was.my only/prime
enemies were her and her bf.for some reason that i never knew
in 1999 what i did was not explicable in medicine
floating flying was insane they all wanted a free ride in the
airplane.
It was all that i could offer
people dont accept what they cant explain and destroy everything they
cant explain.
i just wanted to disappear
it wasnt supposed to be/meant to be
my sickness destroyed me cause i was diferent from everybody else
in 1999 it all started with me laughing as a way to cover up what was
going on that i didnt knew hwat it was and i didnt want to know.to
bury it deeper where nobody could find it.(i didnt knew it was her i
swear
other wise id never laugh) and act irresponsable and stupid as i did.
She exposed my laughters as a way of her claiming to have reason to
strike at me and being the grace.she poisoned me everywhere across the world.and suddenly i was the sinner and she the saint.i was sick i
didnt knew what normal people had in their heads and acted stupidly/irresponsably.she wanted me crucified and i didnt mean
anything wrong to anybody entertaining the people being friendly to
clean my sins
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