From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

in 1999 normal people were machines
cause i was apathic and weak
.they were all machines except me
mainly her she was strong as a bull
all the bullies in high school were strong
and they succeeded well in life
and i didnt
but her and the bullies only destroy the weak
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From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

On Wed, 29 Apr 2026 20:41:31 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

in 1999 normal people were machines
cause i was apathic and weak
.they were all machines except me
mainly her she was strong as a bull
all the bullies in high school were strong
and they succeeded well in life
and i didnt
but her and the bullies only destroy the weak

the bullies in high school were strong and i was weak
like her the 2 faced beast.in public she is a puppy child
in private she is a dinossaur monster beast to me.
they think thought she was good and me the bad
reply: if she is human to them then she is a damn good liar.
in 1999 everybody that knew her was partying with her laughing in my
face
if i respected myself i had to deny her
and the stars never screwed her
im the lonely weak loser
who got burned and hated by everyone
was me cause i wasnt human to them. to me i was more than human
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From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

On Wed, 29 Apr 2026 20:52:20 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

On Wed, 29 Apr 2026 20:41:31 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

in 1999 normal people were machines
cause i was apathic and weak
.they were all machines except me
mainly her she was strong as a bull
all the bullies in high school were strong
and they succeeded well in life
and i didnt
but her and the bullies only destroy the weak

the bullies in high school were strong and i was weak
like her the 2 faced beast.in public she is a puppy child
in private she is a dinossaur monster beast to me.
they think thought she was good and me the bad
reply: if she is human to them then she is a damn good liar.
in 1999 everybody that knew her was partying with her laughing in my
face
if i respected myself i had to deny her
and the stars never screwed her
im the lonely weak loser
who got burned and hated by everyone
was me cause i wasnt human to them. to me i was more than human

the high i had to fly in 1999 was in apathy
it came from the stars not from her
i thought i was a star, a god to them
i mattered to someone
i made a mistake i was their food
first i was her food now i was their food
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