• in 1999 i had the crown of thornes when i thought i had the golden crown..she had the golden crown and mine was of thornes like a bear chryst crucifeid loser

    From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Apr 27 16:11:21 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    in 1999 i had the crown of thornes when i thought i had the golden
    crown..she had the golden crown and mine was of thornes like a bear
    chryst crucifeid loser
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Apr 27 16:44:46 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 27 Apr 2026 16:11:21 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i had the crown of thornes when i thought i had the golden
    crown..she had the golden crown and mine was of thornes like a bear
    chryst crucifeid loser

    they needed a bleeder loser for their shows, they found me in 1999
    and a rat snitch (her)
    and i believed they were good willed
    when they were conners thieves
    to convince me of llies like i was the king leade stars etc
    i was a kid i was stupid and dumb
    what i leanrned from them is to never belive anybody
    just because they are stars didnt give them the right to control
    manipulate my life tahht was robbed in 1999
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Tue Apr 28 11:14:20 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 27 Apr 2026 16:44:46 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 27 Apr 2026 16:11:21 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i had the crown of thornes when i thought i had the golden >>crown..she had the golden crown and mine was of thornes like a bear
    chryst crucifeid loser

    they needed a bleeder loser for their shows, they found me in 1999
    and a rat snitch (her)
    and i believed they were good willed
    when they were conners thieves
    to convince me of llies like i was the king leade stars etc
    i was a kid i was stupid and dumb
    what i leanrned from them is to never belive anybody
    just because they are stars didnt give them the right to control
    manipulate my life tahht was robbed in 1999

    they(the stars) manipulated me and controlled me in 1999(through her)
    they made me a complete loser. i wasted a year of my life
    beiing watched and manipulated
    nobody was flying/floating but me
    the floating freak
    i was the floating chryst
    the price to fly was crucifiction/death
    thousands of deaths in 1999
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Tue Apr 28 11:53:20 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 11:14:20 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 27 Apr 2026 16:44:46 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 27 Apr 2026 16:11:21 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i had the crown of thornes when i thought i had the golden >>>crown..she had the golden crown and mine was of thornes like a bear >>>chryst crucifeid loser

    they needed a bleeder loser for their shows, they found me in 1999
    and a rat snitch (her)
    and i believed they were good willed
    when they were conners thieves
    to convince me of llies like i was the king leade stars etc
    i was a kid i was stupid and dumb
    what i leanrned from them is to never belive anybody
    just because they are stars didnt give them the right to control
    manipulate my life tahht was robbed in 1999

    they(the stars) manipulated me and controlled me in 1999(through her)
    they made me a complete loser. i wasted a year of my life
    beiing watched and manipulated
    nobody was flying/floating but me
    the floating freak
    i was the floating chryst
    the price to fly was crucifiction/death
    thousands of deaths in 1999

    in 1999 they all said i was a saint(St Peter)
    and i wanted to be seen as a demon
    couldnt be more stupid
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Tue Apr 28 15:05:55 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 11:53:20 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 11:14:20 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 27 Apr 2026 16:44:46 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 27 Apr 2026 16:11:21 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i had the crown of thornes when i thought i had the golden >>>>crown..she had the golden crown and mine was of thornes like a bear >>>>chryst crucifeid loser

    they needed a bleeder loser for their shows, they found me in 1999
    and a rat snitch (her)
    and i believed they were good willed
    when they were conners thieves
    to convince me of llies like i was the king leade stars etc
    i was a kid i was stupid and dumb
    what i leanrned from them is to never belive anybody
    just because they are stars didnt give them the right to control >>>manipulate my life tahht was robbed in 1999

    they(the stars) manipulated me and controlled me in 1999(through her)
    they made me a complete loser. i wasted a year of my life
    beiing watched and manipulated
    nobody was flying/floating but me
    the floating freak
    i was the floating chryst
    the price to fly was crucifiction/death
    thousands of deaths in 1999

    in 1999 they all said i was a saint(St Peter)
    and i wanted to be seen as a demon
    couldnt be more stupid

    in 1999 after they screwed me they called me a saint.
    i didnt want to be saint nor a demon
    i didnt want to be nothing at all
    just left alone
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Tue Apr 28 18:05:50 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 15:05:55 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 11:53:20 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 11:14:20 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 27 Apr 2026 16:44:46 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 27 Apr 2026 16:11:21 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i had the crown of thornes when i thought i had the golden >>>>>crown..she had the golden crown and mine was of thornes like a bear >>>>>chryst crucifeid loser

    they needed a bleeder loser for their shows, they found me in 1999
    and a rat snitch (her)
    and i believed they were good willed
    when they were conners thieves
    to convince me of llies like i was the king leade stars etc
    i was a kid i was stupid and dumb
    what i leanrned from them is to never belive anybody
    just because they are stars didnt give them the right to control >>>>manipulate my life tahht was robbed in 1999

    they(the stars) manipulated me and controlled me in 1999(through her) >>>they made me a complete loser. i wasted a year of my life
    beiing watched and manipulated
    nobody was flying/floating but me
    the floating freak
    i was the floating chryst
    the price to fly was crucifiction/death
    thousands of deaths in 1999

    in 1999 they all said i was a saint(St Peter)
    and i wanted to be seen as a demon
    couldnt be more stupid

    in 1999 after they screwed me they called me a saint.
    i didnt want to be saint nor a demon
    i didnt want to be nothing at all
    just left alone

    in 1999 i gave myself away to the world
    for the world to tell me what was wrong with me
    (to analyse me)to tell me what was my disease
    they just burned me and gave me more diseases
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Tue Apr 28 18:32:53 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 18:05:50 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 15:05:55 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 11:53:20 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 11:14:20 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 27 Apr 2026 16:44:46 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 27 Apr 2026 16:11:21 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i had the crown of thornes when i thought i had the golden >>>>>>crown..she had the golden crown and mine was of thornes like a bear >>>>>>chryst crucifeid loser

    they needed a bleeder loser for their shows, they found me in 1999 >>>>>and a rat snitch (her)
    and i believed they were good willed
    when they were conners thieves
    to convince me of llies like i was the king leade stars etc
    i was a kid i was stupid and dumb
    what i leanrned from them is to never belive anybody
    just because they are stars didnt give them the right to control >>>>>manipulate my life tahht was robbed in 1999

    they(the stars) manipulated me and controlled me in 1999(through her) >>>>they made me a complete loser. i wasted a year of my life
    beiing watched and manipulated
    nobody was flying/floating but me
    the floating freak
    i was the floating chryst
    the price to fly was crucifiction/death
    thousands of deaths in 1999

    in 1999 they all said i was a saint(St Peter)
    and i wanted to be seen as a demon
    couldnt be more stupid

    in 1999 after they screwed me they called me a saint.
    i didnt want to be saint nor a demon
    i didnt want to be nothing at all
    just left alone

    in 1999 i gave myself away to the world
    for the world to tell me what was wrong with me
    (to analyse me)to tell me what was my disease
    they just burned me and gave me more diseases

    in 1999 the stars were schizzophrenic at me
    they made me insane so i made a mess
    i could not control them they appeared from everywhere
    tv radio writings on the wall , etc
    i lost my nuts and was interned in the hospital
    i didnt know how to talk to them
    they were so many
    they destroyed my life as a kid
    psychological traumas from youth
    mental health sequels
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Tue Apr 28 18:55:20 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 18:32:53 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 18:05:50 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 15:05:55 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 11:53:20 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 11:14:20 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 27 Apr 2026 16:44:46 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 27 Apr 2026 16:11:21 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i had the crown of thornes when i thought i had the golden >>>>>>>crown..she had the golden crown and mine was of thornes like a bear >>>>>>>chryst crucifeid loser

    they needed a bleeder loser for their shows, they found me in 1999 >>>>>>and a rat snitch (her)
    and i believed they were good willed
    when they were conners thieves
    to convince me of llies like i was the king leade stars etc
    i was a kid i was stupid and dumb
    what i leanrned from them is to never belive anybody
    just because they are stars didnt give them the right to control >>>>>>manipulate my life tahht was robbed in 1999

    they(the stars) manipulated me and controlled me in 1999(through her) >>>>>they made me a complete loser. i wasted a year of my life
    beiing watched and manipulated
    nobody was flying/floating but me
    the floating freak
    i was the floating chryst
    the price to fly was crucifiction/death
    thousands of deaths in 1999

    in 1999 they all said i was a saint(St Peter)
    and i wanted to be seen as a demon
    couldnt be more stupid

    in 1999 after they screwed me they called me a saint.
    i didnt want to be saint nor a demon
    i didnt want to be nothing at all
    just left alone

    in 1999 i gave myself away to the world
    for the world to tell me what was wrong with me
    (to analyse me)to tell me what was my disease
    they just burned me and gave me more diseases

    in 1999 the stars were schizzophrenic at me
    they made me insane so i made a mess
    i could not control them they appeared from everywhere
    tv radio writings on the wall , etc
    i lost my nuts and was interned in the hospital
    i didnt know how to talk to them
    they were so many
    they destroyed my life as a kid
    psychological traumas from youth
    mental health sequels

    in 1999 i didnt knew the answers to their questions(stars questions)
    so they forced me to talk,to bleed me out my talks
    she was a clayrvoiant and i wasnt i was the loser
    no one forced her to say nothing
    i was crucified just because little girl had problems and needed
    explanations and since i didnt know what they wanted me to say
    they forced me to bleed.
    So they took away from me the control over my llife.
    it was all hers/theirs and i was the inocent i had to bleed/pay for
    her and them doubts on what she told them that i had the key
    but they ddidnt tell me what key was.
    wasted life
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Tue Apr 28 19:05:23 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 18:55:20 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 18:32:53 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 18:05:50 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 15:05:55 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 11:53:20 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 11:14:20 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 27 Apr 2026 16:44:46 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 27 Apr 2026 16:11:21 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i had the crown of thornes when i thought i had the golden >>>>>>>>crown..she had the golden crown and mine was of thornes like a bear >>>>>>>>chryst crucifeid loser

    they needed a bleeder loser for their shows, they found me in 1999 >>>>>>>and a rat snitch (her)
    and i believed they were good willed
    when they were conners thieves
    to convince me of llies like i was the king leade stars etc
    i was a kid i was stupid and dumb
    what i leanrned from them is to never belive anybody
    just because they are stars didnt give them the right to control >>>>>>>manipulate my life tahht was robbed in 1999

    they(the stars) manipulated me and controlled me in 1999(through her) >>>>>>they made me a complete loser. i wasted a year of my life
    beiing watched and manipulated
    nobody was flying/floating but me
    the floating freak
    i was the floating chryst
    the price to fly was crucifiction/death
    thousands of deaths in 1999

    in 1999 they all said i was a saint(St Peter)
    and i wanted to be seen as a demon
    couldnt be more stupid

    in 1999 after they screwed me they called me a saint.
    i didnt want to be saint nor a demon
    i didnt want to be nothing at all
    just left alone

    in 1999 i gave myself away to the world
    for the world to tell me what was wrong with me
    (to analyse me)to tell me what was my disease
    they just burned me and gave me more diseases

    in 1999 the stars were schizzophrenic at me
    they made me insane so i made a mess
    i could not control them they appeared from everywhere
    tv radio writings on the wall , etc
    i lost my nuts and was interned in the hospital
    i didnt know how to talk to them
    they were so many
    they destroyed my life as a kid
    psychological traumas from youth
    mental health sequels

    in 1999 i didnt knew the answers to their questions(stars questions)
    so they forced me to talk,to bleed me out my talks
    she was a clayrvoiant and i wasnt i was the loser
    no one forced her to say nothing
    i was crucified just because little girl had problems and needed
    explanations and since i didnt know what they wanted me to say
    they forced me to bleed.
    So they took away from me the control over my llife.
    it was all hers/theirs and i was the inocent i had to bleed/pay for
    her and them doubts on what she told them that i had the key
    but they ddidnt tell me what key was.
    wasted life

    and in the end all the blame falls on me cause i was floating and she
    wasnt. but now im not floating and i still have to pay.Why when or how
    they didnt dont say. i must be guilty of something that i dont know
    what it is except her and them
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Tue Apr 28 19:22:10 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 19:05:23 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 18:55:20 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 18:32:53 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 18:05:50 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 15:05:55 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 11:53:20 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 11:14:20 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 27 Apr 2026 16:44:46 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 27 Apr 2026 16:11:21 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i had the crown of thornes when i thought i had the golden >>>>>>>>>crown..she had the golden crown and mine was of thornes like a bear >>>>>>>>>chryst crucifeid loser

    they needed a bleeder loser for their shows, they found me in 1999 >>>>>>>>and a rat snitch (her)
    and i believed they were good willed
    when they were conners thieves
    to convince me of llies like i was the king leade stars etc
    i was a kid i was stupid and dumb
    what i leanrned from them is to never belive anybody
    just because they are stars didnt give them the right to control >>>>>>>>manipulate my life tahht was robbed in 1999

    they(the stars) manipulated me and controlled me in 1999(through her) >>>>>>>they made me a complete loser. i wasted a year of my life
    beiing watched and manipulated
    nobody was flying/floating but me
    the floating freak
    i was the floating chryst
    the price to fly was crucifiction/death
    thousands of deaths in 1999

    in 1999 they all said i was a saint(St Peter)
    and i wanted to be seen as a demon
    couldnt be more stupid

    in 1999 after they screwed me they called me a saint.
    i didnt want to be saint nor a demon
    i didnt want to be nothing at all
    just left alone

    in 1999 i gave myself away to the world
    for the world to tell me what was wrong with me
    (to analyse me)to tell me what was my disease
    they just burned me and gave me more diseases

    in 1999 the stars were schizzophrenic at me
    they made me insane so i made a mess
    i could not control them they appeared from everywhere
    tv radio writings on the wall , etc
    i lost my nuts and was interned in the hospital
    i didnt know how to talk to them
    they were so many
    they destroyed my life as a kid
    psychological traumas from youth
    mental health sequels

    in 1999 i didnt knew the answers to their questions(stars questions)
    so they forced me to talk,to bleed me out my talks
    she was a clayrvoiant and i wasnt i was the loser
    no one forced her to say nothing
    i was crucified just because little girl had problems and needed >>explanations and since i didnt know what they wanted me to say
    they forced me to bleed.
    So they took away from me the control over my llife.
    it was all hers/theirs and i was the inocent i had to bleed/pay for
    her and them doubts on what she told them that i had the key
    but they ddidnt tell me what key was.
    wasted life

    and in the end all the blame falls on me cause i was floating and she
    wasnt. but now im not floating and i still have to pay.Why when or how
    they didnt dont say. i must be guilty of something that i dont know
    what it is except her and them

    in 1999 i trusted her cause she was normal and i wasnt and i was
    afraid of the starss reaction.I told her everything i knew for her to
    tell to the stars/public.she was my connection between me and the real reality/real world.If she didnt explain to you its not my fault
    now i can explain cause im not floating
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Tue Apr 28 19:33:13 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 19:22:10 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 19:05:23 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 18:55:20 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 18:32:53 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 18:05:50 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 15:05:55 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 11:53:20 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 11:14:20 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 27 Apr 2026 16:44:46 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 27 Apr 2026 16:11:21 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i had the crown of thornes when i thought i had the golden >>>>>>>>>>crown..she had the golden crown and mine was of thornes like a bear >>>>>>>>>>chryst crucifeid loser

    they needed a bleeder loser for their shows, they found me in 1999 >>>>>>>>>and a rat snitch (her)
    and i believed they were good willed
    when they were conners thieves
    to convince me of llies like i was the king leade stars etc
    i was a kid i was stupid and dumb
    what i leanrned from them is to never belive anybody
    just because they are stars didnt give them the right to control >>>>>>>>>manipulate my life tahht was robbed in 1999

    they(the stars) manipulated me and controlled me in 1999(through her) >>>>>>>>they made me a complete loser. i wasted a year of my life >>>>>>>>beiing watched and manipulated
    nobody was flying/floating but me
    the floating freak
    i was the floating chryst
    the price to fly was crucifiction/death
    thousands of deaths in 1999

    in 1999 they all said i was a saint(St Peter)
    and i wanted to be seen as a demon
    couldnt be more stupid

    in 1999 after they screwed me they called me a saint.
    i didnt want to be saint nor a demon
    i didnt want to be nothing at all
    just left alone

    in 1999 i gave myself away to the world
    for the world to tell me what was wrong with me
    (to analyse me)to tell me what was my disease
    they just burned me and gave me more diseases

    in 1999 the stars were schizzophrenic at me
    they made me insane so i made a mess
    i could not control them they appeared from everywhere
    tv radio writings on the wall , etc
    i lost my nuts and was interned in the hospital
    i didnt know how to talk to them
    they were so many
    they destroyed my life as a kid
    psychological traumas from youth
    mental health sequels

    in 1999 i didnt knew the answers to their questions(stars questions)
    so they forced me to talk,to bleed me out my talks
    she was a clayrvoiant and i wasnt i was the loser
    no one forced her to say nothing
    i was crucified just because little girl had problems and needed >>>explanations and since i didnt know what they wanted me to say
    they forced me to bleed.
    So they took away from me the control over my llife.
    it was all hers/theirs and i was the inocent i had to bleed/pay for
    her and them doubts on what she told them that i had the key
    but they ddidnt tell me what key was.
    wasted life

    and in the end all the blame falls on me cause i was floating and she >>wasnt. but now im not floating and i still have to pay.Why when or how
    they didnt dont say. i must be guilty of something that i dont know
    what it is except her and them

    in 1999 i trusted her cause she was normal and i wasnt and i was
    afraid of the starss reaction.I told her everything i knew for her to
    tell to the stars/public.she was my connection between me and the real >reality/real world.If she didnt explain to you its not my fault
    now i can explain cause im not floating

    in 1999 they all wanted to kill the monster (me) so they would all be
    heroes publically and me the bad one.They were are the real humans
    and me the bad one right.woo they were all so good humans to me
    and me the bad one the enemy pooft.
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Wed Apr 29 15:37:30 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 19:33:13 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 19:22:10 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 19:05:23 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 18:55:20 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 18:32:53 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 18:05:50 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 15:05:55 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 11:53:20 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 28 Apr 2026 11:14:20 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 27 Apr 2026 16:44:46 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 27 Apr 2026 16:11:21 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i had the crown of thornes when i thought i had the golden >>>>>>>>>>>crown..she had the golden crown and mine was of thornes like a bear >>>>>>>>>>>chryst crucifeid loser

    they needed a bleeder loser for their shows, they found me in 1999 >>>>>>>>>>and a rat snitch (her)
    and i believed they were good willed
    when they were conners thieves
    to convince me of llies like i was the king leade stars etc >>>>>>>>>>i was a kid i was stupid and dumb
    what i leanrned from them is to never belive anybody
    just because they are stars didnt give them the right to control >>>>>>>>>>manipulate my life tahht was robbed in 1999

    they(the stars) manipulated me and controlled me in 1999(through her) >>>>>>>>>they made me a complete loser. i wasted a year of my life >>>>>>>>>beiing watched and manipulated
    nobody was flying/floating but me
    the floating freak
    i was the floating chryst
    the price to fly was crucifiction/death
    thousands of deaths in 1999

    in 1999 they all said i was a saint(St Peter)
    and i wanted to be seen as a demon
    couldnt be more stupid

    in 1999 after they screwed me they called me a saint.
    i didnt want to be saint nor a demon
    i didnt want to be nothing at all
    just left alone

    in 1999 i gave myself away to the world
    for the world to tell me what was wrong with me
    (to analyse me)to tell me what was my disease
    they just burned me and gave me more diseases

    in 1999 the stars were schizzophrenic at me
    they made me insane so i made a mess
    i could not control them they appeared from everywhere
    tv radio writings on the wall , etc
    i lost my nuts and was interned in the hospital
    i didnt know how to talk to them
    they were so many
    they destroyed my life as a kid
    psychological traumas from youth
    mental health sequels

    in 1999 i didnt knew the answers to their questions(stars questions)
    so they forced me to talk,to bleed me out my talks
    she was a clayrvoiant and i wasnt i was the loser
    no one forced her to say nothing
    i was crucified just because little girl had problems and needed >>>>explanations and since i didnt know what they wanted me to say
    they forced me to bleed.
    So they took away from me the control over my llife.
    it was all hers/theirs and i was the inocent i had to bleed/pay for
    her and them doubts on what she told them that i had the key
    but they ddidnt tell me what key was.
    wasted life

    and in the end all the blame falls on me cause i was floating and she >>>wasnt. but now im not floating and i still have to pay.Why when or how >>>they didnt dont say. i must be guilty of something that i dont know
    what it is except her and them

    in 1999 i trusted her cause she was normal and i wasnt and i was
    afraid of the starss reaction.I told her everything i knew for her to
    tell to the stars/public.she was my connection between me and the real >>reality/real world.If she didnt explain to you its not my fault
    now i can explain cause im not floating

    in 1999 they all wanted to kill the monster (me) so they would all be
    heroes publically and me the bad one.They were are the real humans
    and me the bad one right.woo they were all so good humans to me
    and me the bad one the enemy pooft.

    ok its my fault i should had told them in 1999 and not behave like an
    animal, million pardons
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