• ,.-,. ,-. .,.- ,_: .,about 1999,.-;:_,

    From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Tue Apr 7 11:04:21 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    in 1999 i didnt mean to fly over them
    i just wanted to be over her to stop the bleeding
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Tue Apr 7 19:22:28 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Tue, 07 Apr 2026 11:04:21 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i didnt mean to fly over them
    i just wanted to be over her to stop the bleeding

    in 1999 i wasnt a monster, i was an accident of science.
    A fucking mutant like franknstein
    humanity tends to screw all mutants and crucify them
    but i found a psedo cure now im human.
    its so easy to point their fingers at me, to just one person
    and destroy me.what if they were me?they think they are humans,pooft
    but they are not they were savage animals at me
    they can clean their hands to their asses of the so human they are
    all puritains outside and inwards they are pieces of shit.
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Wed Apr 8 16:36:12 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Tue, 07 Apr 2026 19:22:28 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 07 Apr 2026 11:04:21 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i didnt mean to fly over them
    i just wanted to be over her to stop the bleeding

    in 1999 i wasnt a monster, i was an accident of science.
    A fucking mutant like franknstein
    humanity tends to screw all mutants and crucify them
    but i found a psedo cure now im human.
    its so easy to point their fingers at me, to just one person
    and destroy me.what if they were me?they think they are humans,pooft
    but they are not they were savage animals at me
    they can clean their hands to their asses of the so human they are
    all puritains outside and inwards they are pieces of shit.

    i never laughed at her or because of her in 1999
    that would had been laughiing at suicide.
    she was the one who said that or they assumed it was.
    they must had thought that it was because i wanted to bone her or something.meaning none of what they said was true
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Wed Apr 8 18:45:36 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Wed, 08 Apr 2026 16:36:12 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 07 Apr 2026 19:22:28 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 07 Apr 2026 11:04:21 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i didnt mean to fly over them
    i just wanted to be over her to stop the bleeding

    in 1999 i wasnt a monster, i was an accident of science.
    A fucking mutant like franknstein
    humanity tends to screw all mutants and crucify them
    but i found a psedo cure now im human.
    its so easy to point their fingers at me, to just one person
    and destroy me.what if they were me?they think they are humans,pooft
    but they are not they were savage animals at me
    they can clean their hands to their asses of the so human they are
    all puritains outside and inwards they are pieces of shit.

    i never laughed at her or because of her in 1999
    that would had been laughiing at suicide.
    she was the one who said that or they assumed it was.
    they must had thought that it was because i wanted to bone her or >something.meaning none of what they said was true

    in 1999 i showed the worst part of me
    cause she and her bf were there abusing me.making me naked
    i screwed it all up cause they were kings
    and i was on the spotlight.i made a mistake.
    the minute i sensed them i just wanted to disappear
    so i showe dthe worse part of me.
    they were ont part of my plan
    hail to the kings
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Wed Apr 8 19:01:55 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Wed, 08 Apr 2026 18:45:36 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 08 Apr 2026 16:36:12 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 07 Apr 2026 19:22:28 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 07 Apr 2026 11:04:21 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i didnt mean to fly over them
    i just wanted to be over her to stop the bleeding

    in 1999 i wasnt a monster, i was an accident of science.
    A fucking mutant like franknstein
    humanity tends to screw all mutants and crucify them
    but i found a psedo cure now im human.
    its so easy to point their fingers at me, to just one person
    and destroy me.what if they were me?they think they are humans,pooft
    but they are not they were savage animals at me
    they can clean their hands to their asses of the so human they are
    all puritains outside and inwards they are pieces of shit.

    i never laughed at her or because of her in 1999
    that would had been laughiing at suicide.
    she was the one who said that or they assumed it was.
    they must had thought that it was because i wanted to bone her or >>something.meaning none of what they said was true

    in 1999 i showed the worst part of me
    cause she and her bf were there abusing me.making me naked
    i screwed it all up cause they were kings
    and i was on the spotlight.i made a mistake.
    the minute i sensed them i just wanted to disappear
    so i showe dthe worse part of me.
    they were ont part of my plan
    hail to the kings

    in 1999 nobody would ever listen to what i say or protect me from
    them(him and her) cause i was floating i would always lose
    cause i couldnt land(i was the freak) and thhem the normal.
    i found a way to land, its too late to repair the mess/to present
    myself as a normal person
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Wed Apr 8 19:13:09 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Wed, 08 Apr 2026 19:01:55 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 08 Apr 2026 18:45:36 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 08 Apr 2026 16:36:12 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 07 Apr 2026 19:22:28 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 07 Apr 2026 11:04:21 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i didnt mean to fly over them
    i just wanted to be over her to stop the bleeding

    in 1999 i wasnt a monster, i was an accident of science.
    A fucking mutant like franknstein
    humanity tends to screw all mutants and crucify them
    but i found a psedo cure now im human.
    its so easy to point their fingers at me, to just one person
    and destroy me.what if they were me?they think they are humans,pooft >>>>but they are not they were savage animals at me
    they can clean their hands to their asses of the so human they are
    all puritains outside and inwards they are pieces of shit.

    i never laughed at her or because of her in 1999
    that would had been laughiing at suicide.
    she was the one who said that or they assumed it was.
    they must had thought that it was because i wanted to bone her or >>>something.meaning none of what they said was true

    in 1999 i showed the worst part of me
    cause she and her bf were there abusing me.making me naked
    i screwed it all up cause they were kings
    and i was on the spotlight.i made a mistake.
    the minute i sensed them i just wanted to disappear
    so i showe dthe worse part of me.
    they were ont part of my plan
    hail to the kings

    in 1999 nobody would ever listen to what i say or protect me from
    them(him and her) cause i was floating i would always lose
    cause i couldnt land(i was the freak) and thhem the normal.
    i found a way to land, its too late to repair the mess/to present
    myself as a normal person

    in 1999 they only liked to sell me they never liked to sell her or her
    bf.i felt unjusticed.they only burned me.i didnt find it fair.
    theyy were laughing in my face obviously, they hated me.
    and i reatced destroying everything. they were machines the stars
    they only screwed me.they werent fair with me
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Thu Apr 9 10:52:56 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Wed, 08 Apr 2026 19:13:09 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 08 Apr 2026 19:01:55 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 08 Apr 2026 18:45:36 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 08 Apr 2026 16:36:12 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 07 Apr 2026 19:22:28 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 07 Apr 2026 11:04:21 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i didnt mean to fly over them
    i just wanted to be over her to stop the bleeding

    in 1999 i wasnt a monster, i was an accident of science.
    A fucking mutant like franknstein
    humanity tends to screw all mutants and crucify them
    but i found a psedo cure now im human.
    its so easy to point their fingers at me, to just one person
    and destroy me.what if they were me?they think they are humans,pooft >>>>>but they are not they were savage animals at me
    they can clean their hands to their asses of the so human they are >>>>>all puritains outside and inwards they are pieces of shit.

    i never laughed at her or because of her in 1999
    that would had been laughiing at suicide.
    she was the one who said that or they assumed it was.
    they must had thought that it was because i wanted to bone her or >>>>something.meaning none of what they said was true

    in 1999 i showed the worst part of me
    cause she and her bf were there abusing me.making me naked
    i screwed it all up cause they were kings
    and i was on the spotlight.i made a mistake.
    the minute i sensed them i just wanted to disappear
    so i showe dthe worse part of me.
    they were ont part of my plan
    hail to the kings

    in 1999 nobody would ever listen to what i say or protect me from
    them(him and her) cause i was floating i would always lose
    cause i couldnt land(i was the freak) and thhem the normal.
    i found a way to land, its too late to repair the mess/to present
    myself as a normal person

    in 1999 they only liked to sell me they never liked to sell her or her
    bf.i felt unjusticed.they only burned me.i didnt find it fair.
    theyy were laughing in my face obviously, they hated me.
    and i reatced destroying everything. they were machines the stars
    they only screwed me.they werent fair with me

    in 1999 i said i was climbing up the walls(they were pulling me up)
    and i saw myself shooting heroin into my veins
    i was a junkie spreading my guts out
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Thu Apr 9 15:05:01 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Thu, 09 Apr 2026 10:52:56 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 08 Apr 2026 19:13:09 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 08 Apr 2026 19:01:55 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 08 Apr 2026 18:45:36 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 08 Apr 2026 16:36:12 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 07 Apr 2026 19:22:28 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 07 Apr 2026 11:04:21 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i didnt mean to fly over them
    i just wanted to be over her to stop the bleeding

    in 1999 i wasnt a monster, i was an accident of science.
    A fucking mutant like franknstein
    humanity tends to screw all mutants and crucify them
    but i found a psedo cure now im human.
    its so easy to point their fingers at me, to just one person
    and destroy me.what if they were me?they think they are humans,pooft >>>>>>but they are not they were savage animals at me
    they can clean their hands to their asses of the so human they are >>>>>>all puritains outside and inwards they are pieces of shit.

    i never laughed at her or because of her in 1999
    that would had been laughiing at suicide.
    she was the one who said that or they assumed it was.
    they must had thought that it was because i wanted to bone her or >>>>>something.meaning none of what they said was true

    in 1999 i showed the worst part of me
    cause she and her bf were there abusing me.making me naked
    i screwed it all up cause they were kings
    and i was on the spotlight.i made a mistake.
    the minute i sensed them i just wanted to disappear
    so i showe dthe worse part of me.
    they were ont part of my plan
    hail to the kings

    in 1999 nobody would ever listen to what i say or protect me from >>>them(him and her) cause i was floating i would always lose
    cause i couldnt land(i was the freak) and thhem the normal.
    i found a way to land, its too late to repair the mess/to present
    myself as a normal person

    in 1999 they only liked to sell me they never liked to sell her or her
    bf.i felt unjusticed.they only burned me.i didnt find it fair.
    theyy were laughing in my face obviously, they hated me.
    and i reatced destroying everything. they were machines the stars
    they only screwed me.they werent fair with me

    in 1999 i said i was climbing up the walls(they were pulling me up)
    and i saw myself shooting heroin into my veins
    i was a junkie spreading my guts out


    in 1999 i mutilated my body cause they(the stars) put the pressure
    on me (making me insane )and i thought the disease was mine
    when it wasnt
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Thu Apr 9 15:37:25 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Thu, 09 Apr 2026 15:05:01 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 09 Apr 2026 10:52:56 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 08 Apr 2026 19:13:09 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 08 Apr 2026 19:01:55 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 08 Apr 2026 18:45:36 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 08 Apr 2026 16:36:12 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 07 Apr 2026 19:22:28 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 07 Apr 2026 11:04:21 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i didnt mean to fly over them
    i just wanted to be over her to stop the bleeding

    in 1999 i wasnt a monster, i was an accident of science.
    A fucking mutant like franknstein
    humanity tends to screw all mutants and crucify them
    but i found a psedo cure now im human.
    its so easy to point their fingers at me, to just one person
    and destroy me.what if they were me?they think they are humans,pooft >>>>>>>but they are not they were savage animals at me
    they can clean their hands to their asses of the so human they are >>>>>>>all puritains outside and inwards they are pieces of shit.

    i never laughed at her or because of her in 1999
    that would had been laughiing at suicide.
    she was the one who said that or they assumed it was.
    they must had thought that it was because i wanted to bone her or >>>>>>something.meaning none of what they said was true

    in 1999 i showed the worst part of me
    cause she and her bf were there abusing me.making me naked
    i screwed it all up cause they were kings
    and i was on the spotlight.i made a mistake.
    the minute i sensed them i just wanted to disappear
    so i showe dthe worse part of me.
    they were ont part of my plan
    hail to the kings

    in 1999 nobody would ever listen to what i say or protect me from >>>>them(him and her) cause i was floating i would always lose
    cause i couldnt land(i was the freak) and thhem the normal.
    i found a way to land, its too late to repair the mess/to present >>>>myself as a normal person

    in 1999 they only liked to sell me they never liked to sell her or her >>>bf.i felt unjusticed.they only burned me.i didnt find it fair.
    theyy were laughing in my face obviously, they hated me.
    and i reatced destroying everything. they were machines the stars
    they only screwed me.they werent fair with me

    in 1999 i said i was climbing up the walls(they were pulling me up)
    and i saw myself shooting heroin into my veins
    i was a junkie spreading my guts out


    in 1999 i mutilated my body cause they(the stars) put the pressure
    on me (making me insane )and i thought the disease was mine
    when it wasnt

    they say you get what you give.
    i gave them happiness and they gave me pain and pressure
    and tehn they said i self destruct
    when they were the ones who destructed me
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Thu Apr 9 16:11:55 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Thu, 09 Apr 2026 15:37:25 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 09 Apr 2026 15:05:01 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 09 Apr 2026 10:52:56 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 08 Apr 2026 19:13:09 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 08 Apr 2026 19:01:55 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 08 Apr 2026 18:45:36 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 08 Apr 2026 16:36:12 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 07 Apr 2026 19:22:28 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 07 Apr 2026 11:04:21 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i didnt mean to fly over them
    i just wanted to be over her to stop the bleeding

    in 1999 i wasnt a monster, i was an accident of science.
    A fucking mutant like franknstein
    humanity tends to screw all mutants and crucify them
    but i found a psedo cure now im human.
    its so easy to point their fingers at me, to just one person >>>>>>>>and destroy me.what if they were me?they think they are humans,pooft >>>>>>>>but they are not they were savage animals at me
    they can clean their hands to their asses of the so human they are >>>>>>>>all puritains outside and inwards they are pieces of shit.

    i never laughed at her or because of her in 1999
    that would had been laughiing at suicide.
    she was the one who said that or they assumed it was.
    they must had thought that it was because i wanted to bone her or >>>>>>>something.meaning none of what they said was true

    in 1999 i showed the worst part of me
    cause she and her bf were there abusing me.making me naked
    i screwed it all up cause they were kings
    and i was on the spotlight.i made a mistake.
    the minute i sensed them i just wanted to disappear
    so i showe dthe worse part of me.
    they were ont part of my plan
    hail to the kings

    in 1999 nobody would ever listen to what i say or protect me from >>>>>them(him and her) cause i was floating i would always lose
    cause i couldnt land(i was the freak) and thhem the normal.
    i found a way to land, its too late to repair the mess/to present >>>>>myself as a normal person

    in 1999 they only liked to sell me they never liked to sell her or her >>>>bf.i felt unjusticed.they only burned me.i didnt find it fair.
    theyy were laughing in my face obviously, they hated me.
    and i reatced destroying everything. they were machines the stars
    they only screwed me.they werent fair with me

    in 1999 i said i was climbing up the walls(they were pulling me up)
    and i saw myself shooting heroin into my veins
    i was a junkie spreading my guts out


    in 1999 i mutilated my body cause they(the stars) put the pressure
    on me (making me insane )and i thought the disease was mine
    when it wasnt

    they say you get what you give.
    i gave them happiness and they gave me pain and pressure
    and tehn they said i self destruct
    when they were the ones who destructed me

    in 1999 they made lots of money on my sale
    but they lost their souls(the american soul)
    to sell me and burn me
    from whom is the fault?to blame?
    mine??!?what about her and her bf?
    they made their parties behind my back(the stars and them)
    while i was bleeding(while the virgin was sacrificed(me))
    at my expense.find other lovers cause i dont love anyone
    while im being sacrificed by the stars
    they forbided me to live and love and everything
    because of what she and her bf told them about me
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Thu Apr 9 17:30:34 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Thu, 09 Apr 2026 16:11:55 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 09 Apr 2026 15:37:25 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 09 Apr 2026 15:05:01 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 09 Apr 2026 10:52:56 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 08 Apr 2026 19:13:09 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 08 Apr 2026 19:01:55 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 08 Apr 2026 18:45:36 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 08 Apr 2026 16:36:12 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 07 Apr 2026 19:22:28 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 07 Apr 2026 11:04:21 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i didnt mean to fly over them
    i just wanted to be over her to stop the bleeding

    in 1999 i wasnt a monster, i was an accident of science.
    A fucking mutant like franknstein
    humanity tends to screw all mutants and crucify them
    but i found a psedo cure now im human.
    its so easy to point their fingers at me, to just one person >>>>>>>>>and destroy me.what if they were me?they think they are humans,pooft >>>>>>>>>but they are not they were savage animals at me
    they can clean their hands to their asses of the so human they are >>>>>>>>>all puritains outside and inwards they are pieces of shit.

    i never laughed at her or because of her in 1999
    that would had been laughiing at suicide.
    she was the one who said that or they assumed it was.
    they must had thought that it was because i wanted to bone her or >>>>>>>>something.meaning none of what they said was true

    in 1999 i showed the worst part of me
    cause she and her bf were there abusing me.making me naked
    i screwed it all up cause they were kings
    and i was on the spotlight.i made a mistake.
    the minute i sensed them i just wanted to disappear
    so i showe dthe worse part of me.
    they were ont part of my plan
    hail to the kings

    in 1999 nobody would ever listen to what i say or protect me from >>>>>>them(him and her) cause i was floating i would always lose
    cause i couldnt land(i was the freak) and thhem the normal.
    i found a way to land, its too late to repair the mess/to present >>>>>>myself as a normal person

    in 1999 they only liked to sell me they never liked to sell her or her >>>>>bf.i felt unjusticed.they only burned me.i didnt find it fair.
    theyy were laughing in my face obviously, they hated me.
    and i reatced destroying everything. they were machines the stars >>>>>they only screwed me.they werent fair with me

    in 1999 i said i was climbing up the walls(they were pulling me up)
    and i saw myself shooting heroin into my veins
    i was a junkie spreading my guts out


    in 1999 i mutilated my body cause they(the stars) put the pressure
    on me (making me insane )and i thought the disease was mine
    when it wasnt

    they say you get what you give.
    i gave them happiness and they gave me pain and pressure
    and tehn they said i self destruct
    when they were the ones who destructed me

    in 1999 they made lots of money on my sale
    but they lost their souls(the american soul)
    to sell me and burn me
    from whom is the fault?to blame?
    mine??!?what about her and her bf?
    they made their parties behind my back(the stars and them)
    while i was bleeding(while the virgin was sacrificed(me))
    at my expense.find other lovers cause i dont love anyone
    while im being sacrificed by the stars
    they forbided me to live and love and everything
    because of what she and her bf told them about me

    in 1999 they gave my glory to her.when i was seeing glory in america
    the americans saw glory in me.so they sold me.i didnt get any glory
    and she got the american glory plus my glory.
    they gave all the glory to her
    what do i owe?!?
    she had/has the soul of america not me
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Thu Apr 9 18:25:38 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Thu, 09 Apr 2026 17:30:34 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 09 Apr 2026 16:11:55 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 09 Apr 2026 15:37:25 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 09 Apr 2026 15:05:01 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 09 Apr 2026 10:52:56 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 08 Apr 2026 19:13:09 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 08 Apr 2026 19:01:55 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 08 Apr 2026 18:45:36 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 08 Apr 2026 16:36:12 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 07 Apr 2026 19:22:28 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 07 Apr 2026 11:04:21 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i didnt mean to fly over them
    i just wanted to be over her to stop the bleeding

    in 1999 i wasnt a monster, i was an accident of science.
    A fucking mutant like franknstein
    humanity tends to screw all mutants and crucify them
    but i found a psedo cure now im human.
    its so easy to point their fingers at me, to just one person >>>>>>>>>>and destroy me.what if they were me?they think they are humans,pooft >>>>>>>>>>but they are not they were savage animals at me
    they can clean their hands to their asses of the so human they are >>>>>>>>>>all puritains outside and inwards they are pieces of shit.

    i never laughed at her or because of her in 1999
    that would had been laughiing at suicide.
    she was the one who said that or they assumed it was.
    they must had thought that it was because i wanted to bone her or >>>>>>>>>something.meaning none of what they said was true

    in 1999 i showed the worst part of me
    cause she and her bf were there abusing me.making me naked
    i screwed it all up cause they were kings
    and i was on the spotlight.i made a mistake.
    the minute i sensed them i just wanted to disappear
    so i showe dthe worse part of me.
    they were ont part of my plan
    hail to the kings

    in 1999 nobody would ever listen to what i say or protect me from >>>>>>>them(him and her) cause i was floating i would always lose
    cause i couldnt land(i was the freak) and thhem the normal.
    i found a way to land, its too late to repair the mess/to present >>>>>>>myself as a normal person

    in 1999 they only liked to sell me they never liked to sell her or her >>>>>>bf.i felt unjusticed.they only burned me.i didnt find it fair. >>>>>>theyy were laughing in my face obviously, they hated me.
    and i reatced destroying everything. they were machines the stars >>>>>>they only screwed me.they werent fair with me

    in 1999 i said i was climbing up the walls(they were pulling me up) >>>>>and i saw myself shooting heroin into my veins
    i was a junkie spreading my guts out


    in 1999 i mutilated my body cause they(the stars) put the pressure
    on me (making me insane )and i thought the disease was mine
    when it wasnt

    they say you get what you give.
    i gave them happiness and they gave me pain and pressure
    and tehn they said i self destruct
    when they were the ones who destructed me

    in 1999 they made lots of money on my sale
    but they lost their souls(the american soul)
    to sell me and burn me
    from whom is the fault?to blame?
    mine??!?what about her and her bf?
    they made their parties behind my back(the stars and them)
    while i was bleeding(while the virgin was sacrificed(me))
    at my expense.find other lovers cause i dont love anyone
    while im being sacrificed by the stars
    they forbided me to live and love and everything
    because of what she and her bf told them about me

    in 1999 they gave my glory to her.when i was seeing glory in america
    the americans saw glory in me.so they sold me.i didnt get any glory
    and she got the american glory plus my glory.
    they gave all the glory to her
    what do i owe?!?
    she had/has the soul of america not me

    she is up there in the ivory tower that she built
    by my juice my semen.they all reveered her in 1999
    she was a queen cause i was a mind deaf mude blind
    that didnt coplaint
    and so she invented her stories of love between me and her
    that never existed
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