• -__.-,.-,about 1999,.-;:;_

    From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Apr 6 15:08:04 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    in 1999 i wanted to play games.
    i thought they were good and funny and harmless like i thought.
    i never thought i was playnig games with T-rexes Dinossaurs
    lions and tigers and bears . my mind didnt feel the fear for
    them.i swallowed the fear and became petrified/frozen.
    they werent good for me.they were huge giants
    and me a little ant boy crucified
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  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Apr 6 15:20:32 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 06 Apr 2026 15:08:04 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i wanted to play games.
    i thought they were good and funny and harmless like i thought.
    i never thought i was playnig games with T-rexes Dinossaurs
    lions and tigers and bears . my mind didnt feel the fear for
    them.i swallowed the fear and became petrified/frozen.
    they werent good for me.they were huge giants
    and me a little ant boy crucified

    i sold my self in 1999, i sold my soul to the devil as a payment
    because i thought it was me that had killed rock
    not for that payment to be paid to her
    she killed the rock in 1999 she was the guiltyy one
    and i opened my butt to them and in the end had to pay twice
    and she paid nothing at all
    im the victim, the only victim
    i only llost and gained nothing
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  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Apr 6 15:35:43 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 06 Apr 2026 15:20:32 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 06 Apr 2026 15:08:04 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i wanted to play games.
    i thought they were good and funny and harmless like i thought.
    i never thought i was playnig games with T-rexes Dinossaurs
    lions and tigers and bears . my mind didnt feel the fear for
    them.i swallowed the fear and became petrified/frozen.
    they werent good for me.they were huge giants
    and me a little ant boy crucified

    i sold my self in 1999, i sold my soul to the devil as a payment
    because i thought it was me that had killed rock
    not for that payment to be paid to her
    she killed the rock in 1999 she was the guiltyy one
    and i opened my butt to them and in the end had to pay twice
    and she paid nothing at all
    im the victim, the only victim
    i only llost and gained nothing

    in 1998 i lost my life i had already been insulted in the net(ex:human animals,etc) and i thought it was finished. But no, i had to lose
    everyhting
    cause the stars needed me there to cause the queen(her) was sick
    that i had stoped bleeding myself for her, and she became sick
    her bf didnt cure her.htey had to fuck up my lilfe appart forever in
    ffront of everyone.ppoft
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  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Apr 6 17:59:43 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 06 Apr 2026 15:35:43 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 06 Apr 2026 15:20:32 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 06 Apr 2026 15:08:04 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i wanted to play games.
    i thought they were good and funny and harmless like i thought.
    i never thought i was playnig games with T-rexes Dinossaurs
    lions and tigers and bears . my mind didnt feel the fear for
    them.i swallowed the fear and became petrified/frozen.
    they werent good for me.they were huge giants
    and me a little ant boy crucified

    i sold my self in 1999, i sold my soul to the devil as a payment
    because i thought it was me that had killed rock
    not for that payment to be paid to her
    she killed the rock in 1999 she was the guiltyy one
    and i opened my butt to them and in the end had to pay twice
    and she paid nothing at all
    im the victim, the only victim
    i only llost and gained nothing

    in 1998 i lost my life i had already been insulted in the net(ex:human >animals,etc) and i thought it was finished. But no, i had to lose
    everyhting
    cause the stars needed me there to cause the queen(her) was sick
    that i had stoped bleeding myself for her, and she became sick
    her bf didnt cure her.htey had to fuck up my lilfe appart forever in
    ffront of everyone.ppoft

    form 1999 ii dont know who gave the stars the power to relieve me of
    my freedom.whith what rigteousness/who gave the stars the power
    to enprisona a common person from the net. a common person like me.
    with what legitimacy?
    i dontknow.they ruined my life
    the stars dont own the world, trial courts do
    they are illegal.they are not above the law
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  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Apr 6 18:51:52 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 06 Apr 2026 17:59:43 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 06 Apr 2026 15:35:43 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 06 Apr 2026 15:20:32 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 06 Apr 2026 15:08:04 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i wanted to play games.
    i thought they were good and funny and harmless like i thought.
    i never thought i was playnig games with T-rexes Dinossaurs
    lions and tigers and bears . my mind didnt feel the fear for
    them.i swallowed the fear and became petrified/frozen.
    they werent good for me.they were huge giants
    and me a little ant boy crucified

    i sold my self in 1999, i sold my soul to the devil as a payment
    because i thought it was me that had killed rock
    not for that payment to be paid to her
    she killed the rock in 1999 she was the guiltyy one
    and i opened my butt to them and in the end had to pay twice
    and she paid nothing at all
    im the victim, the only victim
    i only llost and gained nothing

    in 1998 i lost my life i had already been insulted in the net(ex:human >>animals,etc) and i thought it was finished. But no, i had to lose >>everyhting
    cause the stars needed me there to cause the queen(her) was sick
    that i had stoped bleeding myself for her, and she became sick
    her bf didnt cure her.htey had to fuck up my lilfe appart forever in
    ffront of everyone.ppoft

    form 1999 ii dont know who gave the stars the power to relieve me of
    my freedom.whith what rigteousness/who gave the stars the power
    to enprisona a common person from the net. a common person like me.
    with what legitimacy?
    i dontknow.they ruined my life
    the stars dont own the world, trial courts do
    they are illegal.they are not above the law

    she pretending to be lonely and virgin in 1999 pooft
    and that she was scarlet pooft not
    she was banging her bf every day of the week
    but male scarlets dont sell for the rock business pooft
    unlucky me
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  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Apr 6 18:58:01 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 06 Apr 2026 18:51:52 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 06 Apr 2026 17:59:43 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 06 Apr 2026 15:35:43 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 06 Apr 2026 15:20:32 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 06 Apr 2026 15:08:04 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i wanted to play games.
    i thought they were good and funny and harmless like i thought.
    i never thought i was playnig games with T-rexes Dinossaurs
    lions and tigers and bears . my mind didnt feel the fear for
    them.i swallowed the fear and became petrified/frozen.
    they werent good for me.they were huge giants
    and me a little ant boy crucified

    i sold my self in 1999, i sold my soul to the devil as a payment >>>>because i thought it was me that had killed rock
    not for that payment to be paid to her
    she killed the rock in 1999 she was the guiltyy one
    and i opened my butt to them and in the end had to pay twice
    and she paid nothing at all
    im the victim, the only victim
    i only llost and gained nothing

    in 1998 i lost my life i had already been insulted in the net(ex:human >>>animals,etc) and i thought it was finished. But no, i had to lose >>>everyhting
    cause the stars needed me there to cause the queen(her) was sick
    that i had stoped bleeding myself for her, and she became sick
    her bf didnt cure her.htey had to fuck up my lilfe appart forever in >>>ffront of everyone.ppoft

    form 1999 ii dont know who gave the stars the power to relieve me of
    my freedom.whith what rigteousness/who gave the stars the power
    to enprisona a common person from the net. a common person like me.
    with what legitimacy?
    i dontknow.they ruined my life
    the stars dont own the world, trial courts do
    they are illegal.they are not above the law

    she pretending to be lonely and virgin in 1999 pooft
    and that she was scarlet pooft not
    she was banging her bf every day of the week
    but male scarlets dont sell for the rock business pooft
    unlucky me

    in 1999 they and she wanted me to be a man pooft
    wihtout knowing what she said?!?? they could count me out the murderer stars.the guessing mortal comnbat games.they just wanted to know who
    wins and who loses and they chose me for being the loser.she guilty
    and me saint they chose me for the virgin sacrifice parties of crap
    shameon them
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  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Apr 6 19:02:47 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 06 Apr 2026 18:58:01 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 06 Apr 2026 18:51:52 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 06 Apr 2026 17:59:43 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 06 Apr 2026 15:35:43 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 06 Apr 2026 15:20:32 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 06 Apr 2026 15:08:04 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i wanted to play games.
    i thought they were good and funny and harmless like i thought.
    i never thought i was playnig games with T-rexes Dinossaurs
    lions and tigers and bears . my mind didnt feel the fear for
    them.i swallowed the fear and became petrified/frozen.
    they werent good for me.they were huge giants
    and me a little ant boy crucified

    i sold my self in 1999, i sold my soul to the devil as a payment >>>>>because i thought it was me that had killed rock
    not for that payment to be paid to her
    she killed the rock in 1999 she was the guiltyy one
    and i opened my butt to them and in the end had to pay twice
    and she paid nothing at all
    im the victim, the only victim
    i only llost and gained nothing

    in 1998 i lost my life i had already been insulted in the net(ex:human >>>>animals,etc) and i thought it was finished. But no, i had to lose >>>>everyhting
    cause the stars needed me there to cause the queen(her) was sick
    that i had stoped bleeding myself for her, and she became sick
    her bf didnt cure her.htey had to fuck up my lilfe appart forever in >>>>ffront of everyone.ppoft

    form 1999 ii dont know who gave the stars the power to relieve me of
    my freedom.whith what rigteousness/who gave the stars the power
    to enprisona a common person from the net. a common person like me.
    with what legitimacy?
    i dontknow.they ruined my life
    the stars dont own the world, trial courts do
    they are illegal.they are not above the law

    she pretending to be lonely and virgin in 1999 pooft
    and that she was scarlet pooft not
    she was banging her bf every day of the week
    but male scarlets dont sell for the rock business pooft
    unlucky me

    in 1999 they and she wanted me to be a man pooft
    wihtout knowing what she said?!?? they could count me out the murderer >stars.the guessing mortal comnbat games.they just wanted to know who
    wins and who loses and they chose me for being the loser.she guilty
    and me saint they chose me for the virgin sacrifice parties of crap
    shameon them

    ill never forgive nor her nor them. they finished my life.
    i had a life and tehy stole it from me
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  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Tue Apr 7 10:55:52 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 06 Apr 2026 19:02:47 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 06 Apr 2026 18:58:01 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 06 Apr 2026 18:51:52 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 06 Apr 2026 17:59:43 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 06 Apr 2026 15:35:43 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 06 Apr 2026 15:20:32 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 06 Apr 2026 15:08:04 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i wanted to play games.
    i thought they were good and funny and harmless like i thought.
    i never thought i was playnig games with T-rexes Dinossaurs
    lions and tigers and bears . my mind didnt feel the fear for >>>>>>>them.i swallowed the fear and became petrified/frozen.
    they werent good for me.they were huge giants
    and me a little ant boy crucified

    i sold my self in 1999, i sold my soul to the devil as a payment >>>>>>because i thought it was me that had killed rock
    not for that payment to be paid to her
    she killed the rock in 1999 she was the guiltyy one
    and i opened my butt to them and in the end had to pay twice
    and she paid nothing at all
    im the victim, the only victim
    i only llost and gained nothing

    in 1998 i lost my life i had already been insulted in the net(ex:human >>>>>animals,etc) and i thought it was finished. But no, i had to lose >>>>>everyhting
    cause the stars needed me there to cause the queen(her) was sick
    that i had stoped bleeding myself for her, and she became sick
    her bf didnt cure her.htey had to fuck up my lilfe appart forever in >>>>>ffront of everyone.ppoft

    form 1999 ii dont know who gave the stars the power to relieve me of
    my freedom.whith what rigteousness/who gave the stars the power
    to enprisona a common person from the net. a common person like me. >>>>with what legitimacy?
    i dontknow.they ruined my life
    the stars dont own the world, trial courts do
    they are illegal.they are not above the law

    she pretending to be lonely and virgin in 1999 pooft
    and that she was scarlet pooft not
    she was banging her bf every day of the week
    but male scarlets dont sell for the rock business pooft
    unlucky me

    in 1999 they and she wanted me to be a man pooft
    wihtout knowing what she said?!?? they could count me out the murderer >>stars.the guessing mortal comnbat games.they just wanted to know who
    wins and who loses and they chose me for being the loser.she guilty
    and me saint they chose me for the virgin sacrifice parties of crap
    shameon them

    ill never forgive nor her nor them. they finished my life.
    i had a life and tehy stole it from me

    because of her im not worth a dime
    im nothing,im shit .she is/was my kriptonite
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