• -__._;:_;:_about 1999 ,.-,-.,_; .,-

    From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Wed Apr 1 13:52:35 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    the other reason why i did the mess in 1999
    was because i was being played for a fool
    for 6 months i was being sold out on tvs and i didnt knew
    everything i said was on the tv
    i was being abused
    aka they stole my dignity and honour
    i had to do sommething stupid to regain my dignity
    and honour,or i couldnt respect myself

    they stole all my dignity and honour and mind virginity
    by force, and they stripped me down and schizzophrenized me
    and destroyed me
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  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Wed Apr 1 13:52:58 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 13:52:35 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    the other reason why i did the mess in 1999
    was because i was being played for a fool
    for 6 months i was being sold out on tvs and i didnt knew
    everything i said was on the tv
    i was being abused
    aka they stole my dignity and honour
    i had to do sommething stupid to regain my dignity
    and honour,or i couldnt respect myself

    they stole all my dignity and honour and mind virginity
    by force, and they stripped me down and schizzophrenized me
    and destroyed me

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Wed Apr 1 16:58:54 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 13:52:58 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 13:52:35 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    the other reason why i did the mess in 1999
    was because i was being played for a fool
    for 6 months i was being sold out on tvs and i didnt knew
    everything i said was on the tv
    i was being abused
    aka they stole my dignity and honour
    i had to do sommething stupid to regain my dignity
    and honour,or i couldnt respect myself

    they stole all my dignity and honour and mind virginity
    by force, and they stripped me down and schizzophrenized me
    and destroyed me

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    in 1999, if they said i was a godzilla was because she was the godzila
    if they said i was a giant is because she was the giant
    if they said i was god was because she was god

    because in tied relationships between man and woman it is always the opposite.cause i was arrested/tied to her
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  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Wed Apr 1 16:59:18 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 16:58:54 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 13:52:58 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 13:52:35 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    the other reason why i did the mess in 1999
    was because i was being played for a fool
    for 6 months i was being sold out on tvs and i didnt knew
    everything i said was on the tv
    i was being abused
    aka they stole my dignity and honour
    i had to do sommething stupid to regain my dignity
    and honour,or i couldnt respect myself

    they stole all my dignity and honour and mind virginity
    by force, and they stripped me down and schizzophrenized me
    and destroyed me

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    in 1999, if they said i was a godzilla was because she was the godzila
    if they said i was a giant is because she was the giant
    if they said i was god was because she was god

    because in tied relationships between man and woman it is always the >opposite.cause i was arrested/tied to her

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Wed Apr 1 17:03:29 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 16:58:54 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 13:52:58 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 13:52:35 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    the other reason why i did the mess in 1999
    was because i was being played for a fool
    for 6 months i was being sold out on tvs and i didnt knew
    everything i said was on the tv
    i was being abused
    aka they stole my dignity and honour
    i had to do sommething stupid to regain my dignity
    and honour,or i couldnt respect myself

    they stole all my dignity and honour and mind virginity
    by force, and they stripped me down and schizzophrenized me
    and destroyed me

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    in 1999, if they said i was a godzilla was because she was the godzila
    if they said i was a giant is because she was the giant
    if they said i was god was because she was god
    if i was a monkey was because she was the monkey
    if i was flying/floating in space was because she was flying/floating
    whatever i was in 1999 she was

    because in tied relationships between man and woman it is always the opposite.cause i was arrested/tied to her
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Wed Apr 1 17:03:50 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 17:03:29 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 16:58:54 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 13:52:58 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 13:52:35 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    the other reason why i did the mess in 1999
    was because i was being played for a fool
    for 6 months i was being sold out on tvs and i didnt knew
    everything i said was on the tv
    i was being abused
    aka they stole my dignity and honour
    i had to do sommething stupid to regain my dignity
    and honour,or i couldnt respect myself

    they stole all my dignity and honour and mind virginity
    by force, and they stripped me down and schizzophrenized me
    and destroyed me

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    in 1999, if they said i was a godzilla was because she was the godzila
    if they said i was a giant is because she was the giant
    if they said i was god was because she was god
    if i was a monkey was because she was the monkey
    if i was flying/floating in space was because she was flying/floating
    whatever i was in 1999 she was

    because in tied relationships between man and woman it is always the >opposite.cause i was arrested/tied to her

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Thu Apr 2 13:35:55 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 17:03:50 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 17:03:29 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 16:58:54 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 13:52:58 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 13:52:35 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    the other reason why i did the mess in 1999
    was because i was being played for a fool
    for 6 months i was being sold out on tvs and i didnt knew
    everything i said was on the tv
    i was being abused
    aka they stole my dignity and honour
    i had to do sommething stupid to regain my dignity
    and honour,or i couldnt respect myself

    they stole all my dignity and honour and mind virginity
    by force, and they stripped me down and schizzophrenized me
    and destroyed me

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    in 1999, if they said i was a godzilla was because she was the godzila
    if they said i was a giant is because she was the giant
    if they said i was god was because she was god
    if i was a monkey was because she was the monkey
    if i was flying/floating in space was because she was flying/floating
    whatever i was in 1999 she was

    because in tied relationships between man and woman it is always the >>opposite.cause i was arrested/tied to her

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    in 1999 they put me as their leader by brute force against my will
    and they didnt like the way i leaded them
    i was a chryst leader
    just to put the blame on me in the end
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Thu Apr 2 13:36:17 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Thu, 02 Apr 2026 13:35:55 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 17:03:50 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 17:03:29 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 16:58:54 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 13:52:58 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 13:52:35 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    the other reason why i did the mess in 1999
    was because i was being played for a fool
    for 6 months i was being sold out on tvs and i didnt knew >>>>>>everything i said was on the tv
    i was being abused
    aka they stole my dignity and honour
    i had to do sommething stupid to regain my dignity
    and honour,or i couldnt respect myself

    they stole all my dignity and honour and mind virginity
    by force, and they stripped me down and schizzophrenized me
    and destroyed me

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    in 1999, if they said i was a godzilla was because she was the godzila
    if they said i was a giant is because she was the giant
    if they said i was god was because she was god
    if i was a monkey was because she was the monkey
    if i was flying/floating in space was because she was flying/floating
    whatever i was in 1999 she was

    because in tied relationships between man and woman it is always the >>>opposite.cause i was arrested/tied to her

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    in 1999 they put me as their leader by brute force against my will
    and they didnt like the way i leaded them
    i was a chryst leader
    just to put the blame on me in the end

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Fri Apr 3 15:05:21 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Thu, 02 Apr 2026 13:36:17 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 02 Apr 2026 13:35:55 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 17:03:50 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 17:03:29 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 16:58:54 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 13:52:58 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 13:52:35 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    the other reason why i did the mess in 1999
    was because i was being played for a fool
    for 6 months i was being sold out on tvs and i didnt knew >>>>>>>everything i said was on the tv
    i was being abused
    aka they stole my dignity and honour
    i had to do sommething stupid to regain my dignity
    and honour,or i couldnt respect myself

    they stole all my dignity and honour and mind virginity
    by force, and they stripped me down and schizzophrenized me
    and destroyed me

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    in 1999, if they said i was a godzilla was because she was the godzila >>>>if they said i was a giant is because she was the giant
    if they said i was god was because she was god
    if i was a monkey was because she was the monkey
    if i was flying/floating in space was because she was flying/floating
    whatever i was in 1999 she was

    because in tied relationships between man and woman it is always the >>>>opposite.cause i was arrested/tied to her

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    in 1999 they put me as their leader by brute force against my will
    and they didnt like the way i leaded them
    i was a chryst leader
    just to put the blame on me in the end

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    god chose/created me to be a schizzphrenic sick.
    why i dont know
    schizzophrenic people have no guilt for being schizzophrenic

    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Fri Apr 3 15:05:38 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Fri, 03 Apr 2026 15:05:21 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 02 Apr 2026 13:36:17 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 02 Apr 2026 13:35:55 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 17:03:50 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 17:03:29 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 16:58:54 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 13:52:58 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 13:52:35 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    the other reason why i did the mess in 1999
    was because i was being played for a fool
    for 6 months i was being sold out on tvs and i didnt knew >>>>>>>>everything i said was on the tv
    i was being abused
    aka they stole my dignity and honour
    i had to do sommething stupid to regain my dignity
    and honour,or i couldnt respect myself

    they stole all my dignity and honour and mind virginity
    by force, and they stripped me down and schizzophrenized me
    and destroyed me

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    in 1999, if they said i was a godzilla was because she was the godzila >>>>>if they said i was a giant is because she was the giant
    if they said i was god was because she was god
    if i was a monkey was because she was the monkey
    if i was flying/floating in space was because she was flying/floating >>>>> whatever i was in 1999 she was

    because in tied relationships between man and woman it is always the >>>>>opposite.cause i was arrested/tied to her

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    in 1999 they put me as their leader by brute force against my will
    and they didnt like the way i leaded them
    i was a chryst leader
    just to put the blame on me in the end

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    god chose/created me to be a schizzphrenic sick.
    why i dont know
    schizzophrenic people have no guilt for being schizzophrenic


    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Fri Apr 3 15:24:47 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Fri, 03 Apr 2026 15:05:38 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 03 Apr 2026 15:05:21 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 02 Apr 2026 13:36:17 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 02 Apr 2026 13:35:55 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 17:03:50 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 17:03:29 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 16:58:54 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 13:52:58 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 13:52:35 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    the other reason why i did the mess in 1999
    was because i was being played for a fool
    for 6 months i was being sold out on tvs and i didnt knew >>>>>>>>>everything i said was on the tv
    i was being abused
    aka they stole my dignity and honour
    i had to do sommething stupid to regain my dignity
    and honour,or i couldnt respect myself

    they stole all my dignity and honour and mind virginity
    by force, and they stripped me down and schizzophrenized me >>>>>>>>>and destroyed me

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    in 1999, if they said i was a godzilla was because she was the godzila >>>>>>if they said i was a giant is because she was the giant
    if they said i was god was because she was god
    if i was a monkey was because she was the monkey
    if i was flying/floating in space was because she was flying/floating >>>>>> whatever i was in 1999 she was

    because in tied relationships between man and woman it is always the >>>>>>opposite.cause i was arrested/tied to her

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    in 1999 they put me as their leader by brute force against my will
    and they didnt like the way i leaded them
    i was a chryst leader
    just to put the blame on me in the end

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    god chose/created me to be a schizzphrenic sick.
    why i dont know
    schizzophrenic people have no guilt for being schizzophrenic


    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    in 1999 i let the beast out in the net.
    because i was the black sheep of the family
    who took all the crap from others
    i swallowed all the crap from my family and from the bullies and her.
    So i decided to let it out in the net where no one could see me
    i didnnt think it didnt matter to them(i was wrong)
    except to her she spoted me and marked me
    she was the biggest bully of them all
    my biggest enemy
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Fri Apr 3 15:25:15 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Fri, 03 Apr 2026 15:24:47 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 03 Apr 2026 15:05:38 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 03 Apr 2026 15:05:21 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 02 Apr 2026 13:36:17 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 02 Apr 2026 13:35:55 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 17:03:50 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 17:03:29 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 16:58:54 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 13:52:58 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Wed, 01 Apr 2026 13:52:35 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    the other reason why i did the mess in 1999
    was because i was being played for a fool
    for 6 months i was being sold out on tvs and i didnt knew >>>>>>>>>>everything i said was on the tv
    i was being abused
    aka they stole my dignity and honour
    i had to do sommething stupid to regain my dignity
    and honour,or i couldnt respect myself

    they stole all my dignity and honour and mind virginity
    by force, and they stripped me down and schizzophrenized me >>>>>>>>>>and destroyed me

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    in 1999, if they said i was a godzilla was because she was the godzila >>>>>>>if they said i was a giant is because she was the giant
    if they said i was god was because she was god
    if i was a monkey was because she was the monkey
    if i was flying/floating in space was because she was flying/floating >>>>>>> whatever i was in 1999 she was

    because in tied relationships between man and woman it is always the >>>>>>>opposite.cause i was arrested/tied to her

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    in 1999 they put me as their leader by brute force against my will >>>>>and they didnt like the way i leaded them
    i was a chryst leader
    just to put the blame on me in the end

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    god chose/created me to be a schizzphrenic sick.
    why i dont know
    schizzophrenic people have no guilt for being schizzophrenic


    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    in 1999 i let the beast out in the net.
    because i was the black sheep of the family
    who took all the crap from others
    i swallowed all the crap from my family and from the bullies and her.
    So i decided to let it out in the net where no one could see me
    i didnnt think it didnt matter to them(i was wrong)
    except to her she spoted me and marked me
    she was the biggest bully of them all
    my biggest enemy

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2