• ,.-;:__about 1999__,.-,-

    From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Thu Mar 26 11:11:06 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    in 1999 i gave the ass i received nothing
    she didnt give the ass she received everything

    in 1999 they wanted party.
    I gave them the party of their lives
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Thu Mar 26 11:11:56 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 11:11:06 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i gave the ass i received nothing
    she didnt give the ass she received everything

    in 1999 they wanted party.
    I gave them the party of their lives

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Thu Mar 26 18:08:13 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 11:11:56 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 11:11:06 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i gave the ass i received nothing
    she didnt give the ass she received everything

    in 1999 they wanted party.
    I gave them the party of their lives

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    she has the real reality awareness
    my real reality isnt the real reality
    its a cut off adultered sick twisted reality
    not the real reality
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Thu Mar 26 18:08:31 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:08:13 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 11:11:56 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 11:11:06 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i gave the ass i received nothing
    she didnt give the ass she received everything

    in 1999 they wanted party.
    I gave them the party of their lives

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    she has the real reality awareness
    my real reality isnt the real reality
    its a cut off adultered sick twisted reality
    not the real reality

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Thu Mar 26 18:15:35 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:08:31 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:08:13 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 11:11:56 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 11:11:06 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i gave the ass i received nothing
    she didnt give the ass she received everything

    in 1999 they wanted party.
    I gave them the party of their lives

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    she has the real reality awareness
    my real reality isnt the real reality
    its a cut off adultered sick twisted reality
    not the real reality

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    she in 1999 sabotaged me started btching about me in the net about me
    puting signs on my back
    and because of her i dont know what planet im from
    im not on the real reality planet earth
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Thu Mar 26 18:15:52 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:15:35 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:08:31 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:08:13 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 11:11:56 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 11:11:06 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i gave the ass i received nothing
    she didnt give the ass she received everything

    in 1999 they wanted party.
    I gave them the party of their lives

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    she has the real reality awareness
    my real reality isnt the real reality
    its a cut off adultered sick twisted reality
    not the real reality

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    she in 1999 sabotaged me started btching about me in the net about me
    puting signs on my back
    and because of her i dont know what planet im from
    im not on the real reality planet earth

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Thu Mar 26 18:19:23 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:15:52 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:15:35 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:08:31 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:08:13 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 11:11:56 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 11:11:06 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i gave the ass i received nothing
    she didnt give the ass she received everything

    in 1999 they wanted party.
    I gave them the party of their lives

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    she has the real reality awareness
    my real reality isnt the real reality
    its a cut off adultered sick twisted reality
    not the real reality

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    she in 1999 sabotaged me started btching about me in the net about me >>puting signs on my back
    and because of her i dont know what planet im from
    im not on the real reality planet earth

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    in 1999 she was the winnner and me the loser
    cause i trusted in her, she was my llink beatween me and the real
    reality because i was blind and she wasnt , i embraced my enemy
    i bled for her
    and she ate me
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Thu Mar 26 18:19:49 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:19:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:15:52 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:15:35 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:08:31 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:08:13 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 11:11:56 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 11:11:06 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i gave the ass i received nothing
    she didnt give the ass she received everything

    in 1999 they wanted party.
    I gave them the party of their lives

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    she has the real reality awareness
    my real reality isnt the real reality
    its a cut off adultered sick twisted reality
    not the real reality

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    she in 1999 sabotaged me started btching about me in the net about me >>>puting signs on my back
    and because of her i dont know what planet im from
    im not on the real reality planet earth

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    in 1999 she was the winnner and me the loser
    cause i trusted in her, she was my llink beatween me and the real
    reality because i was blind and she wasnt , i embraced my enemy
    i bled for her
    and she ate me

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Thu Mar 26 18:21:55 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:19:49 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:19:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:15:52 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:15:35 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:08:31 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:08:13 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 11:11:56 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 11:11:06 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i gave the ass i received nothing
    she didnt give the ass she received everything

    in 1999 they wanted party.
    I gave them the party of their lives

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    she has the real reality awareness
    my real reality isnt the real reality
    its a cut off adultered sick twisted reality
    not the real reality

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    she in 1999 sabotaged me started btching about me in the net about me >>>>puting signs on my back
    and because of her i dont know what planet im from
    im not on the real reality planet earth

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    in 1999 she was the winnner and me the loser
    cause i trusted in her, she was my llink beatween me and the real
    reality because i was blind and she wasnt , i embraced my enemy
    i bled for her
    and she ate me

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    i was her friend in 1999 and she was my enemy
    im a loser
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Thu Mar 26 18:22:11 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:21:55 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:19:49 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:19:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:15:52 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:15:35 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:08:31 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:08:13 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 11:11:56 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 11:11:06 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i gave the ass i received nothing
    she didnt give the ass she received everything

    in 1999 they wanted party.
    I gave them the party of their lives

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    she has the real reality awareness
    my real reality isnt the real reality
    its a cut off adultered sick twisted reality
    not the real reality

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    she in 1999 sabotaged me started btching about me in the net about me >>>>>puting signs on my back
    and because of her i dont know what planet im from
    im not on the real reality planet earth

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    in 1999 she was the winnner and me the loser
    cause i trusted in her, she was my llink beatween me and the real
    reality because i was blind and she wasnt , i embraced my enemy
    i bled for her
    and she ate me

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    i was her friend in 1999 and she was my enemy
    im a loser

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Thu Mar 26 18:30:10 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:22:11 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:21:55 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:19:49 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:19:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:15:52 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:15:35 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:08:31 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:08:13 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 11:11:56 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 11:11:06 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i gave the ass i received nothing
    she didnt give the ass she received everything

    in 1999 they wanted party.
    I gave them the party of their lives

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    she has the real reality awareness
    my real reality isnt the real reality
    its a cut off adultered sick twisted reality
    not the real reality

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    she in 1999 sabotaged me started btching about me in the net about me >>>>>>puting signs on my back
    and because of her i dont know what planet im from
    im not on the real reality planet earth

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    in 1999 she was the winnner and me the loser
    cause i trusted in her, she was my llink beatween me and the real >>>>reality because i was blind and she wasnt , i embraced my enemy
    i bled for her
    and she ate me

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    i was her friend in 1999 and she was my enemy
    im a loser

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    in 1999 she tried to love me(under the table)
    and i refused her poison love cause id bleed later for her if i had
    accepted her love.i didnt knew who she was
    i knew nothing about her
    we had never been on a date. she controlled me in 1999
    manipulated me.i was blind.she and her friends ruined me
    she deceived me and probably deceived them all.
    i cant be anybody here cause of her
    she bled me, she controlled the stars and i was sick schizzophrenic
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Thu Mar 26 18:30:26 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:30:10 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:22:11 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:21:55 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:19:49 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:19:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:15:52 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:15:35 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:08:31 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:08:13 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 11:11:56 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 11:11:06 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i gave the ass i received nothing
    she didnt give the ass she received everything

    in 1999 they wanted party.
    I gave them the party of their lives

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    she has the real reality awareness
    my real reality isnt the real reality
    its a cut off adultered sick twisted reality
    not the real reality

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    she in 1999 sabotaged me started btching about me in the net about me >>>>>>>puting signs on my back
    and because of her i dont know what planet im from
    im not on the real reality planet earth

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    in 1999 she was the winnner and me the loser
    cause i trusted in her, she was my llink beatween me and the real >>>>>reality because i was blind and she wasnt , i embraced my enemy
    i bled for her
    and she ate me

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    i was her friend in 1999 and she was my enemy
    im a loser

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    in 1999 she tried to love me(under the table)
    and i refused her poison love cause id bleed later for her if i had
    accepted her love.i didnt knew who she was
    i knew nothing about her
    we had never been on a date. she controlled me in 1999
    manipulated me.i was blind.she and her friends ruined me
    she deceived me and probably deceived them all.
    i cant be anybody here cause of her
    she bled me, she controlled the stars and i was sick schizzophrenic

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Thu Mar 26 18:31:45 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:30:26 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:30:10 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:22:11 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:21:55 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:19:49 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:19:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:15:52 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:15:35 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:08:31 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:08:13 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 11:11:56 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 11:11:06 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i gave the ass i received nothing
    she didnt give the ass she received everything

    in 1999 they wanted party.
    I gave them the party of their lives

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    she has the real reality awareness
    my real reality isnt the real reality
    its a cut off adultered sick twisted reality
    not the real reality

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    she in 1999 sabotaged me started btching about me in the net about me >>>>>>>>puting signs on my back
    and because of her i dont know what planet im from
    im not on the real reality planet earth

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    in 1999 she was the winnner and me the loser
    cause i trusted in her, she was my llink beatween me and the real >>>>>>reality because i was blind and she wasnt , i embraced my enemy
    i bled for her
    and she ate me

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    i was her friend in 1999 and she was my enemy
    im a loser

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    in 1999 she tried to love me(under the table)
    and i refused her poison love cause id bleed later for her if i had >>accepted her love.i didnt knew who she was
    i knew nothing about her
    we had never been on a date. she controlled me in 1999
    manipulated me.i was blind.she and her friends ruined me
    she deceived me and probably deceived them all.
    i cant be anybody here cause of her
    she bled me, she controlled the stars and i was sick schizzophrenic

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    illl never know if i loved her or not cause she didnt let me know her
    real reality.so if i dont know i must reject her always
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Thu Mar 26 18:32:09 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:31:45 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:30:26 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:30:10 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:22:11 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:21:55 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:19:49 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:19:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:15:52 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:15:35 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:08:31 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:08:13 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 11:11:56 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 11:11:06 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i gave the ass i received nothing
    she didnt give the ass she received everything

    in 1999 they wanted party.
    I gave them the party of their lives

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    she has the real reality awareness
    my real reality isnt the real reality
    its a cut off adultered sick twisted reality
    not the real reality

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    she in 1999 sabotaged me started btching about me in the net about me >>>>>>>>>puting signs on my back
    and because of her i dont know what planet im from
    im not on the real reality planet earth

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    in 1999 she was the winnner and me the loser
    cause i trusted in her, she was my llink beatween me and the real >>>>>>>reality because i was blind and she wasnt , i embraced my enemy
    i bled for her
    and she ate me

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    i was her friend in 1999 and she was my enemy
    im a loser

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    in 1999 she tried to love me(under the table)
    and i refused her poison love cause id bleed later for her if i had >>>accepted her love.i didnt knew who she was
    i knew nothing about her
    we had never been on a date. she controlled me in 1999
    manipulated me.i was blind.she and her friends ruined me
    she deceived me and probably deceived them all.
    i cant be anybody here cause of her
    she bled me, she controlled the stars and i was sick schizzophrenic

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    illl never know if i loved her or not cause she didnt let me know her
    real reality.so if i dont know i must reject her always

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Thu Mar 26 18:51:58 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:32:09 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:31:45 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:30:26 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:30:10 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:22:11 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:21:55 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:19:49 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:19:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:15:52 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:15:35 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:08:31 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:08:13 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 11:11:56 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 11:11:06 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>
    in 1999 i gave the ass i received nothing
    she didnt give the ass she received everything

    in 1999 they wanted party.
    I gave them the party of their lives

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    she has the real reality awareness
    my real reality isnt the real reality
    its a cut off adultered sick twisted reality
    not the real reality

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    she in 1999 sabotaged me started btching about me in the net about me >>>>>>>>>>puting signs on my back
    and because of her i dont know what planet im from
    im not on the real reality planet earth

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    in 1999 she was the winnner and me the loser
    cause i trusted in her, she was my llink beatween me and the real >>>>>>>>reality because i was blind and she wasnt , i embraced my enemy >>>>>>>>i bled for her
    and she ate me

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    i was her friend in 1999 and she was my enemy
    im a loser

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    in 1999 she tried to love me(under the table)
    and i refused her poison love cause id bleed later for her if i had >>>>accepted her love.i didnt knew who she was
    i knew nothing about her
    we had never been on a date. she controlled me in 1999
    manipulated me.i was blind.she and her friends ruined me
    she deceived me and probably deceived them all.
    i cant be anybody here cause of her
    she bled me, she controlled the stars and i was sick schizzophrenic

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    illl never know if i loved her or not cause she didnt let me know her
    real reality.so if i dont know i must reject her always

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    my only feeling of attraction towards her is that she knows the real reality1999 and i dont that im blind.
    cause she is the winner and im the loser
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Thu Mar 26 18:52:26 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:51:58 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:32:09 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:31:45 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:30:26 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:30:10 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:22:11 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:21:55 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:19:49 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:19:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:15:52 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:15:35 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:08:31 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:08:13 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 11:11:56 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>
    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 11:11:06 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    in 1999 i gave the ass i received nothing
    she didnt give the ass she received everything

    in 1999 they wanted party.
    I gave them the party of their lives

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    she has the real reality awareness
    my real reality isnt the real reality
    its a cut off adultered sick twisted reality
    not the real reality

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    she in 1999 sabotaged me started btching about me in the net about me
    puting signs on my back
    and because of her i dont know what planet im from
    im not on the real reality planet earth

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    in 1999 she was the winnner and me the loser
    cause i trusted in her, she was my llink beatween me and the real >>>>>>>>>reality because i was blind and she wasnt , i embraced my enemy >>>>>>>>>i bled for her
    and she ate me

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    i was her friend in 1999 and she was my enemy
    im a loser

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    in 1999 she tried to love me(under the table)
    and i refused her poison love cause id bleed later for her if i had >>>>>accepted her love.i didnt knew who she was
    i knew nothing about her
    we had never been on a date. she controlled me in 1999
    manipulated me.i was blind.she and her friends ruined me
    she deceived me and probably deceived them all.
    i cant be anybody here cause of her
    she bled me, she controlled the stars and i was sick schizzophrenic

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    illl never know if i loved her or not cause she didnt let me know her >>>real reality.so if i dont know i must reject her always

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    my only feeling of attraction towards her is that she knows the real >reality1999 and i dont that im blind.
    cause she is the winner and im the loser

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Thu Mar 26 19:00:00 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:52:26 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:51:58 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:32:09 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:31:45 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:30:26 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:30:10 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:22:11 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:21:55 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:19:49 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:19:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:15:52 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:15:35 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:08:31 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:08:13 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>
    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 11:11:56 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 11:11:06 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    in 1999 i gave the ass i received nothing
    she didnt give the ass she received everything

    in 1999 they wanted party.
    I gave them the party of their lives

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    she has the real reality awareness
    my real reality isnt the real reality
    its a cut off adultered sick twisted reality
    not the real reality

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    she in 1999 sabotaged me started btching about me in the net about me
    puting signs on my back
    and because of her i dont know what planet im from
    im not on the real reality planet earth

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    in 1999 she was the winnner and me the loser
    cause i trusted in her, she was my llink beatween me and the real >>>>>>>>>>reality because i was blind and she wasnt , i embraced my enemy >>>>>>>>>>i bled for her
    and she ate me

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    i was her friend in 1999 and she was my enemy
    im a loser

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    in 1999 she tried to love me(under the table)
    and i refused her poison love cause id bleed later for her if i had >>>>>>accepted her love.i didnt knew who she was
    i knew nothing about her
    we had never been on a date. she controlled me in 1999
    manipulated me.i was blind.she and her friends ruined me
    she deceived me and probably deceived them all.
    i cant be anybody here cause of her
    she bled me, she controlled the stars and i was sick schizzophrenic

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    illl never know if i loved her or not cause she didnt let me know her >>>>real reality.so if i dont know i must reject her always

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    my only feeling of attraction towards her is that she knows the real >>reality1999 and i dont that im blind.
    cause she is the winner and im the loser

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    i take back what i said in 1999 cause she was watching
    and she took advantage of me
    where she was i must not be
    (my kryptonite was her)
    cause it hurts me
    she makes me weak and sick

    so i must take back everything i gave them that they gave to her
    i dont want to be public ever again
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Thu Mar 26 19:00:28 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 19:00:00 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:52:26 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:51:58 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:32:09 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:31:45 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:30:26 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:30:10 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:22:11 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:21:55 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:19:49 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:19:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:15:52 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:15:35 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:08:31 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>
    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 18:08:13 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 11:11:56 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    On Thu, 26 Mar 2026 11:11:06 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    in 1999 i gave the ass i received nothing
    she didnt give the ass she received everything >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    in 1999 they wanted party.
    I gave them the party of their lives

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    she has the real reality awareness
    my real reality isnt the real reality
    its a cut off adultered sick twisted reality
    not the real reality

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    she in 1999 sabotaged me started btching about me in the net about me
    puting signs on my back
    and because of her i dont know what planet im from
    im not on the real reality planet earth

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    in 1999 she was the winnner and me the loser
    cause i trusted in her, she was my llink beatween me and the real >>>>>>>>>>>reality because i was blind and she wasnt , i embraced my enemy >>>>>>>>>>>i bled for her
    and she ate me

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    i was her friend in 1999 and she was my enemy
    im a loser

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    in 1999 she tried to love me(under the table)
    and i refused her poison love cause id bleed later for her if i had >>>>>>>accepted her love.i didnt knew who she was
    i knew nothing about her
    we had never been on a date. she controlled me in 1999 >>>>>>>manipulated me.i was blind.she and her friends ruined me
    she deceived me and probably deceived them all.
    i cant be anybody here cause of her
    she bled me, she controlled the stars and i was sick schizzophrenic >>>>>>
    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    illl never know if i loved her or not cause she didnt let me know her >>>>>real reality.so if i dont know i must reject her always

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    my only feeling of attraction towards her is that she knows the real >>>reality1999 and i dont that im blind.
    cause she is the winner and im the loser

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry

    i take back what i said in 1999 cause she was watching
    and she took advantage of me
    where she was i must not be
    (my kryptonite was her)
    cause it hurts me
    she makes me weak and sick

    so i must take back everything i gave them that they gave to her
    i dont want to be public ever again

    i take back what i said forgive me imsick i cry
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2