• -.,-about 1999 .,-;.- ,. -,

    From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Sun Mar 22 18:23:16 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    in 1999 i opened my self publically cause i was young and naive.
    i thought grown people were wise and fair and good and true.
    so ip put my life in their hands
    i forgot about the canibals and vampires unfair and bad
    i was a lamb to the slaughter
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  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Sun Mar 22 18:23:51 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:23:16 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i opened my self publically cause i was young and naive.
    i thought grown people were wise and fair and good and true.
    so ip put my life in their hands
    i forgot about the canibals and vampires unfair and bad
    i was a lamb to the slaughter

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Sun Mar 22 18:41:22 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:23:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:23:16 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i opened my self publically cause i was young and naive.
    i thought grown people were wise and fair and good and true.
    so ip put my life in their hands
    i forgot about the canibals and vampires unfair and bad
    i was a lamb to the slaughter

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 there were people who liked me and people that hated me.
    there were people asking me favours and others woh wanted to burn me
    down.
    I coulndt please everybody
    if they all liked me was one thing but many didnt like me so
    in the end i just wanted to run away from the bad people(the people
    who didnt like me)
    feeding bad people was what i did
    in private was one thing but publically, to destroy a person
    publically like they expected of me to burn/ die
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Sun Mar 22 18:41:42 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:41:22 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:23:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:23:16 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i opened my self publically cause i was young and naive.
    i thought grown people were wise and fair and good and true.
    so ip put my life in their hands
    i forgot about the canibals and vampires unfair and bad
    i was a lamb to the slaughter

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 there were people who liked me and people that hated me.
    there were people asking me favours and others woh wanted to burn me
    down.
    I coulndt please everybody
    if they all liked me was one thing but many didnt like me so
    in the end i just wanted to run away from the bad people(the people
    who didnt like me)
    feeding bad people was what i did
    in private was one thing but publically, to destroy a person
    publically like they expected of me to burn/ die

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Sun Mar 22 18:46:21 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:41:42 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:41:22 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:23:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:23:16 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i opened my self publically cause i was young and naive.
    i thought grown people were wise and fair and good and true.
    so ip put my life in their hands
    i forgot about the canibals and vampires unfair and bad
    i was a lamb to the slaughter

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 there were people who liked me and people that hated me.
    there were people asking me favours and others woh wanted to burn me
    down.
    I coulndt please everybody
    if they all liked me was one thing but many didnt like me so
    in the end i just wanted to run away from the bad people(the people
    who didnt like me)
    feeding bad people was what i did
    in private was one thing but publically, to destroy a person
    publically like they expected of me to burn/ die

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 god or her or somethign put me in space floating
    and they demanded sacrifice from me
    i never knew why
    they thought i was god or something
    or the superior being
    they bled me and burned me down
    made me a slave chryst like jesus
    i just wanted to disappear
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Sun Mar 22 18:46:41 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:46:21 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:41:42 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:41:22 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:23:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:23:16 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i opened my self publically cause i was young and naive.
    i thought grown people were wise and fair and good and true.
    so ip put my life in their hands
    i forgot about the canibals and vampires unfair and bad
    i was a lamb to the slaughter

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 there were people who liked me and people that hated me.
    there were people asking me favours and others woh wanted to burn me >>>down.
    I coulndt please everybody
    if they all liked me was one thing but many didnt like me so
    in the end i just wanted to run away from the bad people(the people
    who didnt like me)
    feeding bad people was what i did
    in private was one thing but publically, to destroy a person
    publically like they expected of me to burn/ die

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 god or her or somethign put me in space floating
    and they demanded sacrifice from me
    i never knew why
    they thought i was god or something
    or the superior being
    they bled me and burned me down
    made me a slave chryst like jesus
    i just wanted to disappear

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Sun Mar 22 18:58:22 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:46:41 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:46:21 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:41:42 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:41:22 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:23:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:23:16 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i opened my self publically cause i was young and naive.
    i thought grown people were wise and fair and good and true.
    so ip put my life in their hands
    i forgot about the canibals and vampires unfair and bad
    i was a lamb to the slaughter

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 there were people who liked me and people that hated me.
    there were people asking me favours and others woh wanted to burn me >>>>down.
    I coulndt please everybody
    if they all liked me was one thing but many didnt like me so
    in the end i just wanted to run away from the bad people(the people
    who didnt like me)
    feeding bad people was what i did
    in private was one thing but publically, to destroy a person
    publically like they expected of me to burn/ die

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 god or her or somethign put me in space floating
    and they demanded sacrifice from me
    i never knew why
    they thought i was god or something
    or the superior being
    they bled me and burned me down
    made me a slave chryst like jesus
    i just wanted to disappear

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry



    she and her group(they) in 1999 were laughing in my face
    of me all naked and of the things she knew about me,
    and they never wanted me to know what
    she told them.cause they wanted her to win.i was already handycaped
    from the mind
    aka schizzophrenic and they destroyed me.i didnt destroy them
    she was the space captain calling the shots to control the stars
    to kill me and her make her a queen, she and the stars in her/their
    cosmic gag to laugh at me and put me down and destroy me
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Sun Mar 22 18:58:39 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:58:22 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:46:41 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:46:21 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:41:42 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:41:22 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:23:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:23:16 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i opened my self publically cause i was young and naive. >>>>>>>i thought grown people were wise and fair and good and true.
    so ip put my life in their hands
    i forgot about the canibals and vampires unfair and bad
    i was a lamb to the slaughter

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 there were people who liked me and people that hated me. >>>>>there were people asking me favours and others woh wanted to burn me >>>>>down.
    I coulndt please everybody
    if they all liked me was one thing but many didnt like me so
    in the end i just wanted to run away from the bad people(the people >>>>>who didnt like me)
    feeding bad people was what i did
    in private was one thing but publically, to destroy a person >>>>>publically like they expected of me to burn/ die

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 god or her or somethign put me in space floating
    and they demanded sacrifice from me
    i never knew why
    they thought i was god or something
    or the superior being
    they bled me and burned me down
    made me a slave chryst like jesus
    i just wanted to disappear

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry



    she and her group(they) in 1999 were laughing in my face
    of me all naked and of the things she knew about me,
    and they never wanted me to know what
    she told them.cause they wanted her to win.i was already handycaped
    from the mind
    aka schizzophrenic and they destroyed me.i didnt destroy them
    she was the space captain calling the shots to control the stars
    to kill me and her make her a queen, she and the stars in her/their
    cosmic gag to laugh at me and put me down and destroy me

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Mar 23 11:57:40 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:58:39 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:58:22 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:46:41 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:46:21 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:41:42 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:41:22 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:23:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:23:16 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i opened my self publically cause i was young and naive. >>>>>>>>i thought grown people were wise and fair and good and true.
    so ip put my life in their hands
    i forgot about the canibals and vampires unfair and bad
    i was a lamb to the slaughter

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 there were people who liked me and people that hated me. >>>>>>there were people asking me favours and others woh wanted to burn me >>>>>>down.
    I coulndt please everybody
    if they all liked me was one thing but many didnt like me so
    in the end i just wanted to run away from the bad people(the people >>>>>>who didnt like me)
    feeding bad people was what i did
    in private was one thing but publically, to destroy a person >>>>>>publically like they expected of me to burn/ die

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 god or her or somethign put me in space floating
    and they demanded sacrifice from me
    i never knew why
    they thought i was god or something
    or the superior being
    they bled me and burned me down
    made me a slave chryst like jesus
    i just wanted to disappear

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry



    she and her group(they) in 1999 were laughing in my face
    of me all naked and of the things she knew about me,
    and they never wanted me to know what
    she told them.cause they wanted her to win.i was already handycaped
    from the mind
    aka schizzophrenic and they destroyed me.i didnt destroy them
    she was the space captain calling the shots to control the stars
    to kill me and her make her a queen, she and the stars in her/their
    cosmic gag to laugh at me and put me down and destroy me

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry


    i take back what i said that "too many bears already entered that
    cave"(about her)
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Mar 23 11:58:15 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 11:57:40 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:58:39 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:58:22 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:46:41 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:46:21 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:41:42 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:41:22 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:23:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:23:16 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i opened my self publically cause i was young and naive. >>>>>>>>>i thought grown people were wise and fair and good and true. >>>>>>>>>so ip put my life in their hands
    i forgot about the canibals and vampires unfair and bad
    i was a lamb to the slaughter

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 there were people who liked me and people that hated me. >>>>>>>there were people asking me favours and others woh wanted to burn me >>>>>>>down.
    I coulndt please everybody
    if they all liked me was one thing but many didnt like me so
    in the end i just wanted to run away from the bad people(the people >>>>>>>who didnt like me)
    feeding bad people was what i did
    in private was one thing but publically, to destroy a person >>>>>>>publically like they expected of me to burn/ die

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 god or her or somethign put me in space floating
    and they demanded sacrifice from me
    i never knew why
    they thought i was god or something
    or the superior being
    they bled me and burned me down
    made me a slave chryst like jesus
    i just wanted to disappear

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry



    she and her group(they) in 1999 were laughing in my face
    of me all naked and of the things she knew about me,
    and they never wanted me to know what
    she told them.cause they wanted her to win.i was already handycaped
    from the mind
    aka schizzophrenic and they destroyed me.i didnt destroy them
    she was the space captain calling the shots to control the stars
    to kill me and her make her a queen, she and the stars in her/their >>>cosmic gag to laugh at me and put me down and destroy me

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry


    i take back what i said that "too many bears already entered that
    cave"(about her)

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Mar 23 12:24:58 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 11:58:15 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 11:57:40 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:58:39 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:58:22 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:46:41 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:46:21 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:41:42 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:41:22 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:23:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:23:16 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i opened my self publically cause i was young and naive. >>>>>>>>>>i thought grown people were wise and fair and good and true. >>>>>>>>>>so ip put my life in their hands
    i forgot about the canibals and vampires unfair and bad
    i was a lamb to the slaughter

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 there were people who liked me and people that hated me. >>>>>>>>there were people asking me favours and others woh wanted to burn me >>>>>>>>down.
    I coulndt please everybody
    if they all liked me was one thing but many didnt like me so
    in the end i just wanted to run away from the bad people(the people >>>>>>>>who didnt like me)
    feeding bad people was what i did
    in private was one thing but publically, to destroy a person >>>>>>>>publically like they expected of me to burn/ die

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 god or her or somethign put me in space floating
    and they demanded sacrifice from me
    i never knew why
    they thought i was god or something
    or the superior being
    they bled me and burned me down
    made me a slave chryst like jesus
    i just wanted to disappear

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry



    she and her group(they) in 1999 were laughing in my face
    of me all naked and of the things she knew about me,
    and they never wanted me to know what
    she told them.cause they wanted her to win.i was already handycaped >>>>from the mind
    aka schizzophrenic and they destroyed me.i didnt destroy them
    she was the space captain calling the shots to control the stars
    to kill me and her make her a queen, she and the stars in her/their >>>>cosmic gag to laugh at me and put me down and destroy me

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry


    i take back what i said that "too many bears already entered that >>cave"(about her)

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    i take back what i said that she was a blue whale
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Mar 23 12:25:24 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 12:24:58 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 11:58:15 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 11:57:40 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:58:39 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:58:22 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:46:41 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:46:21 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:41:42 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:41:22 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:23:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:23:16 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i opened my self publically cause i was young and naive. >>>>>>>>>>>i thought grown people were wise and fair and good and true. >>>>>>>>>>>so ip put my life in their hands
    i forgot about the canibals and vampires unfair and bad
    i was a lamb to the slaughter

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 there were people who liked me and people that hated me. >>>>>>>>>there were people asking me favours and others woh wanted to burn me >>>>>>>>>down.
    I coulndt please everybody
    if they all liked me was one thing but many didnt like me so >>>>>>>>>in the end i just wanted to run away from the bad people(the people >>>>>>>>>who didnt like me)
    feeding bad people was what i did
    in private was one thing but publically, to destroy a person >>>>>>>>>publically like they expected of me to burn/ die

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 god or her or somethign put me in space floating
    and they demanded sacrifice from me
    i never knew why
    they thought i was god or something
    or the superior being
    they bled me and burned me down
    made me a slave chryst like jesus
    i just wanted to disappear

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry



    she and her group(they) in 1999 were laughing in my face
    of me all naked and of the things she knew about me,
    and they never wanted me to know what
    she told them.cause they wanted her to win.i was already handycaped >>>>>from the mind
    aka schizzophrenic and they destroyed me.i didnt destroy them
    she was the space captain calling the shots to control the stars
    to kill me and her make her a queen, she and the stars in her/their >>>>>cosmic gag to laugh at me and put me down and destroy me

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry


    i take back what i said that "too many bears already entered that >>>cave"(about her)

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    i take back what i said that she was a blue whale

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Mar 23 13:09:57 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 12:25:24 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 12:24:58 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 11:58:15 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 11:57:40 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:58:39 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:58:22 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:46:41 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:46:21 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:41:42 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:41:22 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:23:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:23:16 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i opened my self publically cause i was young and naive. >>>>>>>>>>>>i thought grown people were wise and fair and good and true. >>>>>>>>>>>>so ip put my life in their hands
    i forgot about the canibals and vampires unfair and bad >>>>>>>>>>>>i was a lamb to the slaughter

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 there were people who liked me and people that hated me. >>>>>>>>>>there were people asking me favours and others woh wanted to burn me >>>>>>>>>>down.
    I coulndt please everybody
    if they all liked me was one thing but many didnt like me so >>>>>>>>>>in the end i just wanted to run away from the bad people(the people >>>>>>>>>>who didnt like me)
    feeding bad people was what i did
    in private was one thing but publically, to destroy a person >>>>>>>>>>publically like they expected of me to burn/ die

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 god or her or somethign put me in space floating
    and they demanded sacrifice from me
    i never knew why
    they thought i was god or something
    or the superior being
    they bled me and burned me down
    made me a slave chryst like jesus
    i just wanted to disappear

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry



    she and her group(they) in 1999 were laughing in my face
    of me all naked and of the things she knew about me,
    and they never wanted me to know what
    she told them.cause they wanted her to win.i was already handycaped >>>>>>from the mind
    aka schizzophrenic and they destroyed me.i didnt destroy them
    she was the space captain calling the shots to control the stars
    to kill me and her make her a queen, she and the stars in her/their >>>>>>cosmic gag to laugh at me and put me down and destroy me

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry


    i take back what i said that "too many bears already entered that >>>>cave"(about her)

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    i take back what i said that she was a blue whale

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 they wanted to know how i was free.
    theres no easy answer i appeared to be free but she was my master and
    me her slave, i wasnt free from her
    i dont know witchcrafts and that but i was tied to her
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Mar 23 13:10:20 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 13:09:57 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 12:25:24 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 12:24:58 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 11:58:15 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 11:57:40 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:58:39 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:58:22 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:46:41 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:46:21 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:41:42 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:41:22 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:23:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:23:16 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i opened my self publically cause i was young and naive. >>>>>>>>>>>>>i thought grown people were wise and fair and good and true. >>>>>>>>>>>>>so ip put my life in their hands
    i forgot about the canibals and vampires unfair and bad >>>>>>>>>>>>>i was a lamb to the slaughter

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 there were people who liked me and people that hated me. >>>>>>>>>>>there were people asking me favours and others woh wanted to burn me >>>>>>>>>>>down.
    I coulndt please everybody
    if they all liked me was one thing but many didnt like me so >>>>>>>>>>>in the end i just wanted to run away from the bad people(the people >>>>>>>>>>>who didnt like me)
    feeding bad people was what i did
    in private was one thing but publically, to destroy a person >>>>>>>>>>>publically like they expected of me to burn/ die

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 god or her or somethign put me in space floating
    and they demanded sacrifice from me
    i never knew why
    they thought i was god or something
    or the superior being
    they bled me and burned me down
    made me a slave chryst like jesus
    i just wanted to disappear

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry



    she and her group(they) in 1999 were laughing in my face
    of me all naked and of the things she knew about me,
    and they never wanted me to know what
    she told them.cause they wanted her to win.i was already handycaped >>>>>>>from the mind
    aka schizzophrenic and they destroyed me.i didnt destroy them
    she was the space captain calling the shots to control the stars >>>>>>>to kill me and her make her a queen, she and the stars in her/their >>>>>>>cosmic gag to laugh at me and put me down and destroy me

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry


    i take back what i said that "too many bears already entered that >>>>>cave"(about her)

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    i take back what i said that she was a blue whale

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 they wanted to know how i was free.
    theres no easy answer i appeared to be free but she was my master and
    me her slave, i wasnt free from her
    i dont know witchcrafts and that but i was tied to her

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry
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  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Mar 23 14:08:55 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 13:10:20 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 13:09:57 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 12:25:24 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 12:24:58 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 11:58:15 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 11:57:40 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:58:39 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:58:22 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:46:41 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:46:21 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:41:42 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:41:22 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:23:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:23:16 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>
    in 1999 i opened my self publically cause i was young and naive. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>i thought grown people were wise and fair and good and true. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>so ip put my life in their hands
    i forgot about the canibals and vampires unfair and bad >>>>>>>>>>>>>>i was a lamb to the slaughter

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 there were people who liked me and people that hated me. >>>>>>>>>>>>there were people asking me favours and others woh wanted to burn me
    down.
    I coulndt please everybody
    if they all liked me was one thing but many didnt like me so >>>>>>>>>>>>in the end i just wanted to run away from the bad people(the people >>>>>>>>>>>>who didnt like me)
    feeding bad people was what i did
    in private was one thing but publically, to destroy a person >>>>>>>>>>>>publically like they expected of me to burn/ die

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 god or her or somethign put me in space floating >>>>>>>>>>and they demanded sacrifice from me
    i never knew why
    they thought i was god or something
    or the superior being
    they bled me and burned me down
    made me a slave chryst like jesus
    i just wanted to disappear

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry



    she and her group(they) in 1999 were laughing in my face
    of me all naked and of the things she knew about me,
    and they never wanted me to know what
    she told them.cause they wanted her to win.i was already handycaped >>>>>>>>from the mind
    aka schizzophrenic and they destroyed me.i didnt destroy them >>>>>>>>she was the space captain calling the shots to control the stars >>>>>>>>to kill me and her make her a queen, she and the stars in her/their >>>>>>>>cosmic gag to laugh at me and put me down and destroy me

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry


    i take back what i said that "too many bears already entered that >>>>>>cave"(about her)

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    i take back what i said that she was a blue whale

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 they wanted to know how i was free.
    theres no easy answer i appeared to be free but she was my master and
    me her slave, i wasnt free from her
    i dont know witchcrafts and that but i was tied to her

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    when i tried to break her spell of freedom/slavery
    i lost my freedom and came into deep depression
    i hit the bottom.for years i was in deep hell with no one
    to know
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Mar 23 14:09:18 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 14:08:55 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 13:10:20 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 13:09:57 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 12:25:24 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 12:24:58 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 11:58:15 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 11:57:40 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:58:39 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:58:22 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:46:41 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:46:21 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:41:42 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:41:22 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:23:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>
    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:23:16 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    in 1999 i opened my self publically cause i was young and naive. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i thought grown people were wise and fair and good and true. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>so ip put my life in their hands
    i forgot about the canibals and vampires unfair and bad >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i was a lamb to the slaughter

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 there were people who liked me and people that hated me. >>>>>>>>>>>>>there were people asking me favours and others woh wanted to burn me
    down.
    I coulndt please everybody
    if they all liked me was one thing but many didnt like me so >>>>>>>>>>>>>in the end i just wanted to run away from the bad people(the people
    who didnt like me)
    feeding bad people was what i did
    in private was one thing but publically, to destroy a person >>>>>>>>>>>>>publically like they expected of me to burn/ die

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 god or her or somethign put me in space floating >>>>>>>>>>>and they demanded sacrifice from me
    i never knew why
    they thought i was god or something
    or the superior being
    they bled me and burned me down
    made me a slave chryst like jesus
    i just wanted to disappear

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry



    she and her group(they) in 1999 were laughing in my face
    of me all naked and of the things she knew about me,
    and they never wanted me to know what
    she told them.cause they wanted her to win.i was already handycaped >>>>>>>>>from the mind
    aka schizzophrenic and they destroyed me.i didnt destroy them >>>>>>>>>she was the space captain calling the shots to control the stars >>>>>>>>>to kill me and her make her a queen, she and the stars in her/their >>>>>>>>>cosmic gag to laugh at me and put me down and destroy me

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry


    i take back what i said that "too many bears already entered that >>>>>>>cave"(about her)

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    i take back what i said that she was a blue whale

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 they wanted to know how i was free.
    theres no easy answer i appeared to be free but she was my master and
    me her slave, i wasnt free from her
    i dont know witchcrafts and that but i was tied to her

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    when i tried to break her spell of freedom/slavery
    i lost my freedom and came into deep depression
    i hit the bottom.for years i was in deep hell with no one
    to know

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Mar 23 18:31:39 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 14:09:18 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 14:08:55 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 13:10:20 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 13:09:57 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 12:25:24 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 12:24:58 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 11:58:15 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 11:57:40 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:58:39 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:58:22 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:46:41 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:46:21 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:41:42 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:41:22 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>
    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:23:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:23:16 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    in 1999 i opened my self publically cause i was young and naive.
    i thought grown people were wise and fair and good and true. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>so ip put my life in their hands
    i forgot about the canibals and vampires unfair and bad >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i was a lamb to the slaughter

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 there were people who liked me and people that hated me. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>there were people asking me favours and others woh wanted to burn me
    down.
    I coulndt please everybody
    if they all liked me was one thing but many didnt like me so >>>>>>>>>>>>>>in the end i just wanted to run away from the bad people(the people
    who didnt like me)
    feeding bad people was what i did
    in private was one thing but publically, to destroy a person >>>>>>>>>>>>>>publically like they expected of me to burn/ die

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 god or her or somethign put me in space floating >>>>>>>>>>>>and they demanded sacrifice from me
    i never knew why
    they thought i was god or something
    or the superior being
    they bled me and burned me down
    made me a slave chryst like jesus
    i just wanted to disappear

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry



    she and her group(they) in 1999 were laughing in my face
    of me all naked and of the things she knew about me,
    and they never wanted me to know what
    she told them.cause they wanted her to win.i was already handycaped >>>>>>>>>>from the mind
    aka schizzophrenic and they destroyed me.i didnt destroy them >>>>>>>>>>she was the space captain calling the shots to control the stars >>>>>>>>>>to kill me and her make her a queen, she and the stars in her/their >>>>>>>>>>cosmic gag to laugh at me and put me down and destroy me

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry


    i take back what i said that "too many bears already entered that >>>>>>>>cave"(about her)

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    i take back what i said that she was a blue whale

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 they wanted to know how i was free.
    theres no easy answer i appeared to be free but she was my master and >>>>me her slave, i wasnt free from her
    i dont know witchcrafts and that but i was tied to her

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    when i tried to break her spell of freedom/slavery
    i lost my freedom and came into deep depression
    i hit the bottom.for years i was in deep hell with no one
    to know

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 locally the king was her bf cause he and she loved themselves
    i was the loser that they thought i was loving her.
    there was only crown for him if one was the loser(me)
    he had a fake crown cause i wasnt into her
    the fact that me stealing somebodys gf
    she wanted me fightinig her bf to candidate to have her crown
    and i said no because i thought i was superior to him
    she said she loved us both and i ddint like to hear that
    besides i was virgin and he and she were chewed meat
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Mar 23 18:32:02 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 18:31:39 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 14:09:18 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 14:08:55 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 13:10:20 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 13:09:57 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 12:25:24 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 12:24:58 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 11:58:15 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 23 Mar 2026 11:57:40 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:58:39 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:58:22 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:46:41 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:46:21 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:41:42 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>
    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:41:22 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:23:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    On Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:23:16 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    in 1999 i opened my self publically cause i was young and naive.
    i thought grown people were wise and fair and good and true. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>so ip put my life in their hands
    i forgot about the canibals and vampires unfair and bad >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i was a lamb to the slaughter

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 there were people who liked me and people that hated me. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>there were people asking me favours and others woh wanted to burn me
    down.
    I coulndt please everybody
    if they all liked me was one thing but many didnt like me so >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>in the end i just wanted to run away from the bad people(the people
    who didnt like me)
    feeding bad people was what i did
    in private was one thing but publically, to destroy a person >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>publically like they expected of me to burn/ die

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 god or her or somethign put me in space floating >>>>>>>>>>>>>and they demanded sacrifice from me
    i never knew why
    they thought i was god or something
    or the superior being
    they bled me and burned me down
    made me a slave chryst like jesus
    i just wanted to disappear

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry



    she and her group(they) in 1999 were laughing in my face >>>>>>>>>>>of me all naked and of the things she knew about me,
    and they never wanted me to know what
    she told them.cause they wanted her to win.i was already handycaped >>>>>>>>>>>from the mind
    aka schizzophrenic and they destroyed me.i didnt destroy them >>>>>>>>>>>she was the space captain calling the shots to control the stars >>>>>>>>>>>to kill me and her make her a queen, she and the stars in her/their >>>>>>>>>>>cosmic gag to laugh at me and put me down and destroy me

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry


    i take back what i said that "too many bears already entered that >>>>>>>>>cave"(about her)

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    i take back what i said that she was a blue whale

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 they wanted to know how i was free.
    theres no easy answer i appeared to be free but she was my master and >>>>>me her slave, i wasnt free from her
    i dont know witchcrafts and that but i was tied to her

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    when i tried to break her spell of freedom/slavery
    i lost my freedom and came into deep depression
    i hit the bottom.for years i was in deep hell with no one
    to know

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry

    in 1999 locally the king was her bf cause he and she loved themselves
    i was the loser that they thought i was loving her.
    there was only crown for him if one was the loser(me)
    he had a fake crown cause i wasnt into her
    the fact that me stealing somebodys gf
    she wanted me fightinig her bf to candidate to have her crown
    and i said no because i thought i was superior to him
    she said she loved us both and i ddint like to hear that
    besides i was virgin and he and she were chewed meat

    i take back what i said forgive meim sick i cry
    --- Synchronet 3.21f-Linux NewsLink 1.2