• ,.-,_: about 1999,.-,-,:_ ..

    From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Thu Mar 19 20:04:35 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    im a human clay and i dont understand what normal people
    have in their heads, blind and crucified, weak exhausted
    jesus chrystos
    alienated from all the rest
    wanted to be a king
    end up as a vagabond
    this is the worst penalty i thought they would do to me
    --- Synchronet 3.21e-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Thu Mar 19 20:05:15 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:04:35 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    im a human clay and i dont understand what normal people
    have in their heads, blind and crucified, weak exhausted
    jesus chrystos
    alienated from all the rest
    wanted to be a king
    end up as a vagabond
    this is the worst penalty i thought they would do to me

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry
    --- Synchronet 3.21e-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Thu Mar 19 20:31:51 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:05:15 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:04:35 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    im a human clay and i dont understand what normal people
    have in their heads, blind and crucified, weak exhausted
    jesus chrystos
    alienated from all the rest
    wanted to be a king
    end up as a vagabond
    this is the worst penalty i thought they would do to me

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    they say i robbed their money (when i was young)
    but then she robbed mine,
    so whos got the money is her
    if their is someone to pay is her
    she pays me first and only then ill pay them
    the way she pays me is to tell me where she is and what she said
    but she doesnt want that
    besides i gave the ass in 1999 and that was a form of payment already
    i wasnt guilty of floating cause that was part of my sickness
    so dont go around pointing the finger at me
    cause if you were me you d have done exactly the same
    --- Synchronet 3.21e-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Thu Mar 19 20:32:13 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:31:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:05:15 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:04:35 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    im a human clay and i dont understand what normal people
    have in their heads, blind and crucified, weak exhausted
    jesus chrystos
    alienated from all the rest
    wanted to be a king
    end up as a vagabond
    this is the worst penalty i thought they would do to me

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    they say i robbed their money (when i was young)
    but then she robbed mine,
    so whos got the money is her
    if their is someone to pay is her
    she pays me first and only then ill pay them
    the way she pays me is to tell me where she is and what she said
    but she doesnt want that
    besides i gave the ass in 1999 and that was a form of payment already
    i wasnt guilty of floating cause that was part of my sickness
    so dont go around pointing the finger at me
    cause if you were me you d have done exactly the same

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry
    --- Synchronet 3.21e-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Fri Mar 20 13:56:16 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:32:13 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:31:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:05:15 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:04:35 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    im a human clay and i dont understand what normal people
    have in their heads, blind and crucified, weak exhausted
    jesus chrystos
    alienated from all the rest
    wanted to be a king
    end up as a vagabond
    this is the worst penalty i thought they would do to me

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    they say i robbed their money (when i was young)
    but then she robbed mine,
    so whos got the money is her
    if their is someone to pay is her
    she pays me first and only then ill pay them
    the way she pays me is to tell me where she is and what she said
    but she doesnt want that
    besides i gave the ass in 1999 and that was a form of payment already
    i wasnt guilty of floating cause that was part of my sickness
    so dont go around pointing the finger at me
    cause if you were me you d have done exactly the same

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    in 1999 they said i robed them, but they also said i was the king
    meaning i wasnt robbing, i was taking possession of what was mine
    by right.i was taking the crown they gave me
    it isnt fair me a robber,i wasnt
    i just dont know who gave me the crown if it was her or
    i earned it by right by myself
    --- Synchronet 3.21e-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Fri Mar 20 13:56:40 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 13:56:16 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:32:13 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:31:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:05:15 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:04:35 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    im a human clay and i dont understand what normal people
    have in their heads, blind and crucified, weak exhausted
    jesus chrystos
    alienated from all the rest
    wanted to be a king
    end up as a vagabond
    this is the worst penalty i thought they would do to me

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    they say i robbed their money (when i was young)
    but then she robbed mine,
    so whos got the money is her
    if their is someone to pay is her
    she pays me first and only then ill pay them
    the way she pays me is to tell me where she is and what she said
    but she doesnt want that
    besides i gave the ass in 1999 and that was a form of payment already
    i wasnt guilty of floating cause that was part of my sickness
    so dont go around pointing the finger at me
    cause if you were me you d have done exactly the same

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    in 1999 they said i robed them, but they also said i was the king
    meaning i wasnt robbing, i was taking possession of what was mine
    by right.i was taking the crown they gave me
    it isnt fair me a robber,i wasnt
    i just dont know who gave me the crown if it was her or
    i earned it by right by myself

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry
    --- Synchronet 3.21e-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Fri Mar 20 14:02:23 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 13:56:40 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 13:56:16 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:32:13 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:31:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:05:15 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:04:35 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    im a human clay and i dont understand what normal people
    have in their heads, blind and crucified, weak exhausted
    jesus chrystos
    alienated from all the rest
    wanted to be a king
    end up as a vagabond
    this is the worst penalty i thought they would do to me

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    they say i robbed their money (when i was young)
    but then she robbed mine,
    so whos got the money is her
    if their is someone to pay is her
    she pays me first and only then ill pay them
    the way she pays me is to tell me where she is and what she said
    but she doesnt want that
    besides i gave the ass in 1999 and that was a form of payment already
    i wasnt guilty of floating cause that was part of my sickness
    so dont go around pointing the finger at me
    cause if you were me you d have done exactly the same

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    in 1999 they said i robed them, but they also said i was the king
    meaning i wasnt robbing, i was taking possession of what was mine
    by right.i was taking the crown they gave me
    it isnt fair me a robber,i wasnt
    i just dont know who gave me the crown if it was her or
    i earned it by right by myself

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    if i am a robber by myself my conscious doesnt forgive me.
    my consious punishes me
    and im cursed
    i dont know if i was a robber or not or if it was her.
    my concious punishes me of not knowing if i was a robber or not
    my curse of 1999
    --- Synchronet 3.21e-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Fri Mar 20 14:02:46 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 14:02:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 13:56:40 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 13:56:16 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:32:13 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:31:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:05:15 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:04:35 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    im a human clay and i dont understand what normal people
    have in their heads, blind and crucified, weak exhausted
    jesus chrystos
    alienated from all the rest
    wanted to be a king
    end up as a vagabond
    this is the worst penalty i thought they would do to me

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    they say i robbed their money (when i was young)
    but then she robbed mine,
    so whos got the money is her
    if their is someone to pay is her
    she pays me first and only then ill pay them
    the way she pays me is to tell me where she is and what she said
    but she doesnt want that
    besides i gave the ass in 1999 and that was a form of payment already >>>>>i wasnt guilty of floating cause that was part of my sickness
    so dont go around pointing the finger at me
    cause if you were me you d have done exactly the same

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    in 1999 they said i robed them, but they also said i was the king
    meaning i wasnt robbing, i was taking possession of what was mine
    by right.i was taking the crown they gave me
    it isnt fair me a robber,i wasnt
    i just dont know who gave me the crown if it was her or
    i earned it by right by myself

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    if i am a robber by myself my conscious doesnt forgive me.
    my consious punishes me
    and im cursed
    i dont know if i was a robber or not or if it was her.
    my concious punishes me of not knowing if i was a robber or not
    my curse of 1999

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry help
    --- Synchronet 3.21e-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Fri Mar 20 14:05:24 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 14:02:46 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 14:02:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 13:56:40 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 13:56:16 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:32:13 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:31:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:05:15 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:04:35 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    im a human clay and i dont understand what normal people
    have in their heads, blind and crucified, weak exhausted
    jesus chrystos
    alienated from all the rest
    wanted to be a king
    end up as a vagabond
    this is the worst penalty i thought they would do to me

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    they say i robbed their money (when i was young)
    but then she robbed mine,
    so whos got the money is her
    if their is someone to pay is her
    she pays me first and only then ill pay them
    the way she pays me is to tell me where she is and what she said >>>>>>but she doesnt want that
    besides i gave the ass in 1999 and that was a form of payment already >>>>>>i wasnt guilty of floating cause that was part of my sickness
    so dont go around pointing the finger at me
    cause if you were me you d have done exactly the same

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    in 1999 they said i robed them, but they also said i was the king >>>>meaning i wasnt robbing, i was taking possession of what was mine
    by right.i was taking the crown they gave me
    it isnt fair me a robber,i wasnt
    i just dont know who gave me the crown if it was her or
    i earned it by right by myself

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    if i am a robber by myself my conscious doesnt forgive me.
    my consious punishes me
    and im cursed
    i dont know if i was a robber or not or if it was her.
    my concious punishes me of not knowing if i was a robber or not
    my curse of 1999

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry help

    ok im a robber, my own consious punishes me
    and im cursed ii dont know how to pay back
    i dont even know what i stole.if it was the show
    that i robed the show though they all wanted me in their shows in 1999
    i dont even understand what i robbed
    im a loser
    --- Synchronet 3.21e-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Fri Mar 20 14:05:46 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 14:05:24 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 14:02:46 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 14:02:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 13:56:40 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 13:56:16 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:32:13 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:31:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:05:15 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:04:35 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    im a human clay and i dont understand what normal people
    have in their heads, blind and crucified, weak exhausted >>>>>>>>>jesus chrystos
    alienated from all the rest
    wanted to be a king
    end up as a vagabond
    this is the worst penalty i thought they would do to me

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    they say i robbed their money (when i was young)
    but then she robbed mine,
    so whos got the money is her
    if their is someone to pay is her
    she pays me first and only then ill pay them
    the way she pays me is to tell me where she is and what she said >>>>>>>but she doesnt want that
    besides i gave the ass in 1999 and that was a form of payment already >>>>>>>i wasnt guilty of floating cause that was part of my sickness
    so dont go around pointing the finger at me
    cause if you were me you d have done exactly the same

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    in 1999 they said i robed them, but they also said i was the king >>>>>meaning i wasnt robbing, i was taking possession of what was mine
    by right.i was taking the crown they gave me
    it isnt fair me a robber,i wasnt
    i just dont know who gave me the crown if it was her or
    i earned it by right by myself

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    if i am a robber by myself my conscious doesnt forgive me.
    my consious punishes me
    and im cursed
    i dont know if i was a robber or not or if it was her.
    my concious punishes me of not knowing if i was a robber or not
    my curse of 1999

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry help

    ok im a robber, my own consious punishes me
    and im cursed ii dont know how to pay back
    i dont even know what i stole.if it was the show
    that i robed the show though they all wanted me in their shows in 1999
    i dont even understand what i robbed
    im a loser

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry help
    --- Synchronet 3.21e-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Fri Mar 20 14:53:58 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 14:05:46 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 14:05:24 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 14:02:46 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 14:02:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 13:56:40 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 13:56:16 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:32:13 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:31:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:05:15 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:04:35 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    im a human clay and i dont understand what normal people >>>>>>>>>>have in their heads, blind and crucified, weak exhausted >>>>>>>>>>jesus chrystos
    alienated from all the rest
    wanted to be a king
    end up as a vagabond
    this is the worst penalty i thought they would do to me

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    they say i robbed their money (when i was young)
    but then she robbed mine,
    so whos got the money is her
    if their is someone to pay is her
    she pays me first and only then ill pay them
    the way she pays me is to tell me where she is and what she said >>>>>>>>but she doesnt want that
    besides i gave the ass in 1999 and that was a form of payment already >>>>>>>>i wasnt guilty of floating cause that was part of my sickness >>>>>>>>so dont go around pointing the finger at me
    cause if you were me you d have done exactly the same

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    in 1999 they said i robed them, but they also said i was the king >>>>>>meaning i wasnt robbing, i was taking possession of what was mine >>>>>>by right.i was taking the crown they gave me
    it isnt fair me a robber,i wasnt
    i just dont know who gave me the crown if it was her or
    i earned it by right by myself

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    if i am a robber by myself my conscious doesnt forgive me.
    my consious punishes me
    and im cursed
    i dont know if i was a robber or not or if it was her.
    my concious punishes me of not knowing if i was a robber or not
    my curse of 1999

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry help

    ok im a robber, my own consious punishes me
    and im cursed ii dont know how to pay back
    i dont even know what i stole.if it was the show
    that i robed the show though they all wanted me in their shows in 1999
    i dont even understand what i robbed
    im a loser

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry help

    i was the king kong in 1999 but i meant no harm to anyone
    i floated, that was the curse i had
    --- Synchronet 3.21e-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Fri Mar 20 14:54:17 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 14:53:58 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 14:05:46 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 14:05:24 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 14:02:46 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 14:02:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 13:56:40 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 13:56:16 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:32:13 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:31:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:05:15 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:04:35 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    im a human clay and i dont understand what normal people >>>>>>>>>>>have in their heads, blind and crucified, weak exhausted >>>>>>>>>>>jesus chrystos
    alienated from all the rest
    wanted to be a king
    end up as a vagabond
    this is the worst penalty i thought they would do to me

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    they say i robbed their money (when i was young)
    but then she robbed mine,
    so whos got the money is her
    if their is someone to pay is her
    she pays me first and only then ill pay them
    the way she pays me is to tell me where she is and what she said >>>>>>>>>but she doesnt want that
    besides i gave the ass in 1999 and that was a form of payment already >>>>>>>>>i wasnt guilty of floating cause that was part of my sickness >>>>>>>>>so dont go around pointing the finger at me
    cause if you were me you d have done exactly the same

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    in 1999 they said i robed them, but they also said i was the king >>>>>>>meaning i wasnt robbing, i was taking possession of what was mine >>>>>>>by right.i was taking the crown they gave me
    it isnt fair me a robber,i wasnt
    i just dont know who gave me the crown if it was her or
    i earned it by right by myself

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    if i am a robber by myself my conscious doesnt forgive me.
    my consious punishes me
    and im cursed
    i dont know if i was a robber or not or if it was her.
    my concious punishes me of not knowing if i was a robber or not
    my curse of 1999

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry help

    ok im a robber, my own consious punishes me
    and im cursed ii dont know how to pay back
    i dont even know what i stole.if it was the show
    that i robed the show though they all wanted me in their shows in 1999
    i dont even understand what i robbed
    im a loser

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry help

    i was the king kong in 1999 but i meant no harm to anyone
    i floated, that was the curse i had

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry help
    --- Synchronet 3.21e-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Fri Mar 20 20:49:16 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 14:54:17 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 14:53:58 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 14:05:46 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 14:05:24 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 14:02:46 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 14:02:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 13:56:40 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 13:56:16 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:32:13 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:31:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:05:15 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:04:35 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    im a human clay and i dont understand what normal people >>>>>>>>>>>>have in their heads, blind and crucified, weak exhausted >>>>>>>>>>>>jesus chrystos
    alienated from all the rest
    wanted to be a king
    end up as a vagabond
    this is the worst penalty i thought they would do to me

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    they say i robbed their money (when i was young)
    but then she robbed mine,
    so whos got the money is her
    if their is someone to pay is her
    she pays me first and only then ill pay them
    the way she pays me is to tell me where she is and what she said >>>>>>>>>>but she doesnt want that
    besides i gave the ass in 1999 and that was a form of payment already >>>>>>>>>>i wasnt guilty of floating cause that was part of my sickness >>>>>>>>>>so dont go around pointing the finger at me
    cause if you were me you d have done exactly the same

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    in 1999 they said i robed them, but they also said i was the king >>>>>>>>meaning i wasnt robbing, i was taking possession of what was mine >>>>>>>>by right.i was taking the crown they gave me
    it isnt fair me a robber,i wasnt
    i just dont know who gave me the crown if it was her or
    i earned it by right by myself

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    if i am a robber by myself my conscious doesnt forgive me.
    my consious punishes me
    and im cursed
    i dont know if i was a robber or not or if it was her.
    my concious punishes me of not knowing if i was a robber or not
    my curse of 1999

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry help

    ok im a robber, my own consious punishes me
    and im cursed ii dont know how to pay back
    i dont even know what i stole.if it was the show
    that i robed the show though they all wanted me in their shows in 1999 >>>>i dont even understand what i robbed
    im a loser

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry help

    i was the king kong in 1999 but i meant no harm to anyone
    i floated, that was the curse i had

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry help



    before 1998 they all/everybody wanted to be kings
    she appeared and she killed the music/the musical kings
    and they looked to me for answers. she stahled/froze them.
    they wanted me to love her so the music machines would be again free
    from her
    --- Synchronet 3.21e-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Fri Mar 20 20:49:38 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 20:49:16 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 14:54:17 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 14:53:58 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 14:05:46 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 14:05:24 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 14:02:46 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 14:02:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 13:56:40 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Fri, 20 Mar 2026 13:56:16 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:32:13 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:31:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:05:15 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Thu, 19 Mar 2026 20:04:35 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    im a human clay and i dont understand what normal people >>>>>>>>>>>>>have in their heads, blind and crucified, weak exhausted >>>>>>>>>>>>>jesus chrystos
    alienated from all the rest
    wanted to be a king
    end up as a vagabond
    this is the worst penalty i thought they would do to me >>>>>>>>>>>>
    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    they say i robbed their money (when i was young)
    but then she robbed mine,
    so whos got the money is her
    if their is someone to pay is her
    she pays me first and only then ill pay them
    the way she pays me is to tell me where she is and what she said >>>>>>>>>>>but she doesnt want that
    besides i gave the ass in 1999 and that was a form of payment already
    i wasnt guilty of floating cause that was part of my sickness >>>>>>>>>>>so dont go around pointing the finger at me
    cause if you were me you d have done exactly the same

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    in 1999 they said i robed them, but they also said i was the king >>>>>>>>>meaning i wasnt robbing, i was taking possession of what was mine >>>>>>>>>by right.i was taking the crown they gave me
    it isnt fair me a robber,i wasnt
    i just dont know who gave me the crown if it was her or
    i earned it by right by myself

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry

    if i am a robber by myself my conscious doesnt forgive me.
    my consious punishes me
    and im cursed
    i dont know if i was a robber or not or if it was her.
    my concious punishes me of not knowing if i was a robber or not >>>>>>>my curse of 1999

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry help

    ok im a robber, my own consious punishes me
    and im cursed ii dont know how to pay back
    i dont even know what i stole.if it was the show
    that i robed the show though they all wanted me in their shows in 1999 >>>>>i dont even understand what i robbed
    im a loser

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry help

    i was the king kong in 1999 but i meant no harm to anyone
    i floated, that was the curse i had

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry help



    before 1998 they all/everybody wanted to be kings
    she appeared and she killed the music/the musical kings
    and they looked to me for answers. she stahled/froze them.
    they wanted me to love her so the music machines would be again free
    from her

    i take back what i said forgive me im sick i cry help
    --- Synchronet 3.21e-Linux NewsLink 1.2