• Re: -,..-about 1999,.-,.-, ,.-

    From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Tue Mar 17 15:00:28 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 10:46:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 10:45:53 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:


    in 1999 they had never seen anyone float that high as me.in space.
    They rocked the world and built a new world for them
    at my expense.they rocked me and the world.they made america great.
    they enriched themselves at my expense.
    if there isnt someone flying theres no king no rocknroll
    the nazaren chryst


    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i was gay happy fag king without crown(or crown with thorns)
    while they were killing me,
    and i wanted people to join my side
    against her.She did the same, she gathered them around her
    the monsters to crucify me.she was the winner
    they didnt want to join my side
    --- Synchronet 3.21d-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Tue Mar 17 15:00:47 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:00:28 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 10:46:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 10:45:53 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:


    in 1999 they had never seen anyone float that high as me.in space.
    They rocked the world and built a new world for them
    at my expense.they rocked me and the world.they made america great.
    they enriched themselves at my expense.
    if there isnt someone flying theres no king no rocknroll
    the nazaren chryst


    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i was gay happy fag king without crown(or crown with thorns)
    while they were killing me,
    and i wanted people to join my side
    against her.She did the same, she gathered them around her
    the monsters to crucify me.she was the winner
    they didnt want to join my side

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help
    --- Synchronet 3.21d-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Tue Mar 17 15:10:37 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:00:47 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:00:28 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 10:46:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 10:45:53 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:


    in 1999 they had never seen anyone float that high as me.in space.
    They rocked the world and built a new world for them
    at my expense.they rocked me and the world.they made america great. >>>>they enriched themselves at my expense.
    if there isnt someone flying theres no king no rocknroll
    the nazaren chryst


    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i was gay happy fag king without crown(or crown with thorns)
    while they were killing me,
    and i wanted people to join my side
    against her.She did the same, she gathered them around her
    the monsters to crucify me.she was the winner
    they didnt want to join my side

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i gained the nickname of the biggest loser in town(a small
    town where i live)the loser of the millenium
    the worlds biggest loser.so much for the fame i gained
    i just lost.she had the good fame no one insulted her like i was
    insulted
    --- Synchronet 3.21d-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Tue Mar 17 15:10:57 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:10:37 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:00:47 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:00:28 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 10:46:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 10:45:53 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:


    in 1999 they had never seen anyone float that high as me.in space. >>>>>They rocked the world and built a new world for them
    at my expense.they rocked me and the world.they made america great. >>>>>they enriched themselves at my expense.
    if there isnt someone flying theres no king no rocknroll
    the nazaren chryst


    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i was gay happy fag king without crown(or crown with thorns) >>>while they were killing me,
    and i wanted people to join my side
    against her.She did the same, she gathered them around her
    the monsters to crucify me.she was the winner
    they didnt want to join my side

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i gained the nickname of the biggest loser in town(a small
    town where i live)the loser of the millenium
    the worlds biggest loser.so much for the fame i gained
    i just lost.she had the good fame no one insulted her like i was
    insulted

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help
    --- Synchronet 3.21d-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Tue Mar 17 16:26:24 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:10:57 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:10:37 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:00:47 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:00:28 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 10:46:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 10:45:53 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:


    in 1999 they had never seen anyone float that high as me.in space. >>>>>>They rocked the world and built a new world for them
    at my expense.they rocked me and the world.they made america great. >>>>>>they enriched themselves at my expense.
    if there isnt someone flying theres no king no rocknroll
    the nazaren chryst


    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i was gay happy fag king without crown(or crown with thorns) >>>>while they were killing me,
    and i wanted people to join my side
    against her.She did the same, she gathered them around her
    the monsters to crucify me.she was the winner
    they didnt want to join my side

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i gained the nickname of the biggest loser in town(a small
    town where i live)the loser of the millenium
    the worlds biggest loser.so much for the fame i gained
    i just lost.she had the good fame no one insulted her like i was
    insulted

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 everybody could eat me except her and her bf
    .cause she was controlling me
    cause she was my master and me the slave for her to release me from
    her.she didnt get the message.she lliked being my mastress she lliked
    to control me though she never told them that
    --- Synchronet 3.21d-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Tue Mar 17 16:26:51 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:26:24 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:10:57 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:10:37 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:00:47 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:00:28 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 10:46:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 10:45:53 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:


    in 1999 they had never seen anyone float that high as me.in space. >>>>>>>They rocked the world and built a new world for them
    at my expense.they rocked me and the world.they made america great. >>>>>>>they enriched themselves at my expense.
    if there isnt someone flying theres no king no rocknroll
    the nazaren chryst


    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i was gay happy fag king without crown(or crown with thorns) >>>>>while they were killing me,
    and i wanted people to join my side
    against her.She did the same, she gathered them around her
    the monsters to crucify me.she was the winner
    they didnt want to join my side

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i gained the nickname of the biggest loser in town(a small
    town where i live)the loser of the millenium
    the worlds biggest loser.so much for the fame i gained
    i just lost.she had the good fame no one insulted her like i was
    insulted

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 everybody could eat me except her and her bf
    .cause she was controlling me
    cause she was my master and me the slave for her to release me from
    her.she didnt get the message.she lliked being my mastress she lliked
    to control me though she never told them that

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help
    --- Synchronet 3.21d-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Tue Mar 17 16:50:12 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:26:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:26:24 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:10:57 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:10:37 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:00:47 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:00:28 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 10:46:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 10:45:53 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:


    in 1999 they had never seen anyone float that high as me.in space. >>>>>>>>They rocked the world and built a new world for them
    at my expense.they rocked me and the world.they made america great. >>>>>>>>they enriched themselves at my expense.
    if there isnt someone flying theres no king no rocknroll
    the nazaren chryst


    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i was gay happy fag king without crown(or crown with thorns) >>>>>>while they were killing me,
    and i wanted people to join my side
    against her.She did the same, she gathered them around her
    the monsters to crucify me.she was the winner
    they didnt want to join my side

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i gained the nickname of the biggest loser in town(a small
    town where i live)the loser of the millenium
    the worlds biggest loser.so much for the fame i gained
    i just lost.she had the good fame no one insulted her like i was >>>>insulted

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 everybody could eat me except her and her bf
    .cause she was controlling me
    cause she was my master and me the slave for her to release me from >>her.she didnt get the message.she lliked being my mastress she lliked
    to control me though she never told them that

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    the majority just because i was sick and weak and shy they thought
    they could fool me because they were stronger than me
    someone taht i dont know who in 1999 started a movement to destroy me
    they thougt they could intimidate me and forced me to lose for her
    im not falling for the same trick twice
    they demanded blood from me and i say they are crazyer than me
    people that do nothing except place the blames on the weak and shy
    like me
    --- Synchronet 3.21d-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Tue Mar 17 16:50:31 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:50:12 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:26:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:26:24 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:10:57 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:10:37 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:00:47 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:00:28 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 10:46:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 10:45:53 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:


    in 1999 they had never seen anyone float that high as me.in space. >>>>>>>>>They rocked the world and built a new world for them
    at my expense.they rocked me and the world.they made america great. >>>>>>>>>they enriched themselves at my expense.
    if there isnt someone flying theres no king no rocknroll
    the nazaren chryst


    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i was gay happy fag king without crown(or crown with thorns) >>>>>>>while they were killing me,
    and i wanted people to join my side
    against her.She did the same, she gathered them around her
    the monsters to crucify me.she was the winner
    they didnt want to join my side

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i gained the nickname of the biggest loser in town(a small >>>>>town where i live)the loser of the millenium
    the worlds biggest loser.so much for the fame i gained
    i just lost.she had the good fame no one insulted her like i was >>>>>insulted

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 everybody could eat me except her and her bf
    .cause she was controlling me
    cause she was my master and me the slave for her to release me from >>>her.she didnt get the message.she lliked being my mastress she lliked
    to control me though she never told them that

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    the majority just because i was sick and weak and shy they thought
    they could fool me because they were stronger than me
    someone taht i dont know who in 1999 started a movement to destroy me
    they thougt they could intimidate me and forced me to lose for her
    im not falling for the same trick twice
    they demanded blood from me and i say they are crazyer than me
    people that do nothing except place the blames on the weak and shy
    like me

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help
    --- Synchronet 3.21d-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Tue Mar 17 16:59:39 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:50:31 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:50:12 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:26:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:26:24 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:10:57 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:10:37 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:00:47 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:00:28 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 10:46:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 10:45:53 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:


    in 1999 they had never seen anyone float that high as me.in space. >>>>>>>>>>They rocked the world and built a new world for them
    at my expense.they rocked me and the world.they made america great. >>>>>>>>>>they enriched themselves at my expense.
    if there isnt someone flying theres no king no rocknroll >>>>>>>>>>the nazaren chryst


    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i was gay happy fag king without crown(or crown with thorns) >>>>>>>>while they were killing me,
    and i wanted people to join my side
    against her.She did the same, she gathered them around her
    the monsters to crucify me.she was the winner
    they didnt want to join my side

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i gained the nickname of the biggest loser in town(a small >>>>>>town where i live)the loser of the millenium
    the worlds biggest loser.so much for the fame i gained
    i just lost.she had the good fame no one insulted her like i was >>>>>>insulted

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 everybody could eat me except her and her bf
    .cause she was controlling me
    cause she was my master and me the slave for her to release me from >>>>her.she didnt get the message.she lliked being my mastress she lliked >>>>to control me though she never told them that

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    the majority just because i was sick and weak and shy they thought
    they could fool me because they were stronger than me
    someone taht i dont know who in 1999 started a movement to destroy me
    they thougt they could intimidate me and forced me to lose for her
    im not falling for the same trick twice
    they demanded blood from me and i say they are crazyer than me
    people that do nothing except place the blames on the weak and shy
    like me

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i explained things to them and tehy didnt understand me
    my point of view nobody listened to what i said
    she was the mastress.what she said mattered and what i said nobody
    gave a damn of what i was saying.i had my way of life
    and they all killed me .she used them to strike at me
    andi never knew why.what for she demanded sacrifice from me
    cause i wasnt loving her.
    i had my life and thhey stole it away because of her
    --- Synchronet 3.21d-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Tue Mar 17 16:59:59 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:59:39 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:50:31 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:50:12 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:26:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:26:24 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:10:57 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:10:37 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:00:47 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:00:28 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 10:46:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 10:45:53 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:


    in 1999 they had never seen anyone float that high as me.in space. >>>>>>>>>>>They rocked the world and built a new world for them
    at my expense.they rocked me and the world.they made america great. >>>>>>>>>>>they enriched themselves at my expense.
    if there isnt someone flying theres no king no rocknroll >>>>>>>>>>>the nazaren chryst


    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i was gay happy fag king without crown(or crown with thorns) >>>>>>>>>while they were killing me,
    and i wanted people to join my side
    against her.She did the same, she gathered them around her >>>>>>>>>the monsters to crucify me.she was the winner
    they didnt want to join my side

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i gained the nickname of the biggest loser in town(a small >>>>>>>town where i live)the loser of the millenium
    the worlds biggest loser.so much for the fame i gained
    i just lost.she had the good fame no one insulted her like i was >>>>>>>insulted

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 everybody could eat me except her and her bf
    .cause she was controlling me
    cause she was my master and me the slave for her to release me from >>>>>her.she didnt get the message.she lliked being my mastress she lliked >>>>>to control me though she never told them that

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    the majority just because i was sick and weak and shy they thought
    they could fool me because they were stronger than me
    someone taht i dont know who in 1999 started a movement to destroy me >>>they thougt they could intimidate me and forced me to lose for her
    im not falling for the same trick twice
    they demanded blood from me and i say they are crazyer than me
    people that do nothing except place the blames on the weak and shy
    like me

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i explained things to them and tehy didnt understand me
    my point of view nobody listened to what i said
    she was the mastress.what she said mattered and what i said nobody
    gave a damn of what i was saying.i had my way of life
    and they all killed me .she used them to strike at me
    andi never knew why.what for she demanded sacrifice from me
    cause i wasnt loving her.
    i had my life and thhey stole it away because of her

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help
    --- Synchronet 3.21d-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Tue Mar 17 17:07:39 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:59:59 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:59:39 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:50:31 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:50:12 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:26:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:26:24 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:10:57 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:10:37 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:00:47 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:00:28 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 10:46:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 10:45:53 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:


    in 1999 they had never seen anyone float that high as me.in space. >>>>>>>>>>>>They rocked the world and built a new world for them
    at my expense.they rocked me and the world.they made america great. >>>>>>>>>>>>they enriched themselves at my expense.
    if there isnt someone flying theres no king no rocknroll >>>>>>>>>>>>the nazaren chryst


    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i was gay happy fag king without crown(or crown with thorns) >>>>>>>>>>while they were killing me,
    and i wanted people to join my side
    against her.She did the same, she gathered them around her >>>>>>>>>>the monsters to crucify me.she was the winner
    they didnt want to join my side

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i gained the nickname of the biggest loser in town(a small >>>>>>>>town where i live)the loser of the millenium
    the worlds biggest loser.so much for the fame i gained
    i just lost.she had the good fame no one insulted her like i was >>>>>>>>insulted

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 everybody could eat me except her and her bf
    .cause she was controlling me
    cause she was my master and me the slave for her to release me from >>>>>>her.she didnt get the message.she lliked being my mastress she lliked >>>>>>to control me though she never told them that

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    the majority just because i was sick and weak and shy they thought >>>>they could fool me because they were stronger than me
    someone taht i dont know who in 1999 started a movement to destroy me >>>>they thougt they could intimidate me and forced me to lose for her
    im not falling for the same trick twice
    they demanded blood from me and i say they are crazyer than me
    people that do nothing except place the blames on the weak and shy
    like me

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i explained things to them and tehy didnt understand me
    my point of view nobody listened to what i said
    she was the mastress.what she said mattered and what i said nobody
    gave a damn of what i was saying.i had my way of life
    and they all killed me .she used them to strike at me
    andi never knew why.what for she demanded sacrifice from me
    cause i wasnt loving her.
    i had my life and thhey stole it away because of her

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 l let the lie that i loved her live so i could be free to seek
    a cure to my disease
    some day i had to take it away
    cause i wanted my life back
    whatever she wanted she got from me in 1999
    i coulndt let the lie live for ever
    if she wanted me she could contact me
    she didnt waste her anyways
    --- Synchronet 3.21d-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Tue Mar 17 17:08:07 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 17:07:39 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:59:59 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:59:39 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:50:31 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:50:12 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:26:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:26:24 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:10:57 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:10:37 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:00:47 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:00:28 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 10:46:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 10:45:53 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:


    in 1999 they had never seen anyone float that high as me.in space. >>>>>>>>>>>>>They rocked the world and built a new world for them >>>>>>>>>>>>>at my expense.they rocked me and the world.they made america great.
    they enriched themselves at my expense.
    if there isnt someone flying theres no king no rocknroll >>>>>>>>>>>>>the nazaren chryst


    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i was gay happy fag king without crown(or crown with thorns) >>>>>>>>>>>while they were killing me,
    and i wanted people to join my side
    against her.She did the same, she gathered them around her >>>>>>>>>>>the monsters to crucify me.she was the winner
    they didnt want to join my side

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i gained the nickname of the biggest loser in town(a small >>>>>>>>>town where i live)the loser of the millenium
    the worlds biggest loser.so much for the fame i gained
    i just lost.she had the good fame no one insulted her like i was >>>>>>>>>insulted

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 everybody could eat me except her and her bf
    .cause she was controlling me
    cause she was my master and me the slave for her to release me from >>>>>>>her.she didnt get the message.she lliked being my mastress she lliked >>>>>>>to control me though she never told them that

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    the majority just because i was sick and weak and shy they thought >>>>>they could fool me because they were stronger than me
    someone taht i dont know who in 1999 started a movement to destroy me >>>>>they thougt they could intimidate me and forced me to lose for her
    im not falling for the same trick twice
    they demanded blood from me and i say they are crazyer than me
    people that do nothing except place the blames on the weak and shy >>>>>like me

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i explained things to them and tehy didnt understand me
    my point of view nobody listened to what i said
    she was the mastress.what she said mattered and what i said nobody
    gave a damn of what i was saying.i had my way of life
    and they all killed me .she used them to strike at me
    andi never knew why.what for she demanded sacrifice from me
    cause i wasnt loving her.
    i had my life and thhey stole it away because of her

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 l let the lie that i loved her live so i could be free to seek
    a cure to my disease
    some day i had to take it away
    cause i wanted my life back
    whatever she wanted she got from me in 1999
    i coulndt let the lie live for ever
    if she wanted me she could contact me
    she didnt waste her anyways

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help
    --- Synchronet 3.21d-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Tue Mar 17 19:09:34 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 17:08:07 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 17:07:39 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:59:59 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:59:39 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:50:31 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:50:12 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:26:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:26:24 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:10:57 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:10:37 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:00:47 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:00:28 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 10:46:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 10:45:53 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>

    in 1999 they had never seen anyone float that high as me.in space.
    They rocked the world and built a new world for them >>>>>>>>>>>>>>at my expense.they rocked me and the world.they made america great.
    they enriched themselves at my expense.
    if there isnt someone flying theres no king no rocknroll >>>>>>>>>>>>>>the nazaren chryst


    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i was gay happy fag king without crown(or crown with thorns)
    while they were killing me,
    and i wanted people to join my side
    against her.She did the same, she gathered them around her >>>>>>>>>>>>the monsters to crucify me.she was the winner
    they didnt want to join my side

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i gained the nickname of the biggest loser in town(a small >>>>>>>>>>town where i live)the loser of the millenium
    the worlds biggest loser.so much for the fame i gained
    i just lost.she had the good fame no one insulted her like i was >>>>>>>>>>insulted

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 everybody could eat me except her and her bf
    .cause she was controlling me
    cause she was my master and me the slave for her to release me from >>>>>>>>her.she didnt get the message.she lliked being my mastress she lliked >>>>>>>>to control me though she never told them that

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    the majority just because i was sick and weak and shy they thought >>>>>>they could fool me because they were stronger than me
    someone taht i dont know who in 1999 started a movement to destroy me >>>>>>they thougt they could intimidate me and forced me to lose for her >>>>>>im not falling for the same trick twice
    they demanded blood from me and i say they are crazyer than me >>>>>>people that do nothing except place the blames on the weak and shy >>>>>>like me

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i explained things to them and tehy didnt understand me
    my point of view nobody listened to what i said
    she was the mastress.what she said mattered and what i said nobody
    gave a damn of what i was saying.i had my way of life
    and they all killed me .she used them to strike at me
    andi never knew why.what for she demanded sacrifice from me
    cause i wasnt loving her.
    i had my life and thhey stole it away because of her

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 l let the lie that i loved her live so i could be free to seek
    a cure to my disease
    some day i had to take it away
    cause i wanted my life back
    whatever she wanted she got from me in 1999
    i coulndt let the lie live for ever
    if she wanted me she could contact me
    she didnt waste her anyways

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    i dont have the right to live, to fall in love to pay my bills
    to have a job.they removed those rights from me
    rights most people have they robbed
    and im old
    --- Synchronet 3.21e-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Tue Mar 17 19:11:00 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 19:09:34 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 17:08:07 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 17:07:39 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:59:59 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:59:39 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:50:31 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:50:12 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:26:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:26:24 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:10:57 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:10:37 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:00:47 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:00:28 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 10:46:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>
    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 10:45:53 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>

    in 1999 they had never seen anyone float that high as me.in space.
    They rocked the world and built a new world for them >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>at my expense.they rocked me and the world.they made america great.
    they enriched themselves at my expense.
    if there isnt someone flying theres no king no rocknroll >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>the nazaren chryst


    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help >>>>>>>>>>>>>
    in 1999 i was gay happy fag king without crown(or crown with thorns)
    while they were killing me,
    and i wanted people to join my side
    against her.She did the same, she gathered them around her >>>>>>>>>>>>>the monsters to crucify me.she was the winner
    they didnt want to join my side

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i gained the nickname of the biggest loser in town(a small >>>>>>>>>>>town where i live)the loser of the millenium
    the worlds biggest loser.so much for the fame i gained
    i just lost.she had the good fame no one insulted her like i was >>>>>>>>>>>insulted

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 everybody could eat me except her and her bf
    .cause she was controlling me
    cause she was my master and me the slave for her to release me from >>>>>>>>>her.she didnt get the message.she lliked being my mastress she lliked >>>>>>>>>to control me though she never told them that

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    the majority just because i was sick and weak and shy they thought >>>>>>>they could fool me because they were stronger than me
    someone taht i dont know who in 1999 started a movement to destroy me >>>>>>>they thougt they could intimidate me and forced me to lose for her >>>>>>>im not falling for the same trick twice
    they demanded blood from me and i say they are crazyer than me >>>>>>>people that do nothing except place the blames on the weak and shy >>>>>>>like me

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i explained things to them and tehy didnt understand me
    my point of view nobody listened to what i said
    she was the mastress.what she said mattered and what i said nobody >>>>>gave a damn of what i was saying.i had my way of life
    and they all killed me .she used them to strike at me
    andi never knew why.what for she demanded sacrifice from me
    cause i wasnt loving her.
    i had my life and thhey stole it away because of her

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 l let the lie that i loved her live so i could be free to seek
    a cure to my disease
    some day i had to take it away
    cause i wanted my life back
    whatever she wanted she got from me in 1999
    i coulndt let the lie live for ever
    if she wanted me she could contact me
    she didnt waste her anyways

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    i dont have the right to live, to fall in love to pay my bills
    to have a job.they removed those rights from me
    rights most people have they robbed
    and im old

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help
    --- Synchronet 3.21e-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Tue Mar 17 19:19:49 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 19:11:00 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 19:09:34 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 17:08:07 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 17:07:39 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:59:59 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:59:39 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:50:31 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:50:12 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:26:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:26:24 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:10:57 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:10:37 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:00:47 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:00:28 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>
    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 10:46:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 10:45:53 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

    in 1999 they had never seen anyone float that high as me.in space.
    They rocked the world and built a new world for them >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>at my expense.they rocked me and the world.they made america great.
    they enriched themselves at my expense.
    if there isnt someone flying theres no king no rocknroll >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>the nazaren chryst


    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    in 1999 i was gay happy fag king without crown(or crown with thorns)
    while they were killing me,
    and i wanted people to join my side
    against her.She did the same, she gathered them around her >>>>>>>>>>>>>>the monsters to crucify me.she was the winner
    they didnt want to join my side

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i gained the nickname of the biggest loser in town(a small >>>>>>>>>>>>town where i live)the loser of the millenium
    the worlds biggest loser.so much for the fame i gained >>>>>>>>>>>>i just lost.she had the good fame no one insulted her like i was >>>>>>>>>>>>insulted

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 everybody could eat me except her and her bf
    .cause she was controlling me
    cause she was my master and me the slave for her to release me from >>>>>>>>>>her.she didnt get the message.she lliked being my mastress she lliked >>>>>>>>>>to control me though she never told them that

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    the majority just because i was sick and weak and shy they thought >>>>>>>>they could fool me because they were stronger than me
    someone taht i dont know who in 1999 started a movement to destroy me >>>>>>>>they thougt they could intimidate me and forced me to lose for her >>>>>>>>im not falling for the same trick twice
    they demanded blood from me and i say they are crazyer than me >>>>>>>>people that do nothing except place the blames on the weak and shy >>>>>>>>like me

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i explained things to them and tehy didnt understand me
    my point of view nobody listened to what i said
    she was the mastress.what she said mattered and what i said nobody >>>>>>gave a damn of what i was saying.i had my way of life
    and they all killed me .she used them to strike at me
    andi never knew why.what for she demanded sacrifice from me
    cause i wasnt loving her.
    i had my life and thhey stole it away because of her

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 l let the lie that i loved her live so i could be free to seek >>>>a cure to my disease
    some day i had to take it away
    cause i wanted my life back
    whatever she wanted she got from me in 1999
    i coulndt let the lie live for ever
    if she wanted me she could contact me
    she didnt waste her anyways

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    i dont have the right to live, to fall in love to pay my bills
    to have a job.they removed those rights from me
    rights most people have they robbed
    and im old

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help


    all she wanted was more and more and more.she was never satisfied with
    me.she demanded sacrifice to have the legit crown from me.
    a person who keeps giving hope is like she was.she didnt want me she
    wanted the crown to be in command
    she deserved nothing from me
    --- Synchronet 3.21e-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Tue Mar 17 19:20:14 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 19:19:49 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 19:11:00 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 19:09:34 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 17:08:07 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 17:07:39 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:59:59 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:59:39 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:50:31 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:50:12 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:26:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 16:26:24 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:10:57 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:10:37 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:00:47 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>
    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:00:28 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 10:46:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    On Tue, 17 Mar 2026 10:45:53 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

    in 1999 they had never seen anyone float that high as me.in space.
    They rocked the world and built a new world for them >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>at my expense.they rocked me and the world.they made america great.
    they enriched themselves at my expense.
    if there isnt someone flying theres no king no rocknroll >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>the nazaren chryst


    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    in 1999 i was gay happy fag king without crown(or crown with thorns)
    while they were killing me,
    and i wanted people to join my side
    against her.She did the same, she gathered them around her >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>the monsters to crucify me.she was the winner >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>they didnt want to join my side

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help >>>>>>>>>>>>>
    in 1999 i gained the nickname of the biggest loser in town(a small >>>>>>>>>>>>>town where i live)the loser of the millenium
    the worlds biggest loser.so much for the fame i gained >>>>>>>>>>>>>i just lost.she had the good fame no one insulted her like i was >>>>>>>>>>>>>insulted

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 everybody could eat me except her and her bf >>>>>>>>>>>.cause she was controlling me
    cause she was my master and me the slave for her to release me from >>>>>>>>>>>her.she didnt get the message.she lliked being my mastress she lliked
    to control me though she never told them that

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    the majority just because i was sick and weak and shy they thought >>>>>>>>>they could fool me because they were stronger than me
    someone taht i dont know who in 1999 started a movement to destroy me >>>>>>>>>they thougt they could intimidate me and forced me to lose for her >>>>>>>>>im not falling for the same trick twice
    they demanded blood from me and i say they are crazyer than me >>>>>>>>>people that do nothing except place the blames on the weak and shy >>>>>>>>>like me

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 i explained things to them and tehy didnt understand me >>>>>>>my point of view nobody listened to what i said
    she was the mastress.what she said mattered and what i said nobody >>>>>>>gave a damn of what i was saying.i had my way of life
    and they all killed me .she used them to strike at me
    andi never knew why.what for she demanded sacrifice from me
    cause i wasnt loving her.
    i had my life and thhey stole it away because of her

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    in 1999 l let the lie that i loved her live so i could be free to seek >>>>>a cure to my disease
    some day i had to take it away
    cause i wanted my life back
    whatever she wanted she got from me in 1999
    i coulndt let the lie live for ever
    if she wanted me she could contact me
    she didnt waste her anyways

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help

    i dont have the right to live, to fall in love to pay my bills
    to have a job.they removed those rights from me
    rights most people have they robbed
    and im old

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help


    all she wanted was more and more and more.she was never satisfied with
    me.she demanded sacrifice to have the legit crown from me.
    a person who keeps giving hope is like she was.she didnt want me she
    wanted the crown to be in command
    she deserved nothing from me

    i take back what i said forgive me i msick i cry help
    --- Synchronet 3.21e-Linux NewsLink 1.2