From Newsgroup: alt.dreams
Last night between roughly 12:00 midnight and 5:00 a.m. (possibly closer to around 1 a.m. or 2:00 a.m.) I was considering that somewhere in my past, deep within my soul, there is (or was) likely a disconnect of some sort that was responsible for the separation between Gina and myself in realityu sort of like
a line of existence, A, and a line of existence B, with the cause of disconnection being event C.
The "idea" that was going through my mind was that if I could "LOVE" that moment, sort of like adding a "drop" of "cure" to "flow through" both "ends" of
the event, the "chain of circumstances," that no matter what went "wrong" during
event C, there would be "love" there to "Unite" the two points, A (the events leading to C, AKA the "cause") and B) the events following event C (AKA the "consequence.")
No sooner had I started contemplating this process, that I "saw" (in my mind's eye) a *pure, WHITE* flash of light, except rather than a "point" (like a burning magnesium flare on the 4th of July) this was a "field" of light: and although trying to put a measurement scale to something "perceived mentally," it
*seemed* like it was around 2"x3", or *somewhere around* that field of measurement units. I also found myself relatively unable to "focus" any thought(s) directly after that, as the idea kept "bouncing around in my head" to
try and recreate that particular flash (if possible) yet it was as if the experience itself simply resolved "all possible need" to reproduce that particular momentu sort of like a "one time cures all" type of moment.
Now while there may be *countless* "religious-based" references to what that "light" may have regarded, there's also a secular-based reference (see Bach, Richard: The Bridge Across Forever (pgs 145u147) (
http://openlibrary.org/works/OL16028317W/The_Bridge_Across_Forever?edition=ia%3ABridgeAcrossFore1984bach))
as well as (and consider this a "reference point" in case this becomes relevant
in the coming future) a piece of clear, cellophane tape, reflecting light (as well as transmitting it) "seen" as a bare fraction of a moment preceding the "mental image" / flash / "vision."
Other dreams involved:
The mobile home being pulled by my Datsun 280 ZX turbo, along with Dad's (and Mom's!) involvement in the dream, along with the view of a "field of dirt" that
had been "scraped clean" for development, along with something to do with an "inflatable pool table" out beside the curb, much like a yard sale.
In the dream, the dreamer "beheld" the view of my (late since 2006) biological father arriving on the scene in my Datsun 280 ZX Turbo, *pulling* / trailoring the 69'x14' mobile home I used to live in.
Please NOTE that IRL ("in real life") that car could *never* have pulled that load *other than perhaps* on a flat, possibly slightly downward-sloped road. But in the dream, he just pulled it right onto the lot. There *was,* however, a
segment of the scene wherein the mobile home "tipped over" onto its side... perhaps representing an allegory of "an idea gone sideways"?
The home was then seen as "upright" and "in place," yet there was also a "field
of dirt" surrounding the home, with little to no memorable explanation as to what that may have been about, and also a *short* segment regarding material laid out *as if* at a yard sale, involving something someone was trying to describe as a "pool table," but looking more like an inflatable pool toy, as it
appeared *smaller* than an actual pool table, and more the shape of a narrow, rectangular raft float.
Various clarities throughout that particular dream.
Then there was the bit about the "Doggy Day" at the ALF ("Assisted Living Facility" where Mom lives, presently.) It was *as if* the facility ("American House") was having a "doggy day" for residents with family members who had pets.
(This particular dream was a bit "chopped up" and thus difficult to perceive, sequentially, even while the dream was ongoing!)
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