• I'VE ALWAYS BEEN A FOOL

    From Wes Thomas@RICKSBBS to All on Sat Mar 21 06:04:55 2026
    epared for those who never personally ask Jesus Christ
    to save them. At the close of the service he asked those who
    wanted to be saved to come forward and have someone show them
    from the Bible how to be saved and go to Heaven.
    I felt very uneasy, and those scriptures on Hell were really
    convicting my heart. But, I couldn't walk down that aisle, why
    everyone knew that John Goetsch was a Christian. I had grown up
    in a Christian home, had gone to church and Sunday School all my
    life. I went to Vacation Bible School and Youth Camp every
    summer. I had been baptized and was a member of the Calvary
    Baptist Church in Watertown, Wisconsin. In fact, I was president
    of athe youth group in my church. But as I walked out of that
    auditorium that night, I could not get away from those scriptures
    on Hell.
    That night and the next day I was miserable. I kept asking
    myself, "Am I going to Heaven or Hell?" Everyone else seemed to
    think I was going to Heaven, but I wasn't sure.
    The following night, I couldn't listen to the preacher. I
    didn't hear a word he said. I kept asking myself over and over;
    am I really going to Hell? Again at the close of the service the
    invitation was given, but I couldn't seem to move. Something
    inside kept saying, "You're good enough, You're better than most
    of these other people, they are the ones that need to be saved,"
    and I listened. Later that night we watched a gospel film. In
    the darkness of that room that night God began to speak in plain,
    simple terms to me. He said, "John, if you don't get saved, you
    are going to go straight to Hell, no matter what anyone else
    thinks, you are not saved!"
    Right then I realized I had been a fool for the devil. He
    had tricked me into thinking that I had been good enough. As the
    film ended, I turned to a pastor who was sitting behind me and
    asked him if he would help me. Pastor Don Phaffe took me to a
    small room and there on my knees on August 1, 1967, at 10:30 p.m.
    I personally asked Jesus Christ to save me. I claimed Romans
    10:13 which says: "Whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord
    shall be saved," and Revelation 3:20, "Behold, I stand at the
    door, and knock; if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I
    will come in..." The Lord didn't trick me that night like the
    devil had. At that moment Jesus Christ forgave my sin and gave
    me everlasting life. No longer was I a fool for the devil.
    I went back to high school that fall with real joy and peace
    in my heart knowing I was on my way to Heaven. During those high
    school years I became very active in athletics playing football,
    basketball, and track, and was achieving some success in all
    sports. By the time I reached my junior and senior years, I was
    completely wrapped up in sports, with little time for anything
    else.
    One day in Sunday School my Youth Pastor asked us to write
    down some goals for our lives. My goal for High School was to
    make all-conference in football. For my College goal, I wrote
    down that I wanted to play College football, and for life my goal
    was to get into some facet of professional sports.
    Things went well and my senior year I captained the football
    team to a 5 win and 3 loss record, quite respectable since our
    high school had not won a single football game in three years
    prior to that. Offers began to come from various colleges asking
    me to play football. Our basketball team was ranked 7th in the
    state of Wisconsin, and I was looking forward to breaking the
    school record in the shot put in track that spring. Sports was
    my god and I just didn't have time to serve Christ too.
    On January 20, 1970, in the middle of my senior year, I was
    sitting in one of my classes and my chest began to hurt. I had
    never felt any pain like it before, but I put off thinking about
    it because we had an important game that night. The pain grew
    steadily worse that afternoon and evening and that night I played
    the worst basketball game I had ever played in my life. I
    disgraced myself and the team. Physically hurting and
    emotionally upset, I went home to bed. However, as soon as I laid
    down flat on my back, the pain became sharp. It seemed as if
    someone was taking a knife and cutting inside my chest.
    At 3:00 a.m. the next morning my parents took me to the
    hospital. They put me in a bed and I stayed in that bed, unable
    to move, for the next 3 months. I had a virus of the heart sac.
    My heart sac was filled with poisonous liquid and was the size of
    a basketball. I missed the rest of my senior year, the rest of
    basketball, and all of the track season.
    All of the time I was in that hospital I never read my Bible
    or prayed once. I was bitter against God because He had taken
    everything I had dreamed of away.
    For the next two years I ran from God and rebelled at even
    the thought of surrendering my life to Him. I gradually worked my
    body back into condition until it was strong and completely
    healthy.
    Three weeks prior to my first college football game, I felt
    the same pain in my chest I had felt two years before. The
    doctors, after two weeks of tests told me that I had an enlarged
    heart, almost two times the size it was supposed to be. They
    informed me that I would never play sports again.
    I was crushed. All I had ever worked for was gone. I went
    back and told the coaches that I would never play again. As I
    walked across the practice field that morning I looked at the
    footballs lying there and walked away knowing I would never pick
    one up again. At that moment my heart broke and I gave my life to
    Christ. I told the Lord I had run from Him long enough and if He
    wanted my life, He could have it all.
    I drove home and parked the car in the garage. My mother came
    running out and said, "John! John! you can play football!" I
    said, "No, the doctors told me this morning that I would never
    play again." She replied, "I know, but they just called. The
    tests were read wrong. You are perfectly healthy and can start
    playing tomorrow!" I bowed my head and thought, "If only I had
    been willing to give God my life two years ago when He wanted
    it..."
    Though God allowed me to play 3 years of college football and
    4 years of college basketball, I never again let myself be a fool
    for sports and put anything before Christ.
    I went to Maranatha Baptist Bible College and it was while I
    was there that God called me to be a preacher and into Evangelism
    to help others, like you, find Christ as your Saviour and serve
    Him.
    I Corinthians 3:18 says, "Let no man deceive himself, if any
    man among you seemeth to abe wise in this world, let him become a
    fool (for Christ), that he may be wise."
    Today, friend, don't be a fool for the devil any longer.
    Right now in simple faith ask Jesus Christ to come into your
    heart and life, repent your sin, and ask Him to give you eternal
    life.
    If you have been saved, don't be a fool to the temporal
    things of this life. Dedicate your life to your Saviour and be a
    fool for Him.

    From the S.O.N. BBS, WI

    d didn't trick me that night like the
    devil had. At that moment Jesus Christ forgave my sin


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