Experience description:

During a 15-day intensive therapy process to eliminate my stuttering, I spent 1 week without speaking and isolated so as to start enunciation and breathing exercises.
I started with meditation, relaxation and visualization and in a state of deep meditation, in my external and internal silence, I managed to "remember" if that is the word, two things that occurred during the very moment I was born:

- First, "I remembered" the feeling I had when I came out of my mother's
womb, a feeling of intense cold, very cold.

- Second, I managed to "remember" what I "thought," if those are the
right words - I don't know - the following: "Again?" I will again have to
start again an entire experience of growing, working, suffering, living and dying; at that moment during which I was, I considered it as something bad and negative, I remember that I did not like it ... but now in adulthood, I greatly appreciate having the opportunity to live, experience and help other people.

I also have other NDE experiences of my mother, now deceased, I will try to fill out another form if possible.


At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event? No

Was the experience difficult to express in words? No

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? During the time the deep meditation lasted

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compared to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? Normal consciousness and alertness. The same more or less.

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. The same

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. The same.

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?
No

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Calm

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No

Did you see an unearthly light? No

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience? Yes. The same ones that I have previously described in answer to another question.

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? No

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? No

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? No

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life ("life after death")? No

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist? No

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime? Yes. What I remembered at the time of my birth, as explained above

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist? Yes. We are all one with what surrounds us, living or inert.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life's meaning or purpose? Yes. Evolve to another higher spiritual plane.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life's difficulties, challenges, or hardships? Yes. They
are opportunities that are given to us to evolve to another higher spiritual plane.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love? Yes. Loving everything that surrounds us makes us more sensitive and human.

During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives? No

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose? Yes. Help other people to improve their fluency of speech or in what I, modestly, can help.

What occurred during your experience included: Content that was entirely consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I do not know how my remembrance of the experience compares to my remembrance of other life events. Remembering a memory or thought from before is hard to explain.

Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience: I live more conscious of my spiritual existence and I see my body as something external to me; I see myself as a spectator of my own existence and I relativize a lot all the good or bad things that happen to me.

My experience directly resulted in: Moderate changes in my life

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience? Yes. I have a different concept of God than before.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? No

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? To be aware that reincarnation exists.

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes. Some 8 years later; disbelief. They were not influenced.

Did you have any knowledge of near-death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Yes. From my mother who had one in her youth and explained it to me with great peace and serenity. She did not affect at all.

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened: Experience was definitely real. I was assimilating it over time; it could be said that I was gradually remembering it more and more, as well as who I was in my previous existence.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time: Experience was definitely real. As I already mentioned, over time I have assimilated it and remembered it better.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? No

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? no

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? No

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Since this was not an NDE, some questions have been difficult to answer or explain. Disclose them.

What could a national organization with an interest in near death experience (NDE) do that would be of interest to you? Organize local meetings to share those experiences with other people with existential doubts.

Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? More sensitive toward other living beings.

Clarke,
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