• On The Road To Lowell by Sam Shepard

    From will.dockery@will.dockery@gmail.com (W.Dockery) to alt.arts.poetry.comments,rec.music.dylan,rec.arts.poems on Sun Feb 2 00:55:02 2025
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    Added to rec.music.dylan for archival purposes, from the Rolling Thunder Logbook(Sam Shepard):

    On The Road To Lowell

    Allen's in the front, in the nondriver position. Some people who sit in
    that position, who know how to drive a car, sit differently from those
    who don't. Allen's on of those who don't. He sits sort of sideways,
    black,
    graying curls jumping like little springs over his ears, head bent low
    over Kerouac's Mexico City Blues, stacks of other Kerouac's falling off
    his
    knees: Dr. Sax, Visions of Cody, Dharma Bums - all flowing picture words
    of
    places we're heading straight into. First glimpse of Lowell off the edge
    of
    freeway is the opposite of what you'd call romantic. Smoking black brick
    skeleton buildings, stacked-up clapboard houses, dirty little parks,
    brown
    gymansiums. We swing off with Allen carrying on a running narration.
    Kerouac leaping through his childhood. We're being followed this time by
    a
    reporter from Rolling Stone in a red Galaxy. Driver Jack does a few
    fancy hangtails and leaves the sleuth behind. We pull up at Nick's
    Lounge,
    a depressing little Massachusetts bar owned by Kerouac's brother-in-law,
    Nick Sampas. Inside there's some kind of police blowout going
    on for a local candidate for mayor or governor or something. Hard-ass-
    looking beer drinkers. Everyone juiced in the middle of the day.
    Crepe-paper decorations, spaghetti a la carte, garlic bread. The place
    is
    really loud and in different circumstances would make even a redneck
    paranoid. Everything's set up for us though, and the Sampas brothers
    greet
    us with genuine hospitality and good cheer. Nick Sampas is built a green
    quarter horse and talks like you're clear across the room even when
    you're
    standing right next to him. Tony is the opposite of his brother.
    Tall, thin, soft spoken and somehow immediatley puts you in mind of
    William Burroughs. He chain-smokes and talks about his memories of
    Jack. On the wall, lost in among dozena of snapshots of other locals,
    is a color Polaroid shot of Kerouac and a girl taken right there in
    Nick's. Taken about a month before he died. He looks very soused and
    bloated. we're treated to big plates of spaghetti and cold beer as we
    run down the different locations we want to hit with Tony. Tony smiles
    as he hears the names, as though each brought its own special picture
    to mind.

    We head out in Tony's big station wagon with the heater turned on
    full blast. Halfway to the cemetery to visit Kerouac's grave, Tony
    pulls out a tape recorder and a special tape."This thing was recorded
    at the bar. I don't think anyone outside the family's evr heard it."
    He snaps the cassette inot place and suddenly there's the voice of Jack.
    Speaking like a ghost over time. Ginsberg listens with a smile.
    There it is, right inside a station wagon, captured in his hometown,
    the rasping whacked-out voice of Kerouac hisself. He's obviously
    ripped on something because the associations are nonstop, sometimes
    lilting into a old cowboy song, sometimes beating out the rhythm of
    language on his knees, trains, drunks, brakemen, California,"the
    midnight ghost, good codeine, howlin' round the bend, jockeys all
    ride away in cadillacs, files full of potatoes, Santa Clara Valley,
    Morgan Hill, dippin' into the past, cement factory, looks like
    Kafka, lettuce bowl of the world, all ya gotta do is git an airplane,
    fill it with mayonnaise, fly over and drop it, now you shoot up toward
    the high school." We swing into the graveyard through black iron gates,
    fresh graaves being dug, old names on rock:"Maloney,"
    "O'Keefe,"
    "Killmarten," "Benoit," "Ti-Jean." We stop.

    LOWELL NOTES

    Kingdom of childhood
    hometown-innocent
    roots-Dr. Sax-origins of the prophet
    language
    birth and death in same place
    rebirth
    life after-kingdom after death
    dream of world outside
    escape to bigger world
    return to safety of small world
    escape death
    protection through religion
    superstition
    Catholic
    religion/fear
    escape through travel
    Ambrose Bierce
    Lafcadio Hearn
    speaking in tongues
    miracle

    LOWELL LOCATIONS

    Grave
    Library
    High School
    Mill Co.
    Baptiste Church(what saint will deliver us?)
    Moody St. Bridge
    Textile Lunch
    Orphanage
    Grotto
    Castle(Dr. Sax)
    Birthplace
    Nick's Lounge
    Pool Hall(play for high stakes-souls and sings sins)

    SINGING ON THE GRAVE
    October-Lowell
    (On the opposite page is a photograph of Bob looking down
    very pensively on John L. Kerouac's grave.)

    Allen quotes from Kerouac's favorite Shakespeare:" How like a
    winter hath my absence been....What freezings have I felt, what
    dark days seen!/What old December's bareness everywhere!"
    It's right close to the time of the year he died in. Trees
    sticking up naked, blankets of blowing leaves. Dylan and Ginsberg
    perched close to the ground, cross-legged, facing this tiny marble
    plaque, half buried in the grass: "'TI-JEAN' [little Jack], JOHN L.
    KEROUAC, Mar. 12, 1922-Oct. 21, 1969 - HE HONORED LIFE - STELLA HIS
    WIFE, Nov. 11, 1918-." Dylan's tuning up his Martin while Ginsberg
    causes his little shoe-box harmonium to breathe out notes across the
    lawn. Soon a slow blues takes shape with each of them exchanging
    verses, then Allen moving into an improvised poem to the ground, to
    the sky, to thte day, to Jack, to life, to music, to the worms,
    to bones, to travel, to the States. I try to look at both of them
    head-on, with no special ideas of who or what they are but just to
    try to see them there in front of me. They emerge as simple men with
    a secret aim in mind. each of them opposite but still in harmony.
    Alive and singing to the dead and living. Sitting flat on the earth,
    above bones, beneath trees and hearing what they hear.

    DYLAN'S HANDS

    (On the opposite page there are two photographs, one of Sam Shepard,
    Ginsberg and Dylan with Dylan playing the harmonium,and a second one
    of Dylan and Ginsberg with Dylan playing the guitar. Both of them are
    right next to the Jack's grave.)

    White, wrinkled, double-jointed little finger. Long nails hovering
    overe Allen's harmonium like a tentacle animal. Weathered, milky
    leather hands that tell more than his face about music and where
    he's been. Ancient, demonic, almost scary, nonhuman hands.
    (A photograph of Dylan with dark glasses on.)

    STATIONS

    Catholic Grotto, Lowell, Mass.: Huge cement crucifix bleeding down
    from a hill overlooking the playground of a French orphanage. Behind
    it, the river swirling under the Moody Bridge. Dylan peering up at
    Christ face. "What can you do for a guy like that?" Portugese kids
    released from class, swarming through glassed-in sculptures of the
    Stations of the Cross. Southsea-island language hitting the cold air.
    Old frenchman soothing his rosary between flat fingers, kneeling in
    front
    of the blue Virgin. Ginsberg and Dylan lighting prayer candles
    in a cave. Cameras tracking them through the playground. Little kids,
    like insect life, buzzing all around them. Basketballs whizzing
    past their heads. Kids, shipped in from the voodoo culture,
    from the fat sunny ocean to the cold white East Coast. Other rich
    kids shipped from Manhattan. Catholic culture. Dormitories on the sixth
    floor lined with aisles of neat little white pint-size beds. Crosses
    all over the green walls. Short basin sinks and toilets. Nuns walking
    into the camera. Walking into the empty room with a bearded bald man
    walking in slow motion, arma crossed on his chest, and a dwarf-like
    caballero sitting on a bed, staring out a blowing window. No talking.
    Just sitting and walking. Just the whirring of the sixteen millimeter
    and the shuffle of the Nagra.

    LOWELL, MASSACHUSETTS

    Now, in the face of burned-out Kerouac, Cassady, and all the other
    ones who went over the hill, this life seems like a miracle. Still
    ongoing. Ignoring all that. Respecting it but not indulging in remorse.
    Allen and Dylan singing on his grave. Allen, full of life, hope, and
    resurrection. Poets of this now life. This here life. This one lived
    and living.

    "Dead and don't know it. Living and do. The living have a dead
    idea."
    Kerouac, Mexico City Blues


    Test post, good article on Kerouac, Ginsberg and other Beat poets and
    Bob
    Dylan.


    This is a response to the post seen at: http://www.jlaforums.com/viewtopic.php?p=657882201#657882201
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  • From will.dockery@will.dockery@gmail.com (W.Dockery) to alt.arts.poetry.comments,rec.music.dylan,rec.arts.poems on Tue Feb 4 09:17:22 2025
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    From the Rolling Thunder Logbook(Sam Shepard):

    On The Road To Lowell

    Allen's in the front, in the nondriver position. Some people who sit in
    that position, who know how to drive a car, sit differently from those
    who don't. Allen's on of those who don't. He sits sort of sideways,
    black,
    graying curls jumping like little springs over his ears, head bent low
    over Kerouac's Mexico City Blues, stacks of other Kerouac's falling off
    his
    knees: Dr. Sax, Visions of Cody, Dharma Bums - all flowing picture words
    of
    places we're heading straight into. First glimpse of Lowell off the edge
    of
    freeway is the opposite of what you'd call romantic. Smoking black brick
    skeleton buildings, stacked-up clapboard houses, dirty little parks,
    brown
    gymansiums. We swing off with Allen carrying on a running narration.
    Kerouac leaping through his childhood. We're being followed this time by
    a
    reporter from Rolling Stone in a red Galaxy. Driver Jack does a few
    fancy hangtails and leaves the sleuth behind. We pull up at Nick's
    Lounge,
    a depressing little Massachusetts bar owned by Kerouac's brother-in-law,
    Nick Sampas. Inside there's some kind of police blowout going
    on for a local candidate for mayor or governor or something. Hard-ass-
    looking beer drinkers. Everyone juiced in the middle of the day.
    Crepe-paper decorations, spaghetti a la carte, garlic bread. The place
    is
    really loud and in different circumstances would make even a redneck
    paranoid. Everything's set up for us though, and the Sampas brothers
    greet
    us with genuine hospitality and good cheer. Nick Sampas is built a green
    quarter horse and talks like you're clear across the room even when
    you're
    standing right next to him. Tony is the opposite of his brother.
    Tall, thin, soft spoken and somehow immediatley puts you in mind of
    William Burroughs. He chain-smokes and talks about his memories of
    Jack. On the wall, lost in among dozena of snapshots of other locals,
    is a color Polaroid shot of Kerouac and a girl taken right there in
    Nick's. Taken about a month before he died. He looks very soused and
    bloated. we're treated to big plates of spaghetti and cold beer as we
    run down the different locations we want to hit with Tony. Tony smiles
    as he hears the names, as though each brought its own special picture
    to mind.

    We head out in Tony's big station wagon with the heater turned on
    full blast. Halfway to the cemetery to visit Kerouac's grave, Tony
    pulls out a tape recorder and a special tape."This thing was recorded
    at the bar. I don't think anyone outside the family's evr heard it."
    He snaps the cassette inot place and suddenly there's the voice of Jack.
    Speaking like a ghost over time. Ginsberg listens with a smile.
    There it is, right inside a station wagon, captured in his hometown,
    the rasping whacked-out voice of Kerouac hisself. He's obviously
    ripped on something because the associations are nonstop, sometimes
    lilting into a old cowboy song, sometimes beating out the rhythm of
    language on his knees, trains, drunks, brakemen, California,"the
    midnight ghost, good codeine, howlin' round the bend, jockeys all
    ride away in cadillacs, files full of potatoes, Santa Clara Valley,
    Morgan Hill, dippin' into the past, cement factory, looks like
    Kafka, lettuce bowl of the world, all ya gotta do is git an airplane,
    fill it with mayonnaise, fly over and drop it, now you shoot up toward
    the high school." We swing into the graveyard through black iron gates,
    fresh graaves being dug, old names on rock:"Maloney,"
    "O'Keefe,"
    "Killmarten," "Benoit," "Ti-Jean." We stop.

    LOWELL NOTES

    Kingdom of childhood
    hometown-innocent
    roots-Dr. Sax-origins of the prophet
    language
    birth and death in same place
    rebirth
    life after-kingdom after death
    dream of world outside
    escape to bigger world
    return to safety of small world
    escape death
    protection through religion
    superstition
    Catholic
    religion/fear
    escape through travel
    Ambrose Bierce
    Lafcadio Hearn
    speaking in tongues
    miracle

    LOWELL LOCATIONS

    Grave
    Library
    High School
    Mill Co.
    Baptiste Church(what saint will deliver us?)
    Moody St. Bridge
    Textile Lunch
    Orphanage
    Grotto
    Castle(Dr. Sax)
    Birthplace
    Nick's Lounge
    Pool Hall(play for high stakes-souls and sings sins)

    SINGING ON THE GRAVE
    October-Lowell
    (On the opposite page is a photograph of Bob looking down
    very pensively on John L. Kerouac's grave.)

    Allen quotes from Kerouac's favorite Shakespeare:" How like a
    winter hath my absence been....What freezings have I felt, what
    dark days seen!/What old December's bareness everywhere!"
    It's right close to the time of the year he died in. Trees
    sticking up naked, blankets of blowing leaves. Dylan and Ginsberg
    perched close to the ground, cross-legged, facing this tiny marble
    plaque, half buried in the grass: "'TI-JEAN' [little Jack], JOHN L.
    KEROUAC, Mar. 12, 1922-Oct. 21, 1969 - HE HONORED LIFE - STELLA HIS
    WIFE, Nov. 11, 1918-." Dylan's tuning up his Martin while Ginsberg
    causes his little shoe-box harmonium to breathe out notes across the
    lawn. Soon a slow blues takes shape with each of them exchanging
    verses, then Allen moving into an improvised poem to the ground, to
    the sky, to thte day, to Jack, to life, to music, to the worms,
    to bones, to travel, to the States. I try to look at both of them
    head-on, with no special ideas of who or what they are but just to
    try to see them there in front of me. They emerge as simple men with
    a secret aim in mind. each of them opposite but still in harmony.
    Alive and singing to the dead and living. Sitting flat on the earth,
    above bones, beneath trees and hearing what they hear.

    DYLAN'S HANDS

    (On the opposite page there are two photographs, one of Sam Shepard,
    Ginsberg and Dylan with Dylan playing the harmonium,and a second one
    of Dylan and Ginsberg with Dylan playing the guitar. Both of them are
    right next to the Jack's grave.)

    White, wrinkled, double-jointed little finger. Long nails hovering
    overe Allen's harmonium like a tentacle animal. Weathered, milky
    leather hands that tell more than his face about music and where
    he's been. Ancient, demonic, almost scary, nonhuman hands.
    (A photograph of Dylan with dark glasses on.)

    STATIONS

    Catholic Grotto, Lowell, Mass.: Huge cement crucifix bleeding down
    from a hill overlooking the playground of a French orphanage. Behind
    it, the river swirling under the Moody Bridge. Dylan peering up at
    Christ face. "What can you do for a guy like that?" Portugese kids
    released from class, swarming through glassed-in sculptures of the
    Stations of the Cross. Southsea-island language hitting the cold air.
    Old frenchman soothing his rosary between flat fingers, kneeling in
    front
    of the blue Virgin. Ginsberg and Dylan lighting prayer candles
    in a cave. Cameras tracking them through the playground. Little kids,
    like insect life, buzzing all around them. Basketballs whizzing
    past their heads. Kids, shipped in from the voodoo culture,
    from the fat sunny ocean to the cold white East Coast. Other rich
    kids shipped from Manhattan. Catholic culture. Dormitories on the sixth
    floor lined with aisles of neat little white pint-size beds. Crosses
    all over the green walls. Short basin sinks and toilets. Nuns walking
    into the camera. Walking into the empty room with a bearded bald man
    walking in slow motion, arma crossed on his chest, and a dwarf-like
    caballero sitting on a bed, staring out a blowing window. No talking.
    Just sitting and walking. Just the whirring of the sixteen millimeter
    and the shuffle of the Nagra.

    LOWELL, MASSACHUSETTS

    Now, in the face of burned-out Kerouac, Cassady, and all the other
    ones who went over the hill, this life seems like a miracle. Still
    ongoing. Ignoring all that. Respecting it but not indulging in remorse.
    Allen and Dylan singing on his grave. Allen, full of life, hope, and
    resurrection. Poets of this now life. This here life. This one lived
    and living.

    "Dead and don't know it. Living and do. The living have a dead
    idea."
    Kerouac, Mexico City Blues


    Test post, good article on Kerouac, Ginsberg and other Beat poets and
    Bob
    Dylan.


    This is a response to the post seen at: http://www.jlaforums.com/viewtopic.php?p=657882201#657882201

    Of course Sam Sheppard passed away a year or so ago so we'll have no
    additional feedback from him about these events.

    May he Rest in Peace.

    EfOA
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