• ,.-.,about 1999,.-,.

    From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Sun Nov 2 12:48:10 2025
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    ive never been so fooled and dishonoureed
    and raped and molested like in 1999
    that was hell, abused and destroyed
    the problem is that they were watching
    and i was naked, not anonymous
    if they didnt knew the local rats/snorts
    where i live id never done anything chaotic
    cause it was publlic
    the local rats her friends had to fuck me when
    i ha never done anything wrong to them nor to her in 1999
    i have no ego.my ego in 1999 was the rockstars0s egos
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  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Sun Nov 2 12:48:40 2025
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 12:48:10 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    ive never been so fooled and dishonoureed
    and raped and molested like in 1999
    that was hell, abused and destroyed
    the problem is that they were watching
    and i was naked, not anonymous
    if they didnt knew the local rats/snorts
    where i live id never done anything chaotic
    cause it was publlic
    the local rats her friends had to fuck me when
    i ha never done anything wrong to them nor to her in 1999
    i have no ego.my ego in 1999 was the rockstars0s egos

    i take bakc what i said today forgive me im sick i cry,.-.-
    --- Synchronet 3.21a-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Sun Nov 2 17:07:08 2025
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 12:48:40 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 12:48:10 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    ive never been so fooled and dishonoureed
    and raped and molested like in 1999
    that was hell, abused and destroyed
    the problem is that they were watching
    and i was naked, not anonymous
    if they didnt knew the local rats/snorts
    where i live id never done anything chaotic
    cause it was publlic
    the local rats her friends had to fuck me when
    i ha never done anything wrong to them nor to her in 1999
    i have no ego.my ego in 1999 was the rockstars0s egos

    i take bakc what i said today forgive me im sick i cry,.-.-

    Alien ant farm band= bad monkeys
    --- Synchronet 3.21a-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Sun Nov 2 17:07:36 2025
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 17:07:08 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 12:48:40 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 12:48:10 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    ive never been so fooled and dishonoureed
    and raped and molested like in 1999
    that was hell, abused and destroyed
    the problem is that they were watching
    and i was naked, not anonymous
    if they didnt knew the local rats/snorts
    where i live id never done anything chaotic
    cause it was publlic
    the local rats her friends had to fuck me when
    i ha never done anything wrong to them nor to her in 1999
    i have no ego.my ego in 1999 was the rockstars0s egos

    i take bakc what i said today forgive me im sick i cry,.-.-

    Alien ant farm band= bad monkeys

    i take back what i said today forgive me im sick i cry,-..
    --- Synchronet 3.21a-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Sun Nov 2 19:28:34 2025
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 17:07:36 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 17:07:08 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 12:48:40 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 12:48:10 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    ive never been so fooled and dishonoureed
    and raped and molested like in 1999
    that was hell, abused and destroyed
    the problem is that they were watching
    and i was naked, not anonymous
    if they didnt knew the local rats/snorts
    where i live id never done anything chaotic
    cause it was publlic
    the local rats her friends had to fuck me when
    i ha never done anything wrong to them nor to her in 1999
    i have no ego.my ego in 1999 was the rockstars0s egos

    i take bakc what i said today forgive me im sick i cry,.-.-

    Alien ant farm band= bad monkeys

    i take back what i said today forgive me im sick i cry,-..


    when i was floating high they were all copying me
    burning me but they werent burning my inner me they were
    burning my outer me
    i was bleeding but i didnt want to let it show.(stubborn me)
    otherwise she would win
    i was dumb and stupid.
    she was inside me and i was bleeding cause of her bf.
    i was above them it idnt bother me.i meant to
    tell her that was superior to everybody aka superior to her
    to piss her off,
    --- Synchronet 3.21a-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Sun Nov 2 19:29:06 2025
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 19:28:34 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 17:07:36 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 17:07:08 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 12:48:40 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 12:48:10 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    ive never been so fooled and dishonoureed
    and raped and molested like in 1999
    that was hell, abused and destroyed
    the problem is that they were watching
    and i was naked, not anonymous
    if they didnt knew the local rats/snorts
    where i live id never done anything chaotic
    cause it was publlic
    the local rats her friends had to fuck me when
    i ha never done anything wrong to them nor to her in 1999
    i have no ego.my ego in 1999 was the rockstars0s egos

    i take bakc what i said today forgive me im sick i cry,.-.-

    Alien ant farm band= bad monkeys

    i take back what i said today forgive me im sick i cry,-..


    when i was floating high they were all copying me
    burning me but they werent burning my inner me they were
    burning my outer me
    i was bleeding but i didnt want to let it show.(stubborn me)
    otherwise she would win
    i was dumb and stupid.
    she was inside me and i was bleeding cause of her bf.
    i was above them it idnt bother me.i meant to
    tell her that was superior to everybody aka superior to her
    to piss her off,


    i take bakc whta i said today forgive me im sick icry,.-,-
    --- Synchronet 3.21a-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Sun Nov 2 19:37:09 2025
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 19:28:34 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 17:07:36 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 17:07:08 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 12:48:40 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 12:48:10 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    ive never been so fooled and dishonoureed
    and raped and molested like in 1999
    that was hell, abused and destroyed
    the problem is that they were watching
    and i was naked, not anonymous
    if they didnt knew the local rats/snorts
    where i live id never done anything chaotic
    cause it was publlic
    the local rats her friends had to fuck me when
    i ha never done anything wrong to them nor to her in 1999
    i have no ego.my ego in 1999 was the rockstars0s egos

    i take bakc what i said today forgive me im sick i cry,.-.-

    Alien ant farm band= bad monkeys

    i take back what i said today forgive me im sick i cry,-..


    when i was floating high they were all copying me
    burning me but they werent burning my inner me they were
    burning my outer me
    i was bleeding but i didnt want to let it show.(stubborn me)
    otherwise she would win
    i was dumb and stupid.
    she was inside me and i was bleeding cause of her bf.
    i was above them it idnt bother me.i meant to
    tell her that was superior to everybody aka superior to her
    to piss her off,



    in 1999 i wasnt my inner me, i was my outer me.

    physically i was outside myself

    my back bone membrane was disconnected from the spine

    i didnt feel my self

    i wasnt normal

    in 1999 cause of that i understood things in a diferent way

    almost as if i was some sort of alien

    in 1999 i understood nothing they said

    she and the stars really nailed me down
    --- Synchronet 3.21a-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Sun Nov 2 19:37:41 2025
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 19:37:09 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 19:28:34 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 17:07:36 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 17:07:08 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 12:48:40 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 12:48:10 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    ive never been so fooled and dishonoureed
    and raped and molested like in 1999
    that was hell, abused and destroyed
    the problem is that they were watching
    and i was naked, not anonymous
    if they didnt knew the local rats/snorts
    where i live id never done anything chaotic
    cause it was publlic
    the local rats her friends had to fuck me when
    i ha never done anything wrong to them nor to her in 1999
    i have no ego.my ego in 1999 was the rockstars0s egos

    i take bakc what i said today forgive me im sick i cry,.-.-

    Alien ant farm band= bad monkeys

    i take back what i said today forgive me im sick i cry,-..


    when i was floating high they were all copying me
    burning me but they werent burning my inner me they were
    burning my outer me
    i was bleeding but i didnt want to let it show.(stubborn me)
    otherwise she would win
    i was dumb and stupid.
    she was inside me and i was bleeding cause of her bf.
    i was above them it idnt bother me.i meant to
    tell her that was superior to everybody aka superior to her
    to piss her off,



    in 1999 i wasnt my inner me, i was my outer me.

    physically i was outside myself

    my back bone membrane was disconnected from the spine

    i didnt feel my self

    i wasnt normal

    in 1999 cause of that i understood things in a diferent way

    almost as if i was some sort of alien

    in 1999 i understood nothing they said

    she and the stars really nailed me down

    i take back what i said today forgive me im sick icr y,.-
    --- Synchronet 3.21a-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Nov 3 15:14:38 2025
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 17:07:08 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 12:48:40 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 12:48:10 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    ive never been so fooled and dishonoureed
    and raped and molested like in 1999
    that was hell, abused and destroyed
    the problem is that they were watching
    and i was naked, not anonymous
    if they didnt knew the local rats/snorts
    where i live id never done anything chaotic
    cause it was publlic
    the local rats her friends had to fuck me when
    i ha never done anything wrong to them nor to her in 1999
    i have no ego.my ego in 1999 was the rockstars0s egos

    i take bakc what i said today forgive me im sick i cry,.-.-

    Alien ant farm band tried to convince me i was the monkey
    when i wasnt
    --- Synchronet 3.21a-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Nov 3 15:15:14 2025
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 03 Nov 2025 15:14:38 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 17:07:08 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 12:48:40 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 12:48:10 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    ive never been so fooled and dishonoureed
    and raped and molested like in 1999
    that was hell, abused and destroyed
    the problem is that they were watching
    and i was naked, not anonymous
    if they didnt knew the local rats/snorts
    where i live id never done anything chaotic
    cause it was publlic
    the local rats her friends had to fuck me when
    i ha never done anything wrong to them nor to her in 1999
    i have no ego.my ego in 1999 was the rockstars0s egos

    i take bakc what i said today forgive me im sick i cry,.-.-

    Alien ant farm band tried to convince me i was the monkey
    when i wasnt

    i take back what i said today forgive me im sick icry
    --- Synchronet 3.21a-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Nov 3 15:32:42 2025
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 03 Nov 2025 15:15:14 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 03 Nov 2025 15:14:38 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 17:07:08 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 12:48:40 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 12:48:10 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    ive never been so fooled and dishonoureed
    and raped and molested like in 1999
    that was hell, abused and destroyed
    the problem is that they were watching
    and i was naked, not anonymous
    if they didnt knew the local rats/snorts
    where i live id never done anything chaotic
    cause it was publlic
    the local rats her friends had to fuck me when
    i ha never done anything wrong to them nor to her in 1999
    i have no ego.my ego in 1999 was the rockstars0s egos

    i take bakc what i said today forgive me im sick i cry,.-.-

    Alien ant farm band tried to convince me i was the monkey
    when i wasnt

    i take back what i said today forgive me im sick icry

    everybody was lokking for god in 1999
    cause jesus had been dead 2k years ago
    i was god cause i was a sick kid
    and i was crucified.

    Reply: im not god now cause im not floating high

    let the birds who fly high be gods in the sky
    let the rockstars be gods let the nobel laureated
    be kings and gods
    let the ones who fly highest be gods
    let they who have plenty to teach be gods
    i have nothing to teach
    im not god and i never really was, kust a sick kid
    --- Synchronet 3.21a-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Nov 3 15:34:07 2025
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 03 Nov 2025 15:32:42 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 03 Nov 2025 15:15:14 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 03 Nov 2025 15:14:38 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 17:07:08 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 12:48:40 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 02 Nov 2025 12:48:10 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    ive never been so fooled and dishonoureed
    and raped and molested like in 1999
    that was hell, abused and destroyed
    the problem is that they were watching
    and i was naked, not anonymous
    if they didnt knew the local rats/snorts
    where i live id never done anything chaotic
    cause it was publlic
    the local rats her friends had to fuck me when
    i ha never done anything wrong to them nor to her in 1999
    i have no ego.my ego in 1999 was the rockstars0s egos

    i take bakc what i said today forgive me im sick i cry,.-.-

    Alien ant farm band tried to convince me i was the monkey
    when i wasnt

    i take back what i said today forgive me im sick icry

    everybody was lokking for god in 1999
    cause jesus had been dead 2k years ago
    i was god cause i was a sick kid
    and i was crucified.

    Reply: im not god now cause im not floating high

    let the birds who fly high be gods in the sky
    let the rockstars be gods let the nobel laureated
    be kings and gods
    let the ones who fly highest be gods
    let they who have plenty to teach be gods
    i have nothing to teach
    im not god and i never really was, kust a sick kid

    i take back what i said today forgive me im sick icry
    --- Synchronet 3.21a-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Nov 3 16:28:15 2025
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression


    in 1999 i was just a sick kid who had the hunger for greatness
    and didnt knew there were vampires.
    and whenn i got to the top i had nothing to say important or special
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  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Nov 3 16:28:50 2025
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 03 Nov 2025 16:28:15 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:


    in 1999 i was just a sick kid who had the hunger for greatness
    and didnt knew there were vampires.
    and whenn i got to the top i had nothing to say important or special

    i take bakc hwat i said today forgive me im sick i cry,.-,.-
    --- Synchronet 3.21a-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Nov 3 19:34:51 2025
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    they wanted me to love her based on what?
    she was a ghost
    i had nothing to hold on to.
    i had nothing factual, she gave me nothing.
    she gave it to the stars?and then they expect me to like her
    with my eyes bind folded or because the stars said she was good?
    i never felt her love.i could never gave her back the love she gave me
    or if it was a trick for her to grab me or set herself free from me
    . like talking to a wall.
    the wall never replies
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  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Nov 3 19:35:30 2025
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    i take back what i said today forgive me im sicki cry,.-,-
    --- Synchronet 3.21a-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Nov 3 19:44:51 2025
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 03 Nov 2025 19:35:30 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    i take back what i said today forgive me im sicki cry,.-,-

    she masturbated me too much before 1998 from 1996 to 1998, i d never
    take her back ever.
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  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Nov 3 19:45:12 2025
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 03 Nov 2025 19:44:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 03 Nov 2025 19:35:30 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    i take back what i said today forgive me im sicki cry,.-,-

    she masturbated me too much before 1998 from 1996 to 1998, i d never
    take her back ever.

    i take back what i said today forgive me im sicki cry,.-,-
    --- Synchronet 3.21a-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Nov 3 19:54:12 2025
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression


    she masturbated me too much before 1998 from 1996 to 1998, i d never
    take her back ever. i just wanted revenge, a revenge ill never have
    she is was the winner and me the loser.causei never found her
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  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Nov 3 19:54:45 2025
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 03 Nov 2025 19:54:12 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:


    she masturbated me too much before 1998 from 1996 to 1998, i d never
    take her back ever. i just wanted revenge, a revenge ill never have
    she is was the winner and me the loser.causei never found her

    i take back what i said today forgive me im sick i cry,.-,
    --- Synchronet 3.21a-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Nov 3 20:14:29 2025
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 03 Nov 2025 19:54:45 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 03 Nov 2025 19:54:12 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:


    she masturbated me too much before 1998 from 1996 to 1998, i d never
    take her back ever. i just wanted revenge, a revenge ill never have
    she is was the winner and me the loser.causei never found her

    i take back what i said today forgive me im sick i cry,.-,

    i was defeated by her 2 times , before 1998 and after 1998
    she had already spreaded the poison everywhere
    everybody knew me in my small town before 1998
    and banged her bf before 1998
    when i stopped in 1998 the flow of blood/sperm to her
    hell breaks lose
    --- Synchronet 3.21a-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Nov 3 20:15:00 2025
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 03 Nov 2025 20:14:29 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 03 Nov 2025 19:54:45 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 03 Nov 2025 19:54:12 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:


    she masturbated me too much before 1998 from 1996 to 1998, i d never >>>take her back ever. i just wanted revenge, a revenge ill never have
    she is was the winner and me the loser.causei never found her

    i take back what i said today forgive me im sick i cry,.-,

    i was defeated by her 2 times , before 1998 and after 1998
    she had already spreaded the poison everywhere
    everybody knew me in my small town before 1998
    and banged her bf before 1998
    when i stopped in 1998 the flow of blood/sperm to her
    hell breaks lose

    i take back what i said today forgive me ims ick icry,.-
    --- Synchronet 3.21a-Linux NewsLink 1.2