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    From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Feb 16 15:07:51 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    in 1999 i thought that words were just words, that didnt mean
    anything.
    thats why iwas diferent, mind handycap, i wasnt a normal person
    i could never relate to her or them cause i was diferent than them
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  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Feb 16 15:08:26 2026
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    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 15:07:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i thought that words were just words, that didnt mean
    anything.
    thats why iwas diferent, mind handycap, i wasnt a normal person
    i could never relate to her or them cause i was diferent than them

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick icry help help help
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  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Feb 16 19:27:10 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 15:08:26 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 15:07:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i thought that words were just words, that didnt mean
    anything.
    thats why iwas diferent, mind handycap, i wasnt a normal person
    i could never relate to her or them cause i was diferent than them

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick icry help help help


    i mean no harm to her or anyone.they demanded explanations
    from me, so i explained what i knew.
    if i thought i was guilty i wouldnt even be here
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  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Feb 16 19:27:29 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 19:27:10 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 15:08:26 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 15:07:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i thought that words were just words, that didnt mean
    anything.
    thats why iwas diferent, mind handycap, i wasnt a normal person
    i could never relate to her or them cause i was diferent than them

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick icry help help help


    i mean no harm to her or anyone.they demanded explanations
    from me, so i explained what i knew.
    if i thought i was guilty i wouldnt even be here

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick icry help help help
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  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Feb 16 19:57:54 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 19:27:29 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 19:27:10 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 15:08:26 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 15:07:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i thought that words were just words, that didnt mean
    anything.
    thats why iwas diferent, mind handycap, i wasnt a normal person
    i could never relate to her or them cause i was diferent than them

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick icry help help help


    i mean no harm to her or anyone.they demanded explanations
    from me, so i explained what i knew.
    if i thought i was guilty i wouldnt even be here

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick icry help help help

    she is the rich and im the poor.its not fair that i have to pay all
    the bills and she told me nothing.if she didnt telll me nothing its
    because she was a fake .she wanted to hide from me and or control me
    her with her friends from the net.and i was the big monster and she
    the little girl.i never invited her.she appeared cause she wanted to
    ruin me
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  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Feb 16 19:58:15 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 19:57:54 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 19:27:29 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 19:27:10 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 15:08:26 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 15:07:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i thought that words were just words, that didnt mean >>>>>anything.
    thats why iwas diferent, mind handycap, i wasnt a normal person
    i could never relate to her or them cause i was diferent than them

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick icry help help help


    i mean no harm to her or anyone.they demanded explanations
    from me, so i explained what i knew.
    if i thought i was guilty i wouldnt even be here

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick icry help help help

    she is the rich and im the poor.its not fair that i have to pay all
    the bills and she told me nothing.if she didnt telll me nothing its
    because she was a fake .she wanted to hide from me and or control me
    her with her friends from the net.and i was the big monster and she
    the little girl.i never invited her.she appeared cause she wanted to
    ruin me

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick icry help help help
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  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Feb 16 20:19:31 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 19:58:15 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 19:57:54 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 19:27:29 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 19:27:10 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 15:08:26 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 15:07:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i thought that words were just words, that didnt mean >>>>>>anything.
    thats why iwas diferent, mind handycap, i wasnt a normal person
    i could never relate to her or them cause i was diferent than them

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick icry help help help


    i mean no harm to her or anyone.they demanded explanations
    from me, so i explained what i knew.
    if i thought i was guilty i wouldnt even be here

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick icry help help help

    she is the rich and im the poor.its not fair that i have to pay all
    the bills and she told me nothing.if she didnt telll me nothing its
    because she was a fake .she wanted to hide from me and or control me
    her with her friends from the net.and i was the big monster and she
    the little girl.i never invited her.she appeared cause she wanted to
    ruin me

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick icry help help help


    is this what she wanted me to tell?
    that we dated when i was 15 or 16 and that she wanted me and i couldnt
    do nothing that i had the feeling that the world would end aka that id
    lose control and have a break down?
    is this what she wanted me to tell?
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  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Feb 16 20:19:52 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 20:19:31 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 19:58:15 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 19:57:54 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 19:27:29 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 19:27:10 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 15:08:26 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 15:07:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i thought that words were just words, that didnt mean >>>>>>>anything.
    thats why iwas diferent, mind handycap, i wasnt a normal person
    i could never relate to her or them cause i was diferent than them >>>>>>
    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick icry help help help


    i mean no harm to her or anyone.they demanded explanations
    from me, so i explained what i knew.
    if i thought i was guilty i wouldnt even be here

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick icry help help help

    she is the rich and im the poor.its not fair that i have to pay all
    the bills and she told me nothing.if she didnt telll me nothing its >>>because she was a fake .she wanted to hide from me and or control me
    her with her friends from the net.and i was the big monster and she
    the little girl.i never invited her.she appeared cause she wanted to
    ruin me

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick icry help help help


    is this what she wanted me to tell?
    that we dated when i was 15 or 16 and that she wanted me and i couldnt
    do nothing that i had the feeling that the world would end aka that id
    lose control and have a break down?
    is this what she wanted me to tell?

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick icry help help help
    --- Synchronet 3.21b-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Tue Feb 17 16:33:14 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 20:19:52 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 20:19:31 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 19:58:15 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 19:57:54 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 19:27:29 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 19:27:10 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 15:08:26 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 15:07:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i thought that words were just words, that didnt mean >>>>>>>>anything.
    thats why iwas diferent, mind handycap, i wasnt a normal person >>>>>>>>i could never relate to her or them cause i was diferent than them >>>>>>>
    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick icry help help help >>>>>>

    i mean no harm to her or anyone.they demanded explanations
    from me, so i explained what i knew.
    if i thought i was guilty i wouldnt even be here

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick icry help help help

    she is the rich and im the poor.its not fair that i have to pay all
    the bills and she told me nothing.if she didnt telll me nothing its >>>>because she was a fake .she wanted to hide from me and or control me >>>>her with her friends from the net.and i was the big monster and she
    the little girl.i never invited her.she appeared cause she wanted to >>>>ruin me

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick icry help help help


    is this what she wanted me to tell?
    that we dated when i was 15 or 16 and that she wanted me and i couldnt
    do nothing that i had the feeling that the world would end aka that id
    lose control and have a break down?
    is this what she wanted me to tell?

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick icry help help help


    mass doesnt fly cause its heavy.
    no mass >>light floats as a feather
    to humans are exactly the same.
    i had no mass in 1999 my head spine was detached from the body spine
    (dettached from mass)
    nobody could float as high as me, but i didnt knew how to land
    my sickness/curse
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  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Tue Feb 17 16:33:33 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Tue, 17 Feb 2026 16:33:14 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 20:19:52 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 20:19:31 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 19:58:15 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 19:57:54 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 19:27:29 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 19:27:10 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 15:08:26 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 15:07:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i thought that words were just words, that didnt mean >>>>>>>>>anything.
    thats why iwas diferent, mind handycap, i wasnt a normal person >>>>>>>>>i could never relate to her or them cause i was diferent than them >>>>>>>>
    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick icry help help help >>>>>>>

    i mean no harm to her or anyone.they demanded explanations
    from me, so i explained what i knew.
    if i thought i was guilty i wouldnt even be here

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick icry help help help

    she is the rich and im the poor.its not fair that i have to pay all >>>>>the bills and she told me nothing.if she didnt telll me nothing its >>>>>because she was a fake .she wanted to hide from me and or control me >>>>>her with her friends from the net.and i was the big monster and she >>>>>the little girl.i never invited her.she appeared cause she wanted to >>>>>ruin me

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick icry help help help


    is this what she wanted me to tell?
    that we dated when i was 15 or 16 and that she wanted me and i couldnt
    do nothing that i had the feeling that the world would end aka that id >>>lose control and have a break down?
    is this what she wanted me to tell?

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick icry help help help


    mass doesnt fly cause its heavy.
    no mass >>light floats as a feather
    to humans are exactly the same.
    i had no mass in 1999 my head spine was detached from the body spine >(dettached from mass)
    nobody could float as high as me, but i didnt knew how to land
    my sickness/curse

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick icry help help help
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  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Tue Feb 17 19:33:28 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Tue, 17 Feb 2026 19:33:05 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Feb 2026 16:33:33 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Tue, 17 Feb 2026 16:33:14 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 20:19:52 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 20:19:31 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 19:58:15 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 19:57:54 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 19:27:29 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 19:27:10 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 15:08:26 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 16 Feb 2026 15:07:51 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 i thought that words were just words, that didnt mean >>>>>>>>>>>anything.
    thats why iwas diferent, mind handycap, i wasnt a normal person >>>>>>>>>>>i could never relate to her or them cause i was diferent than them >>>>>>>>>>
    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick icry help help help >>>>>>>>>

    i mean no harm to her or anyone.they demanded explanations >>>>>>>>>from me, so i explained what i knew.
    if i thought i was guilty i wouldnt even be here

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick icry help help help >>>>>>>
    she is the rich and im the poor.its not fair that i have to pay all >>>>>>>the bills and she told me nothing.if she didnt telll me nothing its >>>>>>>because she was a fake .she wanted to hide from me and or control me >>>>>>>her with her friends from the net.and i was the big monster and she >>>>>>>the little girl.i never invited her.she appeared cause she wanted to >>>>>>>ruin me

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick icry help help help


    is this what she wanted me to tell?
    that we dated when i was 15 or 16 and that she wanted me and i couldnt >>>>>do nothing that i had the feeling that the world would end aka that id >>>>>lose control and have a break down?
    is this what she wanted me to tell?

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick icry help help help


    mass doesnt fly cause its heavy.
    no mass >>light floats as a feather
    to humans are exactly the same.
    i had no mass in 1999 my head spine was detached from the body spine >>>(dettached from mass)
    nobody could float as high as me, but i didnt knew how to land
    my sickness/curse

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick icry help help help

    they didnt sell my soul in 1999 because of me.
    they sold my soul because of her.
    so im the whore and she the grace.
    i had a popularity as a sell out whore
    and she the popularity as the divine girl beauty saintness
    i didnt win anything and was raped and slandered publically.

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick icry help help help
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