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i take back what i said yesterday forgive me im sick i cry,.panic
attack-,help help help,-please help please
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On Fri, 06 Feb 2026 10:42:24 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

i take back what i said yesterday forgive me im sick i cry,.panic >attack-,help help help,-please help please

someone said some years ago that id have to seek redemption.
But redemption from who or what?they decided everything about my fate
with her under my back in 1999.They left me out of the loop
and forced me to see the unseeable.what they wanted from me
ill never know
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From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

On Fri, 06 Feb 2026 20:05:08 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

On Fri, 06 Feb 2026 20:04:29 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

On Fri, 06 Feb 2026 10:42:24 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

i take back what i said yesterday forgive me im sick i cry,.panic >>>attack-,help help help,-please help please

someone said some years ago that id have to seek redemption.
But redemption from who or what?they decided everything about my fate
with her under my back in 1999.They left me out of the loop
and forced me to see the unseeable.what they wanted from me
ill never know

i take back what i said yesterday forgive me im sick i cry,-,help
help help,-please help please

in 1999 the americans invited me to go there, just to burn me and rob
me?
to make america great again?
or they wanted me to link myself to her?
calling me a king a star and i ate the bait>>>loser
im the loser
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From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

On Mon, 09 Feb 2026 18:50:45 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

On Fri, 06 Feb 2026 20:05:08 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

On Fri, 06 Feb 2026 20:04:29 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

On Fri, 06 Feb 2026 10:42:24 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

i take back what i said yesterday forgive me im sick i cry,.panic >>>>attack-,help help help,-please help please

someone said some years ago that id have to seek redemption.
But redemption from who or what?they decided everything about my fate >>>with her under my back in 1999.They left me out of the loop
and forced me to see the unseeable.what they wanted from me
ill never know

i take back what i said yesterday forgive me im sick i cry,-,help
help help,-please help please

in 1999 the americans invited me to go there, just to burn me and rob
me?
to make america great again?
or they wanted me to link myself to her?
calling me a king a star and i ate the bait>>>loser
im the loser

i take back what i said today forgive me im sick i cry,-,help
help help,-please help please
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From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

On Mon, 09 Feb 2026 18:51:27 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

On Mon, 09 Feb 2026 18:50:45 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

On Fri, 06 Feb 2026 20:05:08 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

On Fri, 06 Feb 2026 20:04:29 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

On Fri, 06 Feb 2026 10:42:24 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

i take back what i said yesterday forgive me im sick i cry,.panic >>>>>attack-,help help help,-please help please

someone said some years ago that id have to seek redemption.
But redemption from who or what?they decided everything about my fate >>>>with her under my back in 1999.They left me out of the loop
and forced me to see the unseeable.what they wanted from me
ill never know

i take back what i said yesterday forgive me im sick i cry,-,help
help help,-please help please

in 1999 the americans invited me to go there, just to burn me and rob
me?
to make america great again?
or they wanted me to link myself to her?
calling me a king a star and i ate the bait>>>loser
im the loser

i take back what i said today forgive me im sick i cry,-,help
help help,-please help please

there was something she wanted from me.
She wanted to be free like i was in 1999.
she had lots of friends she was tied down to them
i was loner i was free.they wanted to take away my freedom away
cause they could never be free like i was.she belonged like them
and i didnt, i was free and she wasnt and they werent like her
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From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

On Mon, 09 Feb 2026 19:46:42 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

On Mon, 09 Feb 2026 19:46:16 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

On Mon, 09 Feb 2026 18:51:27 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

On Mon, 09 Feb 2026 18:50:45 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

On Fri, 06 Feb 2026 20:05:08 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

On Fri, 06 Feb 2026 20:04:29 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

On Fri, 06 Feb 2026 10:42:24 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

i take back what i said yesterday forgive me im sick i cry,.panic >>>>>>>attack-,help help help,-please help please

someone said some years ago that id have to seek redemption.
But redemption from who or what?they decided everything about my fate >>>>>>with her under my back in 1999.They left me out of the loop
and forced me to see the unseeable.what they wanted from me
ill never know

i take back what i said yesterday forgive me im sick i cry,-,help >>>>>help help,-please help please

in 1999 the americans invited me to go there, just to burn me and rob >>>>me?
to make america great again?
or they wanted me to link myself to her?
calling me a king a star and i ate the bait>>>loser
im the loser

i take back what i said today forgive me im sick i cry,-,help
help help,-please help please

there was something she wanted from me.
She wanted to be free like i was in 1999.
she had lots of friends she was tied down to them
i was loner i was free.they wanted to take away my freedom away
cause they could never be free like i was.she belonged like them
and i didnt, i was free and she wasnt and they werent like her

i take back what i said today forgive me im sick i cry,-,help
help help,-please help please

in 1999 she made me rob them
cause she robed me and them.
i robed from myself , from what i had given them
i claimed back what had given them, or she would claim as hers
it was not a sin, i borrowed and they had to give me back what i had
borrowed them
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