• ,.-about 1999,.-,-;._,

    From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Sun Feb 1 10:44:02 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    in 1999 they gave me pain and my defence(to take away the pain)
    was laughing at them(when she wasnt around)i was sadistic
    now they give me pain and i cry
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  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Sun Feb 1 10:44:35 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Sun, 01 Feb 2026 10:44:02 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 they gave me pain and my defence(to take away the pain)
    was laughing at them(when she wasnt around)i was sadistic
    now they give me pain and i cry

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick i cry,help help help
    --- Synchronet 3.21b-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Sun Feb 1 16:47:19 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Sun, 01 Feb 2026 10:44:35 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 01 Feb 2026 10:44:02 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 they gave me pain and my defence(to take away the pain)
    was laughing at them(when she wasnt around)i was sadistic
    now they give me pain and i cry

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick i cry,help help help

    im ashamed of myself.in 1999 being eaten and being burned in the
    flames of hell
    and laughing, sounded like hellish
    --- Synchronet 3.21b-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Sun Feb 1 16:47:39 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Sun, 01 Feb 2026 16:47:19 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 01 Feb 2026 10:44:35 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 01 Feb 2026 10:44:02 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 they gave me pain and my defence(to take away the pain)
    was laughing at them(when she wasnt around)i was sadistic
    now they give me pain and i cry

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick i cry,help help help

    im ashamed of myself.in 1999 being eaten and being burned in the
    flames of hell
    and laughing, sounded like hellish

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick i cry,help help help
    --- Synchronet 3.21b-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Feb 2 18:40:01 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Sun, 01 Feb 2026 16:47:39 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 01 Feb 2026 16:47:19 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 01 Feb 2026 10:44:35 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 01 Feb 2026 10:44:02 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 they gave me pain and my defence(to take away the pain)
    was laughing at them(when she wasnt around)i was sadistic
    now they give me pain and i cry

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick i cry,help help help

    im ashamed of myself.in 1999 being eaten and being burned in the
    flames of hell
    and laughing, sounded like hellish

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick i cry,help help help

    my victories in 1999 (were all fake) to deceive her
    i won nothing in 1999 in the real world i won nothing
    i swear
    --- Synchronet 3.21b-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Mon Feb 2 18:40:23 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 02 Feb 2026 18:40:01 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 01 Feb 2026 16:47:39 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 01 Feb 2026 16:47:19 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 01 Feb 2026 10:44:35 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 01 Feb 2026 10:44:02 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 they gave me pain and my defence(to take away the pain)
    was laughing at them(when she wasnt around)i was sadistic
    now they give me pain and i cry

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick i cry,help help help

    im ashamed of myself.in 1999 being eaten and being burned in the
    flames of hell
    and laughing, sounded like hellish

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick i cry,help help help

    my victories in 1999 (were all fake) to deceive her
    i won nothing in 1999 in the real world i won nothing
    i swear

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick i cry,help help help
    --- Synchronet 3.21b-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Wed Feb 4 15:20:42 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Mon, 02 Feb 2026 18:40:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 02 Feb 2026 18:40:01 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 01 Feb 2026 16:47:39 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 01 Feb 2026 16:47:19 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 01 Feb 2026 10:44:35 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 01 Feb 2026 10:44:02 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 they gave me pain and my defence(to take away the pain)
    was laughing at them(when she wasnt around)i was sadistic
    now they give me pain and i cry

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick i cry,help help help

    im ashamed of myself.in 1999 being eaten and being burned in the
    flames of hell
    and laughing, sounded like hellish

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick i cry,help help help

    my victories in 1999 (were all fake) to deceive her
    i won nothing in 1999 in the real world i won nothing
    i swear

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick i cry,help help help

    in 1999 i was trying to reach the ceiling of my soul.
    I couldnt find it cause my sky was hers.
    thats why i appeared invincible.
    Only when the witchcraft was off, the weight it fell on me like
    gigatones of weight over my head
    meaning i was vincible.i as defeated
    --- Synchronet 3.21b-Linux NewsLink 1.2
  • From _@_@_.__ to alt.support.depression on Wed Feb 4 15:21:01 2026
    From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

    On Wed, 04 Feb 2026 15:20:42 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 02 Feb 2026 18:40:23 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Mon, 02 Feb 2026 18:40:01 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 01 Feb 2026 16:47:39 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 01 Feb 2026 16:47:19 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 01 Feb 2026 10:44:35 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    On Sun, 01 Feb 2026 10:44:02 +0000, _ <_@_.__> wrote:

    in 1999 they gave me pain and my defence(to take away the pain) >>>>>>>was laughing at them(when she wasnt around)i was sadistic
    now they give me pain and i cry

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick i cry,help help help >>>>>
    im ashamed of myself.in 1999 being eaten and being burned in the >>>>>flames of hell
    and laughing, sounded like hellish

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick i cry,help help help

    my victories in 1999 (were all fake) to deceive her
    i won nothing in 1999 in the real world i won nothing
    i swear

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick i cry,help help help

    in 1999 i was trying to reach the ceiling of my soul.
    I couldnt find it cause my sky was hers.
    thats why i appeared invincible.
    Only when the witchcraft was off, the weight it fell on me like
    gigatones of weight over my head
    meaning i was vincible.i as defeated

    i take back what i said today forgive me imsick i cry,help help help
    --- Synchronet 3.21b-Linux NewsLink 1.2