From Newsgroup: alt.support.depression

what i should had said in 1999 was:
-i dont want to be a king nor a star.my philosophy was
to be nothingness to everyone.i was hapy being someone
nobody cares about.
But they caught me in their radars cause of floating high
and they/she made me public
and i fixed a plan to entertain the 'children' ot try to get out
in a friendly way and at the same time to try to find a cure
to my disease
that would helped me understand what was going on.
and i failed to achieve that. my philosophy of non existence
was my way of life before 1999.that was the way i lived happy.
that was stolen from me forever.
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